Absent (2024)

[bunniefuu]

I feel like something is missing.

As if...

There's something

I need to remember.

Is there another you inside?

Huh?

Like...

Someone else.

No.

So you think, you are in

control then?

Yeah, who else would have it?

Isn't this normal?

Don't you ever think

you may lose it?

No.

Out of a sudden.

For a millisecond.

Don't be so sure.

Am I good like this?

Yeah.

Can you also do face painting?

Or only caricatures?

Yeah sure.

I am actually a clown.

I am also familiar with

face painting.

Indeed, we are asked as well.

A bit disturbing. Isn't it?

Boss. They are asking again,

if it works.

The dice?

No, it still has an oil leak.

Ok.

What else?

Show me the issue,

if you can't fix it.

Customers keep asking

for the same ride.

I'll fix it by myself.

Now, go and tell them

it is out of order.

Ok, boss.

Why did you draw such a thing?

You were eating an ice cream.

You know.

It's like freezing your brain.

I got it but...

It's a bit disturbing.

You know that kids

are around, right?

There were no kids back there.

I thought..

Ok. I'll get back to you.

You can keep it.

Goodbye.

Where are you?

Why aren't you picking up?

The presentation will start in

an hour.

I never thought

I'd get this anxious.

If I fail, my life

will have been wasted.

I thought talking to you

would make m...

Sorry,

I've just seen your miss call.

I mean...

You are exaggerating it.

It is not your first time

doing it.

It is only a pitch.

Not a big deal.

You can do it. C'mon.

Just an another presentation.

Easy.

Sorry, I've just seen your miss call.

I mean...

You are exaggerating it.

It is not your first time

doing it.

It is only a pitch.

Not a big deal.

You can do it. C'mon.

Just an another presentation.

Easy.

Watch out for your arms.

Where are your parents?

Where are your parents?

Get down.

But other guy let me ride it.

I am not the other guy.

Come on.

(Torso Cage Lock)

Everything looks fine.

Are you sure?

Yeah. You don't have

any problems.

But I feel like...

Something can go wrong.

You don't have any problem.

I am sure something is wrong.

Mr. Mert.

According to your test results

You don't have

any abnormalities.

I think your worries

are psychological.

Have you gotten any

professional help?

No.

You can mention my name.

Thank you.

What about these red marks then?

They show

the active regions of brain.

Not an indicator of abnormality.

From now...

Anyway...

Forget about it...

I think I am gonna quit.

Quitting?

You mean quitting the job?

Nothing certain yet.

I am considering it.

Why?

I went to see a doctor

yesterday.

He detected unusual signals

in my brain.

Can you talk to

Mr. Hakan for me?

Don't let him send me

into the streets.

Sure.

Doctor had never seen

something like this.

Huh?

So what is it exactly then?

I don't know.

We'll see...

Who are you?

I can't remember.

Why are you here?

You never call me.

I am here, aren't I grandma?

Only when you need something.

Look at this.

No one from this picture

is alive.

She is gone.

This one is gone,

that one is gone...

Only she remains,

the rest passed away.

I made this.

I froze the flowers.

It looks like a cake.

Look at how beautiful

these geraniums are.

Ahh. My favourite.

Lilly of the valley.

I still see these flowers

in my dreams.

The flowers of my childhood.

They smelled so nice.

Mert. When will we

smell these pictures?

I don't know, grandma.

It would be lovely, wouldn't it?

Tulips, geraniums, hyacinths.

It's soothing to remember

through flowers.

I wouldn't have

taken pictures...

If they weren't

beautiful memories right?

I'm thankful for

the natures gifts.

It's like a therapy for me.

Flowers show

their love by blooming.

They never want to

see me unhappy.

Time, teaches us to adapt but...

Never to forget.