01x05 - Yang Hilang

[bunniefuu]

Hey.

Congratulations.

What's wrong with you?

Why does every news report

only talk about me being Jagad's son?

So, what's the problem?

It's happened before.

I've tried my best

to prove myself for years.

So that I don't embarrassed you.

So that everyone knows

that I've done what you have.

There's no room for error for me.

But they said that I was selfish,

I was stubborn.

They talked behind my back.

Even if I succeeded,

it was all for nothing.

They'll say that I'm a spoiled child

that depends on his father forever.

Dad, I don't need any of this.

I want them to come to their senses,

and realize that I worked hard

for all my movies.

Not because I'm your son.

Alright then. Just prove it to them.

Rey.

Bear this in mind,

I've never asked you to be like me.

You always come to me for help.

I always give you all my knowledge.

But you just took it like that

without seeing the meaning is behind it.

Alright then. Just prove it to them

that you can do it yourself

without my help.

Geez, it's still early in the morning.

"He just wants to be famous."

"I think someone's using Reyhan."

"He said that he's a big fan of Jagad."

"Nice, the first short film

is a success thanks to Dewantoro."

"Why does he want to be famous?

Bansos is better."

I'm very sorry, but you should

just focus on your award.

You have your chance

to prove it to your mother.

-Congratulations.

-Jess.

Hi, how are you. Is Jessica here?

I thought she was with you, La.

We chatted yesterday,

but then she deleted our chat.

I called her,

but she didn't pick up the phone.

I rarely talk to Jessica,

so I don't know where she is.

Lately, Jessica has said to me

that she wanted to be left alone.

I thought she stayed at your place.

That isn't true.

Should we make a police report about this?

Excuse me for a second.

"La, where are you?

I think Jessica needs you."

"I'll be at the Cinebox."

My friend says she knows where Jessica is.

Thank God.

You'll be hearing from me.

-Lala.

-Yes?

Please take care of Jessica for me.

Don't worry about it. Bye.

Hi, Everyone.

So, how are you guys?

Can you accompany me today?

I also want to review

one of my favorite toners.

This is it. I have been using it

for three weeks, and surprisingly

the result is just like home spa.

And then

this is good for my skin,

because it tends to be dry

and sometimes oily

when I use too much make up.

Guys.

Thank you so much for your concern

about my private life.

Reyhan and Lala's success

is none of my business.

Good for them.

I don't focus my life on my exes.

I want to focus on my dreams,

my career, my goals,

and I don't need men

to achieve that, okay?

So I hope you understand,

and you support me.

Thank you.

-Jun, where's Jess?

-Inside.

La, I think you better see her first.

You need some time to talk.

-I'll catch up with you later.

-Okay.

Jess, where have you been?

Your mother is worried sick.

She almost made a police report.

I'm sorry, La.

You could at least reply to my messages.

What's that? Your new script?

Let me see.

Jess.

I'm sorry I didn't know

you wrote this a while ago.

This is from the start of the semester?

So that means you wrote it

when I started Larung?

Yes.

I'm sorry I didn't tell you.

But you were busy.

I didn't want to be

anymore of a burden, La.

Yeah.

Lately

it's been hard for me to get out of bed.

I want to be alone.

Just writing my script.

Hey, don't say that anymore.

Your script is not a problem for me.

I'm the one who should be apologizing.

I haven't done anything with you recently.

No, La. I'm the one who should apologize.

I didn't say anything

on the phone yesterday.

No, I'm the one who should apologize.

I'm at fault here.

No, La. I'm the one whose at fault.

Why are we apologizing to each other

just like on Eid Mubarak?

La

this story is important to me.

This is a personal story.

Does this have anything to do

with your bruises back then?

Thank you for writing this.

I can't wait to read this

and listen to your story.

That is, if you are ready to talk.

Okay? Take your time.

La, please take care of

Cinebox's screening.

Take it easy. I'll handle everything.

Okay then, I have to go.

Bye, La.

Let me take you there.

-You don't have to do that.

-I'm worried about you.

-Are you done?

-Yes.

I'll get going then. Bye.

Te.

Te. Can I talk to you for a second?

Please?

Okay.

I just want to apologize.

I didn't expect the rumors to be this bad.

-Are you okay?

-Why did you apologize?

I'm fine.

Okay then.

If you want to have a chat, just call me.

Why did you bring a travel bag to campus?

Was it because of you father?

So where do you want to go, Rey?

Do have any idea?

I didn't expect to be accused like this,

like a celebrity.

-You didn't believe it did you?

-Just a little bit.

You're strange.

Don't think about it.

Stay focused on your dreams and goals.

Right, I almost forgot.

I haven't congratulated you yet.

-Congratulations.

-Thank you.

You look so happy.

I'm sorry, La.

Frankie always picks a bad time.

Your bike's name is Frankie?

Because he's cranky, just like this.

Names are prayers.

Is it okay if we go see a mechanic first?

-Okay.

-You're fine with that?

The place isn't far from here.

Don't you want to buy a new bike?

It's not a necessity for me.

I can do it later.

Why do you look sad?

I should be happy, right?

Because I've been

dreaming about it for so long.

But?

But

I didn't feel the win

was meaningful for me.

The process is a mess.

I kept on arguing with Reyhan.

I felt that I always

agreed with his decisions.

Actually, Reyhan was a good director.

But, his artistic vision is a bit blurry.

He always said yes to his father.

That's true.

That is where he's lacking.

I think he's talented.

But you'll see that kind of stuff

from now on.

So be patient.

You know what's worse?

Because I was too focused on Larung,

I felt that I wasn't

a good friend to Jessica

so I didn't know

what was going on with her.

I didn't even know her where she was.

I bet this is just some notification.

See?

Where's my tablet?

-Oh my God.

-You can't find it?

Why can't I find it?

Sir, did someone give you a tablet?

It's red and has some stickers.

It's about this size.

-No. Did you lose it?

-Yes, it's mine.

I'll tell you what.

Write down your name

and your phone number.

We'll use that to contact you.

Please call me right away if you find it.

-I'll call you, take it easy.

-This is very important.

Okay.

-Film and Cinema Faculty.

-Okay.

-Is this a zero? Got it.

-Yes. Thank you.

-Please call me when you have it.

-Okay.

I know what makes you happy.

Here.

They said when we eat something spicy

our body produces endorphins

that make us happy.

What a choice of word, endorphins.

Let's go over there.

-Don't use it too much.

-Give that to me.

I'll do it for you.

-That's enough.

-Eat it.

So that your body produces "endorse."

-Endorphins.

-Endorphins.

-Have you tried cilor?

-No, I haven't.

Seriously?

Is it good?

How's it taste?

It's good, isn't it?

I'm so upset, Jun.

I'm so upset with myself.

Why did I lose the tablet?

Even the universe

doesn't like me studying film.

Should I go back to Management

just like my mom says?

Why did you choose film as your major?

I don't know.

I get more confused by the day.

I just hoped that my movie

could be played at the festival.

Doing my best.

But I realize I did that

just because I felt guilty

and I just needed validation from my mom.

If my mom asked me now

what I want to do, I can't answer that.

I don't think it matters

if you're still confused.

I don't think anyone really knows

what they want to do.

I just want to enjoy

the process of finding out.

What about your story?

My late parents

were high school graduates.

That's why I want to have

a bachelor degree.

Originally, I wanted to be a director.

Seriously? And then?

But when I tried being an art director

for my assignment,

they said it was good.

Many people liked my work.

From then on, many people called me

to do freelance projects.

And now,

you know what my priorities are.

I fell in love with cinematography

when I made that film.

The fun process of filmmaking

with my friends,

without any burden, it was amazing.

And we watched the movie

with our loved ones.

Wow.

It was amazing.

You have to feel that.

Let's go.

FACULTY OF FILM AND ANIMATION

Sorry.

I didn't mean to startle you.

Why are you here?

Do you need some place to stay?

Yes.

I'm avoiding my father.

I bet it sucks, right?

People always comparing you

to your father.

Do you know the worst part it?

Everything's my fault.

I always depended on my father

when I was making movies.

I always asked him things.

That's why I'm

keeping my distance from him.

So that I can find out

what I want from my movies.

What are you doing here anyway?

Same as you.

Is it because of you father?

What's wrong with you father?

-Sorry.

-It's okay.

I should've stayed home with my mother

and helped her.

But I don't know how.

Or maybe I was the one that

has a big mouth.

No.

You're not alone, Jess.

Look, if I can help you

in any way with your problem,

please

don't hesitate to talk to me.

But you're a brave person.

What? Me?

What do you mean by that?

I wouldn't have the guts

to make my own movie.

-Sorry.

-I'm sleepy as well.

I can tell you how to make a beanbag

into a good mattress.

And if you want to take a shower

the bathroom on the second floor,

in the dance faculty, is clean.

Okay. Is it better than this one?

-Okay then, I'm going to go to sleep.

-Okay.

-Hello, Mom.

-Hello. Reyhan?

Where have you been?

I'm at my friend's house.

-Did you have something to eat?

-Yes, I have.

Come home, dear.

Your father is worried about you.

If there's a problem,

just discuss it with us.

Yes, Mom. I

I just need some distance

from Dad at the moment.

Okay then. Come home soon.

I promise, Mom.

I've missed you.

Okay.

Okay.

Good night, Mom.

Okay, Guys. This next film

has been screened in overseas

and domestic markets.

She's so full of herself.

They said she left her best friend.

-Seriously?

-Yes.

-That is crazy.

-What a b*tch.

I made this movie myself

-Reyhan likes her better?

-I don't think she's that good.

Ute is better than her.

and it has a deeper meaning.

Do you think Lala is better than Ute?

If I were Reyhan, I'd choose Ute.

-She keeps on talking about it.

-You're right.

Have fun watching

the screening today. Enjoy.

You called this personal?

You called this personal?

Such a deep meaning.

-This is a festival movie!

-Yeah, right!

BEWARE, THIS PRODUCER USES PEOPLE

Amazing!

SHE JUDGES US USING RATINGS

You called this personal?

Just go home!

Go home!

La.

La? Lala?

Lala? What's wrong with you?

I think you're right.

Cinematography is not for me.

-I'll transfer back to Management.

-Hold on a second.

La, we can talk about this.

Tell me, what's wrong with you?

Won't you feel happy

if I do everything you said?

La? It doesn't work like that.

Lala?

La.

Hello, Der?

Where are you?

It's not that I've missed you.

The three of us have to talk.

You, me, and Lala.

The time has come for us

to talk about that.

Yes.

Please hurry.

TO BE CONTINUED