01x07 - Episode 7

[bunniefuu]

[horror movie music playing]

[g*n c*ck onscreen]

[keypad beeping]

[pneumatic door opening]

[dial clicking]

[metal clanging]

[Cameron snorting happily]

[bones crunching]

What?

- [loud bang]

- Oh f*ck!

[Mia] It's funny

what other people find scary.

To me, scary is everything changing

around you in ways you never expected.

It's your goddess of a best friend

going out with a boy

who used to give you wedgies.

Even if they are kind of cute.

Scary is an accidental relationship

with someone who actively terrifies you.

It's seeing the secret love of your life

cracking on with your best mate.

Scary is your family watching you

like the f*cking Secret Service

every time you have a snack.

[exhaling]

Scary is a yogurt pot.

- [snarling onscreen]

- [yelping]

[horror music playing]

Yeah, but Jonah? As in, like, Jonah Jonah.

Yeah, I get it, but Becca,

come on, she looks happy.

[laughing]

[Cameron] Suppose so.

Actually, there's, um, something

I've been meaning to talk to you about,

about Carli.

She's f*cking fit, isn't she? [chuckles]

- Yeah, I guess.

- Yeah.

I don't know. It's weird.

Like, I see how chill

she is with other people.

Like you, for example.

Me? Nah.

But then when it's just,

like, me alone with her, it's

I don't know, maybe it's all in my head.

Do you think it's all in my head?

No. No.

Do you think maybe you could

speak to Carli and, like,

suss out if she's feeling me?

Sure.

Really?

Yeah, of course. I mean,

there's literally no reason

why I wouldn't, is there?

Okay.

Thanks, M.

[Mia] f*ck, f*ck, f*ck.

[sighs, grumbles]

- But Jonah, as in Jonah Jonah?

- [exhales sharply]

Believe me I know.

But that night we did shrooms,

we got to chatting and

we just kind of never stopped.

You sure it's not the shrooms?

[laughs]

Actually, the whole thing

weirdly felt grown-up.

You know, more mature

than other relationships.

[babbling]

He makes me feel good

about myself, you know?

Yeah, I think it's great.

Thank you.

- Hey.

- Hey.

- What's got you all lit up?

- Uh, nothing.

Her nose does this funny thing

when she's happy. Like, so cute.

[giggles] No, it doesn't.

Does it?

- No.

- What are you guys talking about?

Um, we were just talking

about this weekend, weren't we?

Mia's big one-seven.

I'm guessing Alison's already

What?

Your sassy 17th?

Okay, hello, do you even know me?

It's like, as Mariah is to Christmas,

Alison is to birthdays.

Oh my God, babes.

You have to let me organize something.

This is bucket list 101 stuff.

Wait, wait, wait. Organize what?

Mia's birthday.

Uh-huh. Yes, please.

[Mia] It's a birthday, Mia.

Children do this.

You know what? Go for it.

Really?

- That's the whole point of the list, no?

- [Alison] Oh my God.

[emotionally] Yes.

Just nothing too elaborate, okay?

Small and chilled.

God, yeah.

Elaborate, small, chilled. I got you.

No, not elaborate.

Mm-hmm. Will?

- Vision board. On it.

- Mm-hmm. Let's go.

[Mia] Okay, Mia. You can do this.

You can be the kind of girl

that has a birthday party.

You can be a good friend.

If Cam needs you to be Cupid,

you'll be Cupid.

You've forgiven him.

Right?

[emotional music playing]

Mia, sit down, please.

[Alex] Hey.

[gasps] Jesus, Alex!

- Calm down, you weirdo.

- Ha-ha-ha.

What have you been up to this evening?

- Hmm?

- Um

I went to Dad's new place.

Oh. Uh, cool.

- How was?

- Yeah, it was, um

[chuckles] It was nice.

No sign of her yet.

Literally dreading the day

we rock up and she's there too.

[Mia] Scary is your dad

having a new girlfriend.

Hey, do you maybe want to,

like, hang out tonight?

Yeah.

- Yeah?

- Yeah, that'd be cool.

Oh, hey, Issy.

- Hey, Mia.

- Mia's going to join us.

Cool. We were just gonna chill,

maybe watch a movie, order some food.

Ah, you know what?

I might actually leave

you lovebirds to it.

Mia, are you okay?

Yeah, totes.

Night.

Paddington 1? Paddington 2?

- Definitely Paddington 2.

- Cool.

["Little Bit of This"

by Central Cee playing]

[exhales]

No doubt in my mind

That my time will come ♪

All I done was stick to the grind

Bro bro, got the darg parked off ♪

It's willing to bark

If it gets outta line, am I lying? ♪

She wanna complain all thе time, goodbye

Delеted that b*tch off my line ♪

I'm on my job, I'm occupied

But I do a bit of this on the side ♪

Little bit of this, little bit of that ♪

Come alive at night ♪

What you doing in the a.m.

You only ever holla in the evening time? ♪

I'm here for a good time

Not a long time ♪

Can we keep it quiet? ♪

She wanna spend a day in a life

With me and my guy ♪

Bring a friend for a friend ♪

Short and sweet

She's 5'5" with the curly hair ♪

She a 10 out of 10 ♪

Little bit of this, little bit of that ♪

Come alive at night

Let's see how you shake that back ♪

Vibrate, let's see

How you make that clap ♪

Little bit of this, little bit of that ♪

Come alive at night

Let's see how you shake that back ♪

Vibrate, let's see

How you make that clap ♪

Little bit of this, little bit of that ♪

Come alive at night

Let's see how you shake that back ♪

Vibrate, let's see

How you make that clap ♪

Little bit of this

Little bit of that ♪

[whirring]

[song continues faintly in earphones]

[man] Cam?

Cameron?

I'm heading off now.

Back on Sunday

if Geneva stays f*ck-up free.

Right. Okay, Dad.

[sighs]

Not exactly going for

Mr. Universe, are we?

Uh, yeah, no, of course not.

Well, um, perhaps a little less of that

and a little more of this. Hmm?

A washboard stomach

isn't gonna get you into Magdalen,

get you a seat at the table, yes?

Yeah, of course.

Good man.

Look after your your mother for me, yeah?

- [whispering indistinctly]

- f*cking hate that.

- [door opening]

- Oh sh*t, wait.

Oh, here we go.

- [phone beeps]

- Okay.

[Will] Assume the position.

[Alison] Three, two, one.

[rapping] Hey there, Mia

Nearly seventeen-y ♪

Your wish is our command

We're the birthday genies ♪

In us put your trust in all we can do ♪

But you may be apprehensive

So hear us through ♪

One, two, three, four.

Two, two, three four.

- Clubbing, clubbing ♪

- Scratch that itch ♪

- Clubbing, clubbing ♪

- You're a VIP b*tch ♪

- Clubbing, clubbing ♪

- Champagne on ya t*ts ♪

Clubbing, clubbing ♪

Cross it off your bucket list

But you gotta show up, don't be a flake ♪

Cos I'm gonna jump out

The birthday cake ♪

We'll blow it out the park

Bang, bang, pfft ♪

No g*ns allowed at the party ♪

No g*ns allowed at the party

No g*ns allowed at the party ♪

- No, no, not allowed, no g*ns ♪

- No g*ns allowed at the party, no g*ns ♪

No g*ns ♪

- No g*ns allowed at the party ♪

- [Alex] No g*ns allowed at the party ♪

No g*ns allowed at the party

No g*ns ♪

Okay, okay, okay!

I'll do it. I'll do it. I'll do it.

- No g*ns ♪

- [Mia] Let's do it.

No! We have two more verses and a bridge.

- Really?

- The bigger, the better.

- Now go to school, people, please.

- You work on something all night!

Okay. Question.

How do you feel about poppers?

What, like party poppers?

- Oh, bubba! Oh no!

- Baby!

- What?

- You are so cute. It's okay.

- We'll show you the way.

- [cell phone buzzing]

[Alison] Also, themes.

How do you feel about carnivals?

Clowns, and all that sort of thing?

[Mia] Clowns?

[students chattering indistinctly]

- How are you?

- Yeah, good. You okay?

- Yeah, not bad.

- Thought you had a sh*t ton of work to do.

- Yeah, sacked it off to hang out with you.

- Aw, that's nice.

Hey, I've, uh, got you something.

Oh what, little old me?

Just finished it. Made me think of you.

"A young nurse looks after

a young male veteran,

his face unrecognizable

with life-altering burns."

"Together, they unlock the soldier's

distant and fading memories."

"What they find is a tale of epic romance,

a conspiracy plot and sweeping tragedy."

This made you think of me?

- Sorry, what?

- [laughs]

Well, I mean, you know,

there is this hot bathtub scene

where they share their secrets.

Ah.

That, yeah.

I like hanging out with you, Will.

It feels like

we can properly just [sighs]

get to know each other, you know?

Talk about stuff.

Uh, yeah. Yeah.

Uh, we can. We should talk about stuff.

Totally. Um

But I've I've got to get to class.

Oh, okay. Uh

Cool. I'll catch you at lunch, yeah?

- [kisses]

- Yeah, maybe.

- [exhales]

- [man] Oi!

sh*t. Sorry, sir.

[contemplative music playing]

All right, everyone. Let's kick off.

- Cam, really?

- Sorry, Miss.

You're late again.

Miss. Look. You gotta chop some wood if

you wanna make a fire. Know what I mean?

[Miss Lambert]

Yeah, very impressive, Mr. Lowe,

but I won't be calling out

the fire brigade just yet.

- Oh, he got burned!

- [laughing]

[Miss Lambert] All right.

Cameron, please see me

at the end of the day.

Everyone else, please turn to page three

and pick up where we left off.

Can we please turn to question one?

[grunts]

- Walk you to your next class, yeah?

- Um

I need to call my mum. Family stuff.

Is everything all right?

Want to talk about it?

No, it's fine, thanks. I'll see you later.

- This is what I mean.

- Okay, fine.

- Save me.

- What?

It's Theo. He is obsessed with me.

Like, 'sessed with me.

Like, he literally won't leave me alone.

Before you know it,

he's gonna fall in love with me,

and then he's gonna want to do a**l.

And quite frankly,

I can't even stand the word "a**l."

Like, why are those A's so long?

And, like, how do I even know

I like it before it's too late?

And before you know it, I'm telling

my parents I've got a boyfriend and

Will, breathe.

Has he even mentioned any of this?

Have you talked about it?

Oh, like how you and Alison

have these gorgeous heart-to-hearts?

And yes, we have discussed it

through dated literary metaphors.

Carli's headed

to the music room, by the way.

What? No, it's just because

- No, Cam wanted me to do a thing.

- Just go!

Oh, Theo.

- Hi.

- Hey, you.

- [guitar strumming]

- [Carli vocalizing]

Hey, uh, am I

Nah, clearing my mind. Come in.

I've literally never been in here before.

- Really?

- Yeah.

[note resonates]

How's things?

Stuff at home sounds pretty crap.

[Mia] Just say everything's fine.

Everything's

Yeah, it's sh*t, to be honest. Uh

Dad's sort of absent without leave,

and everyone's trying so hard

to make everything seem okay and normal

that it makes me feel

even more guilty that it's not.

That's a lot.

Yeah, I mean, anyway,

everyone's got their own crap, right?

Mm.

I'm trying not to burden people

with stuff for once.

- Not emotionally dump all the time.

- Mm-hmm.

- Like I'm doing right now with you.

- [Carli laughs]

It's okay. You can always do that with me.

Um, I should go, actually.

Are you musical?

What? Does a bongo count?

Does it ever? Come on.

Are you sure?

Yeah.

[laughing]

Okay, wait. Like, hold here.

I mean, first of all, is this Really?

[Carli] Yeah, so, like that one.

There you go.

Go for it. Go.

[strums chord]

Ah. That was good, though.

- [Alison] Hey, babes.

- [gasps softly]

Alison, uh, Carli was just showing me

Can I borrow you for a sec?

Mm-hmm. Yeah.

Sorry.

- Hi.

- Hey.

Oh, okay.

Got something for you.

It's for your birthday.

No peeking until tomorrow.

Uh, thanks.

We're going full fancy dress for the club.

Also, there's this thing, me and my dad,

every year we go on holidays together.

It's, uh, horse riding in Italy. [snorts]

It's like really rough and ready.

It's basically camping,

except we stay in, like,

a 10th-century Tuscan castle.

And it's sort of the only time

I get to see him, but I was, um

I was wondering if you'd maybe

like to come along with me?

- Oh, Al

- Look, you totally don't have to.

Like [scoffs]

[Mia] Just say no.

Say you're allergic to horses.

No, um

That sounds great. I'd love to.

You would?

Yeah, of course. Why wouldn't I?

Great. [laughs] Amazing.

But you'll have to

bring your equestrian gear.

We can get you some.

Whichever. [chuckles]

Great.

[kisses]

[intense music playing]

[Alison] Are you coming?

Yeah.

[Mia grunts]

[music fades]

You hear what Jones and Becca

got up to in the sports hall?

Bruv, not the sports hall.

I play five-a-side there.

Up against the monkey bars and everything.

- Her p*ssy was dripping for it, I reckon.

- Aw!

[boys laughing]

[Rhodri] Bruv. You heard

she did it in the swimming pool?

[Nick] Come on. The swimming pool?

- Cam must be f*cking fuming.

- [Rhodri] Do you think he knows?

["Freakazoid" by Deijuvhs]

Keep on hating me I'm still a freak ♪

They want my everything, my memories ♪

And if I contemplate

All the time that I wasted ♪

Think I'll go insane

With my own sense of hatred ♪

- Apparently you're a f*cking sket, huh?

- What'd you call me?

- Cam, leave it.

- I called you a f*cking sket. Huh?

f*cking him in the sports hall?

That's our place.

- Our place?

- Yeah.

You know what, Cam? We did.

We did f*ck in the sports hall.

- And guess what? It was great.

- [students jeering]

Calm down. Just take a minute.

[grunts]

[tense music playing]

[girl] No, stop it.

- f*ck off.

- What the

You all right?

Yeah, I'm fine.

[Rick] Ah, hi.

What are you doing here, Rick?

Watering the plants.

I need some more spray.

The foxes have pissed all over my roses.

[laughing]

What is it with you and fox piss?

Just 'cause I don't live here anymore

doesn't mean I don't care.

Um [clicks tongue]

I didn't want to just

turn up on your birthday.

I thought that might be a bit

So anyway, um

Happy birthday.

You can open it now.

It's for your vinyls.

Wow, that's so, like, really

- Cool. [laughs]

- Cool. Right?

- Yeah, I thought so.

- [laughs]

We found this amazing record store

in Margate at the weekend

We?

Right. Um

So she picked this out for me?

Mia. I'm really sorry, sweetheart.

I know that this is really difficult.

Can you please leave?

- Dad.

- Mia.

Now.

Yeah.

I hope you have

a really good birthday tomorrow.

[melancholy music playing]

[cell phone buzzing]

[sighs]

[buzzing]

[groans, flaps lips]

[Alex] Did you get that paper done

for Miss Lambert?

It's not due for another week.

[Alex] I disagree.

[Issy] I haven't even picked a title yet.

Something, something, Orwell

[Alex] Scary is having

your family birthday lunch

when part of your family is missing.

[sighs] Well, that was lovely, wasn't it?

Mm, yeah, it was. Um

Thank you.

Ooh. Mustn't forget.

I just love their stuff.

Oh, um

- They're lovely.

- [Viv chuckles]

Thank you.

Happy birthday, darling.

I'm so happy

with the progress you've made, Mia.

I really feel like

you're almost back to normal.

You don't like this?

- Uh

- No? Not for you?

It's okay. Don't worry. I'll clear away.

[tense music playing]

[Rick] Cam says you haven't been

eating with him at school.

[dramatic music playing]

Making excuses when the g*ng have plans.

Yeah, well, that's not true. So, just

You're being funny about your food.

Why didn't you talk to me, Mia?

Because there's nothing to talk about.

I'm fine, Dad.

Please.

Come on, Rick.

Lots of girls Mia's age do these things.

Lots of girls aren't our daughter, Viv.

Don't you think we should do something

before it gets any worse?

[Viv] Don't you think you're being

just a tad melodramatic?

I mean, she's not even that thin.

["Sweating (Honey Dijon Remix)"

by Alewya playing]

Rhythm ♪

Sound ♪

Like, who does that?

Gets all up in front of someone's face

and just calls them a sket

in front of anyone and everyone

in the middle of school?

Has he lost his mind?

[yelling]

I just didn't know what to say and, like,

and you were looking

so good in the playground.

Oh, that's sick.

Need to write that one down.

You are the baddest b*tch in Crouch End.

You own the night.

I'm so proud.

So proud of you.

It's your night.

It's Mia's birthday, but it's about you.

Be confident.

Be happy. Be grateful.

I'm proud of you.

Ugh! Why would you say that?

That was weird.

Do you know what?

The only explanation is, he's obsessed.

He's obsessed and needs to move on,

because I have moved on.

[sighs]

[song continues]

We're gonna go to the club,

and people are gonna look at me,

and they're gonna be like,

"Damn, she can dance."

Now I see you, I need you

Come over, I'll teach you ♪

Forget all you know ♪

Oh my God.

I've moved on and I am happy.

I am more than happy.

[scoffing] I've moved on. Right?

Yeah, babe.

The damn far too hot to handle ♪

The heart throb, the heart stop

I arch so, we done for ♪

Uh-uh.

Rhythm, sound ♪

[song fades]

Hm?

What the f*ck?

["No Chaser" by Juice Menace playing]

Have you ever seen paper? ♪

I keep my nails on glacier

Real icebreaker ♪

I look cute when I step out the coupe ♪

If you wanna fight

Imma take off the hoops ♪

- [Will] Um, okay, Purple Rain!

- [Becca squealing]

- Oh my God!

- [laughing]

- [Becca] You look amazing!

- No, you do.

- I mean, who knew Joan of Arc was so sexy?

- [Will purring]

[laughing]

And I want to say Karen from Finance?

I'm Princess Di!

I knew I should have

gone heavier on the eye shadow.

What exactly is the theme here?

Like, something about dead people?

Saints and Sinners. Alison's idea.

[Mia] Oh cool.

Yeah, well, speaking of

generally dubious ideas,

like Cam, like,

what has gotten into him lately?

- Yeah, no idea.

- Know what? Don't know, don't care.

Hope he doesn't show.

- Someone's in a mood.

- Maybe.

- [laughing]

- Yo-h*-hoes!

[music stops]

[Cameron chuckles]

Merry Christmas from Saint d*ck.

So who wants a Christmas present

down their chimney?

- [laughs] Ew.

- Yeah? Do you? Huh?

- No.

- Let's just

- Ah! Some other presents too.

- No.

- Okay.

- No presents.

- Excited about tonight?

- Yeah.

- Bec, can we talk before, please?

- No.

- Nah, I'm being serious. Come on. Please.

- No!

[Becca groans]

[scoffs]

[dance music playing]

Oh, there's Carli!

No, mate, we're guest list anyway.

- [Carli] Hi, baby.

- You look amazing.

[bouncer] Your ticket.

Have it ready, please.

Sorry.

[dance music continues]

[Becca squeals]

- [Cameron] Whoo!

- [Will] Ah!

[music continues]

[giggling]

[Mia] Don't freak out. You can do this.

Oh my God! Babes, there you are!

You look amazing. Come with me!

Guys, guys, come with me.

Ready for your surprise?

[crowd] Surprise!

[cheering]

[Mia] You've got to be f*cking kidding me.

[muffled] Happy birthday!

[muffled cheering]

[Mia] This is scary.

Whoo!

[all cheering]

Isn't it so cool?

Everyone wanted to be here for you.

- God, you look incredible, Meems. Aw.

- [laughs]

Oh my God, Alison Price,

you sexy, sexy b*tch.

[Alison] How dare you!

Happy birthday, Mia. So great to see you.

Uh you too!

Bye.

[laughing]

[dance music continues]

You are so fit.

No. Don't. Stop.

Don't stop. [laughs]

[indistinct chatter]

Hey. Ah, thanks.

["Listen" by Lost Girl playing]

You didn't say

you were gonna wear green eyes.

You absolutely nailed it.

Hands down, the best costume.

Also

weirdly kind of hot.

Oh, thank you.

What are you, anyway?

Some kind of sexy Scottish headmistress?

- [chortles]

- Oh my God! Princess Di?

Christmas '91.

Thank you.

Hey, M, have you spoken to Carli yet?

Cam, I tried, but

I will tonight, I promise. Okay?

I got you.

You can hear the pain

Don't let it be in vain ♪

You don't have to drink tonight

if you don't want to.

I also bought poppers.

No, I'll drink.

Will?

Isn't this the best night of your life?

[echoing] Whoo!

["Crow" by Forest Swords playing]

[song continues]

Um, I I left my purse.

[song continues]

[pounding dance music playing]

[Becca] Just leave it, Cam!

No. Wait, wait, please, please.

Look, I know, I know I said it.

And and I'm so, so, so, so sorry.

Please, I'm so sorry.

All right, Cam, I get it.

You're sorry.

Just get up.

I feel like you're kneeling

in five different strains of urine now.

Why do you even care? You're with Carli.

No one's ever called me a sket before.

At least you're original.

Oh, it's you two, of course.

Right, enough is enough.

I don't know what's going on here,

but you two need to just,

I don't know, f*ck it out or whatever.

Will, this isn't

No. Because you're meant to be together.

Like, d*ck her down already.

And after everything you've been through

Will, shut up.

Think about what you're saying.

I didn't say anything.

I was lightly alluding.

There's a difference.

What What is happening here?

What is happening here

is that you're a coward.

A coward who messes

with people's heads. And you,

instead of getting involved

in everyone else's relationship,

why don't you just focus on your own?

Uh, relationship? Oh, honey, please.

Just because Theo's

got some, like, emo crush on me,

that doesn't mean I'm gonna like

Wow.

Emo crush?

Got ya.

Uh

Cheers, Becs. [scoffs]

[groaning]

f*ck.

["Water" by Bicep playing]

Everything was mine

Everything was mine ♪

Aww! So sweet.

Best girlfriend ever.

That's it. I'm going q*eer.

[girls laughing]

[tense music playing]

- [clears throat]

- Oh.

Hi.

Al, that post.

Like, why would you even do that?

Well, because you're brave.

And because I'm proud of you.

Well, then tell me.

Don't plaster it all over social media.

I don't even have social media.

But I just wanted everyone to know

how amazing I think you are.

- And it's your sassy 17th

- I don't even know half these people.

And that's not a thing.

Like this party. You know,

it's like you barely even know me now.

This is all just about you.

How can you say that?

Oh my God, Alison, you nailed it!

- ["In Da Club" by 50 Cent playing]

- [cheering]

Go, shorty, it's your birthday

We gon' party like it's your birthday ♪

Oh my God, Mia!

[crowd yelling, cheering]

You can find me in the club

Bottle full of bub' ♪

Look, mami, I got the X

If you into takin' drugs ♪

I'm into havin' sex

I ain't into makin' love ♪

Did I, like, mess up or something?

Mess up? What are you talking about?

You look amazing.

Okay. I just

I just don't think it's too much.

[song continues]

I love it.

Okay. Yeah!

You look fantastic. Oh wow.

[dance beat thumping faintly]

Stupid little runt.

Are you okay?

f*cking no. I dunno.

It turns out I can't even do

a normal thing like go clubbing.

And everyone thinks I'm either

"brave" or an ungrateful girlfriend.

And now I kind of even

f*cking hate Prince.

Don't say that.

And on top of that,

I'm a sh*t f*cking friend.

You know, Cam asked me

to talk to you on his behalf and

And I can't.

Why can't you?

[breathing heavily]

You're just, you're

You're just

You're kind of

[ethereal music playing]

[Cameron] Are you serious?

[Mia] Cam.

Just go. Go.

Cam, listen.

Look, it sort of just happened, okay?

And I've been trying so hard to fight it.

You have to believe me.

I asked you for help, Mia.

I open up to you, and you used me

to get in there with Carli.

No, it wasn't like that, Cam. Please.

You are the most selfish,

self-absorbed person

I've ever met in my entire f*cking life.

What?

Self-absorbed?

Coming from you? The guy who's

so obsessed with his own image

that he goes out with someone

just 'cause they look good on his arm.

What the f*ck?

Is that really what you think?

No, you don't give a f*ck about Carli.

She's just some shiny thing you

would've dropped soon as you got bored,

just like you did with Becca.

You don't know f*ck all

about me and Becca.

How could you make

the whole thing about yourself?

I lost the girl that I f*cking

God, you

You really, really don't

You you don't see anything

outside of yourself, do you?

What the f*ck is that

supposed to mean, Cam?

Mia, we're supposed to be best friends.

You're the only person I've ever

opened up to in my life about my family,

and now it's just like

you don't even f*cking give a sh*t.

No. No, that is not true.

No?

You know, my dad's been home

seven times in the last six months.

My mum is so depressed she can't

even get out of bed in the mornings.

But you wouldn't know that

because you haven't asked

how my life has been

since you've been back.

Because you f*cking betrayed me, Cam.

- You went to my parents behind my back.

- But you needed help, Mia!

I mean, f*cking hell,

how can you not see that you needed help?

- Who else was gonna give you that?

- Well, it didn't f*cking help in the end.

Did it, Cam?

Because my parents did nothing.

And it just made me feel

like I wasn't sick enough.

Like I wasn't worth enough.

Like I was a failure, even at being ill.

And it just f*cking made things

a million times worse!

No. I did my bit, Mia, all right?

I did what I had to.

I didn't let you down.

Your mum and dad did.

f*ck.

- Are you f*cking joking, Cam?

- [Alison] Mia, what is going on?

Why don't you

f*cking ask Mia and Carli, eh?

What?

[huffs]

[sobbing]

Oh, f*ck.

["Law" by Sprint Edge playing]

Where the coco at

Bring that booty back ♪

Imma spend some cash

Imma throw some racks ♪

Hold up, hold up, fiji ♪

b*tch I know you see it ♪

[coughing]

Aye aye, g*ng g*ng

Uh-uh, hold up ♪

Hold up, fiji

Boy I know you see it ♪

Everybody getting robbed

Yeah, you know who did it ♪

Chillin' in the cage

I be feeling trapped ♪

Keep runnin' you mouth

Boy you gon' get clapped ♪

[song fades]

[uneasy music playing]

[Mia] Scary is what I live.

It's what I know.

Scary is drowning.

And dragging everyone you love

down with you.

Scary is remembering why I starved myself.

Because the world needed less of me.

[Rick] Mia?

Mia?

Mia?

Mia? Mia? Mia? Mia!

It's okay. Al, call an ambulance!

[panicked breathing, sobbing]

It's all right.

Okay. Okay.

It's okay. It's all right.

Daddy's here. It's all right.

We'll call an ambulance. It's okay.

[Mia] Scary is knowing

I will never beat this thing.

So why bother trying?

[dramatic music playing]

[music fades]

[orchestral synth pop music playing]

Take me as I am ♪

Don't know that feeling ♪

You've got me broken down

When you touch me like that ♪

Take me as I am ♪

Don't know that feeling ♪

You've got me broken down

When you touch me like that