01x06 - Colpevole

[bunniefuu]

-[♪ Suspenseful music playing]
-[knives clanking]

What were our lawyers
so upset about?

Mignini was supposed to
give them the DNA report

so they can prepare our
defense, but they are stalling.

But it's okay. We'll
fight and we'll win.

[reporters shouting]

[crowd shouting]

[overlapping shouting continues]

[voice distorting, echoing]

-[cameras clicking]
-[reporters shouting]

-[high-pitched ringing]
-[voices distorting]

[Curt Knox] Amanda! We love you!

Don't take her! Don't take her!

-[high-pitched ringing continues]
-[people continue shouting]

[Amanda gasps]

Amanda.

Amanda!

-[buzzer blaring]
-[Amanda Knox] No.

[prisoners shouting]

[crying] No, no.

[groaning] No.

No!

[officer speaking Italian]

[sobbing] No.

No.

[buzzer blaring]

No, please, please.

No, no, no, no, no, please!

Please, please, no, please.

Please, no, no.

-[Amanda sobbing]
-[cell gate slamming]

No, no, no, no,
no, please, please.

[officer speaking Italian]

Please, don't take me
back, please! [crying]

Please, please. Please,
no, please, please.

[sobbing]

[gate thudding]

[door slamming, echoing]

[inmates shouting, muffled]

[inhales sharply]

[camera clicking]

[bubbling echoes]

[Chris Mellas] [distorted]
We'll do whatever it takes

to bring Amanda home.

[Edda Mellas] [distorted]
Amanda, like the rest of us,

is extremely upset
by the decision.

[cameras clicking]

[normal] We're all in shock.

But we are heartened
by the support

that she's received
from all over the world.

It's gonna take a little bit
longer, but she's gonna come home.

[reporters shouting]

[reporter speaking Italian]

Do you think your daughter
is entitled to her freedom

because she's American?

Amanda is entitled to her
freedom because she is innocent.

[reporter speaking Italian]

She named an innocent man.
She's not above the law.

I didn't hear. Was there
a question in there?

Did you ask a question?

[reporters shouting]

[♪ Tense music playing]

[buzzer blaring]

[Edda] We're all
here for you, honey.

How have you been?

It's nice they made allowances
for us to all visit at once.

-[Chris] Yeah.
-[Edda] Right?

Well, Dad will come
for the next shift.

Yeah, that's right, he's, uh...

he's with Carlo and
Luciano right now,

just working on experts for the
appeal, but he... He'll be here.

You know Dad and
his spreadsheets.

-[Edda chuckles]
-[Deanna Knox] We're all slotted

to be at each of
your visitations.

[Edda] Yeah, Delaney
and Ashley too.

[Deanna] Until they have to
go home for school and stuff.

And we... we'll all be on the
phone for every call, okay?

-It's... it's not much, but it's...
-Ten minutes every seven days.

It's something.

-Yeah.
-I'm moving here full-time.

Yeah, so you'll... You'll
always have someone nearby.

[Chris] Yeah, us computer
geeks get to work remote,

so I'm gonna be here so much,

you're gonna get sick of me.

[Deanna] Hey, are you
able to call Raffaele?

I mean, he's going through what
you're going through, so maybe...

He's in prison for 25
years because of me.

-No. No.
-Hey, buddy, come on, it's not your fault.

That's not true, Amanda.

We're... We're gonna
beat this on appeal.

Okay, it's not like the U.S.
All cases in Italy go to appeal,

and... and Carlo
said that decisions

get reversed like


[Chris] Yeah, it's gonna be a
totally new trial, a new judge,

a new look at their
so-called DNA evidence.

-[Edda] Right, all of it.
-[Chris] Experts to tear it apart.

-A fresh start.
-When?

-Well, we hope sooner than later, so...
-When?

Well, it could be
up to two years.

[♪ Somber music playing]

[softly] Okay.

[♪ Somber music
continues playing]

[keyboard synthesizer thuds]

-[♪ Upbeat percussive music playing]
-Wow, samba!

[scatting rhythmically]

[♪ Music stops abruptly]

[glass thumping]

[♪ Somber music playing]

[glass thumping]

-Huh?
-[thumping continues]

[♪ suspenseful music playing]

[window thumping]

[wings fluttering]

-[bird chirping]
-[thumping continues]

[♪ Somber music playing]

[children chattering
and laughing]

[Mena giggles]

[laughter and
chattering continue]

[♪ Somber music
continues playing]

[Gregora speaking Italian]

[people chattering]

[keys jingling]

-[buzzer blaring]
-Dad.

Hey, honey. Sweetheart,
are you okay?

What is it?

You want me to get you a doctor?

[sobbing] Please
get me out of here.

-Please get me outta here, Daddy.
-Honey, honey, I'm trying.

-Listen, I got... Listen.
-Please.

-Please.
-Listen to me. Listen to me.

Listen, listen,
listen, take a breath.

We have got a solid PR plan.

And that's a big deal, it's
gonna make a big difference.

-We've got DNA experts.
-Okay.

And the head of the
Idaho Innocence Project

is writing you a brief,
calling total bullshit

on the prosecution's
entire case, okay?

-Listen, listen.
-[whimpering] Okay.

Next week, when I get
back home to Seattle,

-I'm gonna be checking...
-No, no, no, no, no, please don't go.

Please don't go.

-Please don't leave me, Daddy.
-I don't want to. I don't want to.

-I don't want to, sweetheart.
-Please! [sobbing]

-You know I don't. You know I don't want...
-Please, save me.

-[both sobbing]
-Please, Dad.

I'm trying.

[sobbing]

-Dad.
-I'm doing everything I can.

[sobbing] I'm sorry, I'm sorry.

[both sobbing]

[Amanda] There was
no f*cking tapestry.

I started to understand
how you could feel so stuck

that you could be
desperate to escape.

I heard about decisions
women made in prison

if they had no
other choices left.

Each died from an act
of their own creativity.

The most dignified option
was bleeding to death.

-[knob squeaking]
-[water running]

[♪ Dark, solemn music playing]

The steam would keep the
guards from seeing in.

You could slit your wrists
and sink into oblivion

in a calm, quiet mist.

[glass clattering]

[sighs heavily]

And it would finally be over.

[♪ Dramatic music playing]

[glass shard
dropping, clattering]

[buzzer blaring]

[Amanda] As an act of mercy, Banti
assigned the only other American

in Capanne Prison
to be my roommate.

[Cecilia] Aw, I like this one.

"Dear Amanda, I've followed
your case since the beginning.

"Most of my Bible study
thinks you're innocent,

so we have included
$50 for your defense."

Which the guards
have confiscated.

-Of course, they have.
-Uh, what are you doing?

I'm reading your letters.

Somebody's got to.

People in here are lucky enough
to get a couple letters a year,

and you have got stacks.

Okay, is that supposed
to make me feel better?

Honey, I don't know you.

I don't know what's gonna
make you feel better.

But pretending like you're
the only one in here hurting?

[paper rustling]

That's getting old.

Here. Read this. This
is a nice letter.

-I'm... I'm sorry, I...
-Don't be sorry.

But get the hell out of bed.

[♪ Gentle music playing]

[sighs]

[Amanda] I'm not special.

[door closes]

Oh, sh*t.

[sighs]

[Edda] Of course you are, honey.

-[door slams]
-[Amanda] Okay, maybe I'm special

in that I'm the youngest person in
here with one of the longest sentences.

But thinking I was special got
me here in the first place.

Believing I could talk to
the police without a lawyer,

believing that my innocence
would actually mean something.

[Edda] Of course, it means
something. It means everything.

You're not supposed
to be in prison.

[Amanda] "Supposed to be."

What does that even mean?

[inmates chattering]

[♪ Gentle music continues]

[Amanda sighs]

[Fulvio chuckles]

Mm.

-Mm-hmm.
-Oh, no!

-Ah! Oh!
-[laughing]

[Amanda] Nothing is owed to us.

Nothing is owed to me.

[speaking Italian]

[Amanda] I'm not the only one
in here with a painful story.

Everyone in here had
a childhood once...

-a life they left behind...
-[inmate speaking Italian]

...dreams they won't fulfill.

-[knocking at door]
-[gasps]

Oh, Jesus, Deanna,
don't do that.

What?

Nothing. For a
second you looked...

[sighs] I thought
you were Amanda.

No. Just me.

[Edda] I'm worried about you,
Amanda. You sound different.

-You're... You're not sunny anymore.
-No, Mom, there's nothing to worry about.

I'm fine.

Well, I'm sorry I wasn't here
for your actual birthday.

Happy 23.

[chuckles softly] Thank you.

Cecilia baked me a cake.

She smuggled ingredients into
the kitchen for, like, months,

and then her and Fulvio
slipped it to me.

It was, like, mushed
in a garbage bag.

-[chuckles]
-And they sang to me.

It was really sweet, so...

Yeah.

It's nice that Cecilia is
looking out for you in here,

but you got a lot of friends back
home thinking about you, okay?

Madison, and Brett, and DJ.

Oh, my God, DJ's gonna be an
old man with his own family

by the time I get
home. [chuckles]

No.

No, come on, you got...
you got your appeal.

And it's... it's coming up.

We got experts, we got
great independent experts

just waiting to pull the
prosecution's case apart.

-You're getting outta here.
-Mom, Mom, Mom.

I love you. You... you gotta
stop saying things like that.

Like what?

I'm not a tourist here.

I... I have to live here, okay?

-Mentally and physically, I have to.
-No, you don't.

You don't, because the Amanda
I know doesn't give up.

N-No, no, I'm not giving up.

That's... I'm not...
That's... I'm being realistic.

Okay?

Maybe this is the life I get.

I have to be okay with
that. I... I have to.

[door opens]

-Amanda.
-Ciao, yeah.

Okay.

Look, I'm... I'm... I'm really not
trying to hurt you, Mom, I'm really not.

I'm just... I'm trying to say

that I... I might
never get outta here.

And as much as I've had to
accept my life here, I...

I think you need to start
accepting a life without me.

[breathing heavily]

-I have to go. I love you.
-Okay. Love you.

I love you.

[♪ Somber music playing]

[heavy breaths]

[inmate wailing]

[Mena crying]

-[Gregora wailing]
-[Mena continues crying]

No! [sobbing]

[Gregora wailing loudly]

[sighs]

[Chris] Edda.

Hey, what's going
on? What is it?

I... I can't. [sniffling]

[crying] I can't.

-I don't... I don't think I can do this.
-What?

-I don't. My...
-Okay.

My sweet girl.

-Okay, everything's gonna be alright.
-She's gone. Her fight, it's gone.

If I'm gonna...
[inhales sharply]

If I'm gonna lose her anyway,
then what's... what's the point?

Just what... what's
the point? [sobbing]

-Just... Just put me out my misery.
-It's okay. It's okay. It's okay.

Chris, just put... Just
put me out of my misery.

Chris, please. Please. [sobbing]

[Chris] [whispering]
It's okay. I've got you.

Chris, please.

[♪ "Maybe Not" by
Cat Power playing]

♪ A dream that I see,
don't k*ll it, it's free ♪

[Amanda] It's amazing
what we allow ourselves

to accept when we have to.

I had made fragile peace
with Capanne as my home

when it all broke wide open.

[chuckles] What? What?

"Amanda, my name
is Dr. Saul Kassin.

"I've been following your case
and wanted to contact you.

"I am an expert on interrogation
methods used around the world

"that coerce innocent people

"to confessing to crimes
they didn't commit.

I believe this is what happened
to you during your interrogation."

-Holy sh*t!
-I know.

Holy sh*t.

"These interviews are designed to
bewilder and deceive a suspect."

-Yeah!
-That's you!

It is an entire system
of manipulation.

There... There's this one
called The Reid Method

that they teach to
f*cking cops in the U.S.

-Holy sh*t.
-I know.

-That is exactly what I said.
-[guard knocking, speaking Italian]

Look. "These interviews are designed
to bewilder and deceive a suspect.

First, the police ingratiate
themselves with a suspect."

They did this. They
totally did this to me.

You were the closest one to Meredith.
You're our most important witness.

"They make the suspect believe they
did something wrong and exploit it."

"A suspect will become
compliant when being interviewed

in intentional
discomfort for hours."

I have... I have my period.

Do you mind if I
go to the bathroom?

Just quickly, please.

"In some cases, this
goes even deeper,

and the suspect internalizes their
own false memories under duress."

[Translator Noce] Trauma does
funny things to the mind.

"Most people don't know that
the police can lie to you.

They do in order to
get what they want."

[Translator Noce]
There's hard evidence.

[Amanda] "Many victims
of coerced confessions

"spend so much energy
blaming themselves.

"If you blame
yourself, you must know

"you didn't stand a chance
against their method.

No one would." That... That
is always what I thought.

If I had just been stronger,
if I didn't break down.

-Like, this is exactly what it is.
-Hey, hey, hey, hey. Whoa.

Look at all these innocent
people he talks about.

Grown men couldn't
stand up to this.

You were a 20-year-old
kid in a foreign country

being questioned in a language
you didn't understand.

I know. People have to
know about this, Chris.

-Yeah.
-This is something they do.

Like, this is
real. They do this.

This could help with my appeal.

-[♪ Upbeat percussive music playing]
-[chuckles softly]

What?

You got your cojones back.

[Chris laughing]

Your mom's gonna be so happy.

-This is good.
-Yeah.

[inmates chattering]

[Raffaele Sollecito]
[on phone] Amanda.

I got your letter.

Yeah? Did... Did you read it?

[Raffaele] A thousand times.

It's a f*cking method.

I know, I know.

-[Raffaele] Those assholes.
-I know. Look, if...

If we can just get the
court to understand it,

they'll... they'll have
to reconsider everything.

I... I asked Carlo to look into
getting this Saul Kassin guy

to come and... and explain
it to the judge and jury,

and we... we could raise money, we
could... we could fly him out here.

-No, Amanda, Amanda.
-I don't know.

-Yeah?
-As soon as I got your letter,

I called my father about it.

-Okay, what'd he say?
-[Raffaele] An Italian judge

will never allow testimony from an
American expert in their courtroom.

Well, okay, we'll just get
an Italian expert, then.

There are none.

Not for this.

Did you hear about Mignini?

No, what about him?

He was convicted
for abuse of office

in the Monster of
Florence case last week.

Wait, what? What?

[Raffaele] In the first-degree
trial, he was convicted

for illegally wire-tapping
and much other misconduct

you would recognize very well.

Sentenced to 16
months suspension.

Oh, my God, so... So he can't
be our prosecutor, then?

Uh, well, he appealed
this judgment,

so it's not for sure if
the suspension will happen.

Wait, I'm sorry. So what? In the
meantime, he just gets to come after us?

Jesus, this system is so f*cked.

Amanda...

when is the last time you
spoke to your lawyers?

Like, last week. Why?

Raffa, what? Just tell
me. Please, just tell me.

Mignini believes our
sentence was too light.

And this time, he
will argue for life.

[♪ Upbeat music playing]

[sighs]

[♪ Upbeat music
continues playing]

[♪ Gentle pensive music playing]

[Amanda] It had been 1,110 days
since I was first locked in a cell.

And though I'd slept through
many days of imprisonment,

I had never been more awake.

Understanding how I got here
ignited many things in me.

Relief, and rage, and the resolve to
be active in the trial for my freedom.

And the most dangerous thing
of all, I started to feel hope.

[server speaking Italian]

Prego.

[coins jingling]

[Don Saulo clears throat]

[♪ Suspenseful music playing]

[reporters shouting]

[Amanda] It had to go
differently this time.

[reporters continue shouting]

Amanda, do you feel confident?

[Amanda] I was back
in the same place

with the same players,
but I was different.

I had studied my case,
I was fluent in Italian,

and I'd be damned if I'd do
anything to make them look at me

instead of the evidence.

[♪ Dramatic music playing]

[cameras clicking]

[people chattering]

[♪ Tense music playing]

[people murmuring]

[Amanda] And with
that simple statement,

Judge Hellman was
wiping the slate clean.

Yet I was suddenly seized by
fear for the first time in years.

Asking myself, "What if?"

What if this jury was going to
hear this case without bias,

without the influence of the media
or the trial that came before?

What if when presented
with Mignini's fiction,

they heard it is
just that... fiction?

What if they heard the lies of the
police and this time didn't believe them?

But what if they did?

What if all the notoriety
the case had received

made things better for me?

But with the Italian
justice system on trial now,

what if it was all worse?

What if? What if? What if?

Then, on day 161 of
the appeal trial,

day 1,292 of my imprisonment...

[Amanda] ...two independent
DNA experts were finally here

to rebut the so-called evidence
that pointed to my guilt.

What if their findings
were as compelling

as I hoped they would be?

What if their testimony
changed everything?

The possibilities of "what if"
destroying me from the inside out.

[♪ Dramatic music playing]

[Amanda] As the
courtroom watched in awe,

the experts read the
last trial's testimony

from Ippolito,
head of forensics,

Fazio, who "found" the knife,
and other law enforcement

detailing how they
collected evidence.

See? They have no shoe
protection, no face masks.

And they're going
in and going out.

You have just someone
standing next to a bloodstain.

Complete nonsense.

-The police made this video?
-Yes.

And the mistakes are
so bad, their own team

are criticizing it on camera.

[Giulia] So now, they have
someone breaking into the house,

smashing a window,
for some reason.

[people murmuring]

[file folder slamming]

[people murmuring]

[people murmuring]

[whispering indistinctly]

[inmates chattering in distance]

[soft footsteps]

[guard speaking Italian over PA]

[Cecilia] Don't you dare.

Don't make your bed.

And break your toothbrush.

Then, you won't come
back here. [sniffling]

You know the drill.

-[sighs]
-[kiss smacking]

-[toothbrush snapping]
-[sighs]

You're gonna owe me a
new one when I get back.

[♪ Gentle music playing]

[Amanda] Dear Mom...

I love you.

I'm writing this letter
in case you come home

and I'm not there with
you to receive it...

just in case we didn't win.

I want you to know I'm okay.

I'm not dead inside, I promise.

And I don't want you
to be dead inside.

[♪ Gentle music
continues playing]

Grazie.

The sh*t we can't control...

the things that
make us suffer...

challenge us to be
stronger, smarter, better.

[sniffing deeply]

We are the only ones who know just
how much we and our lives are worth.

And we must choose to make the
most of every passing moment.

I've thought of ways to
make my life worth it.

And I want you to remember exactly
what makes your life worth it.

Don't be lost.

Don't lose yourself.

Read, walk, write, dance.

Breathe, because so will I.

I love you so much.

And remember, it's only you who
can make your life make sense.

[♪ Gentle music
continues playing]

[exhales sharply]

[van door opens]

[sighs]

[softly] I think she
looks so nervous.

[people quietly murmuring]

[clearing throat]

[person clearing throat]

[sighs]

[whispering] "I was not
present at this crime."

[sighs, clicking tongue]

[sniffling]

[people murmuring]

[Amanda sighs deeply]

The wait could be long. Do
you want to sit downstairs?

No, no, I wanna go
back to Capanne.

[guard speaking Italian]

-[cameras clicking]
-[reporters chattering]

No matter what happens,
okay, I'm not going anywhere.

-Okay.
-[Edda] Okay? I'm with you.

-I love you.
-I love you.

[reporters continue shouting]

[♪ Somber music playing]

[distant buzzer blaring]

[inmates chattering in distance]

[chuckles softly]

-Wow.
-Ah.

-Wow.
-[chuckles]

[inhales sharply]

Mm.

Uh...

Uh...

[sighs]

[tapping fingers nervously]

[Amanda exhales sharply]

[chuckles]

[chuckles]

Okay.

-Just for you.
-[Don Saulo chuckles]

Okay.

[Don Saulo sniffling]

[♪ Playing "Maybe Not"
by Cat Power on keyboard]

♪ There's a dream that I see ♪

♪ I pray it can be ♪

♪ Look cross the land,
shake this land ♪

♪ A wish ♪

♪ Or a command ♪

[phone ringing]

♪ A dream that I see,
don't k*ll it, it's free ♪

♪ What we can ♪

♪ So we can do ♪

♪ Just one more thing ♪

♪ We can all be free ♪

♪ Maybe not with words ♪

♪ Maybe not with a look ♪

♪ But with your mind ♪

♪ Listen to me, don't
walk that street ♪

♪ There's always an end to it ♪

♪ Come and be free,
you know who I am ♪

♪ We're just living people ♪

♪ We won't have a thing ♪

♪ So we got nothing ♪

♪ To lose ♪

♪ We can all be free ♪

♪ Maybe not with words ♪

♪ Maybe not with a look ♪

♪ But with your mind ♪

[♪ song ends]

-[typewriter clacking]
-[bell dings]

[rooster crowing]

[♪ Fanfare playing]