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01x05 - Sense

Episode transcripts for the TV show, "Human: The World Within". Aired: May 5, 2021.*
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Diverse personal stories from around the world reveal how lives, passions and goals are facilitated by the human body's various complex systems; narrator Jad Abumrad.

01x05 - Sense

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-When you think of the senses,

you probably think

of five different ones.

Six, if you're into that.

Sight

sound

taste, touch

and smell.

They are the building blocks

of experience,

of creativity,

of happiness, even.

And for some reason,

we like to separate them.

Seeing a sunset versus tasting

a ripe peach

equally inspiring,

but totally different.

Right?

Well, not exactly.

The body is actually

like a sponge,

constantly absorbing

all these sensations

from the world around us.

And as they enter through

our eyes, ears, skin,

they begin to swirl together.

What emerges is our own

unique picture of reality,

one that we become

completely immersed in.

- When we're going

out there on the ice

and Tarah's 8 feet

above my head,

you have to start to learn

to use another sense

of being able to know where

your partner's going to be.

-I am so focused on the task

at hand

and what is in front of me

at exactly that moment

that nothing else matters.

- My name is Tarah Kayne.

- And I'm Danny O'Shea.

-And we are pairs figure skaters

who train in Colorado Springs.

We have been skating together

for eight years.

-Danny and Tarah are at

the top of their game,

national champions

and real contenders

for the next Olympics

which means they can do

crazy stunts

in perfect unison

like clockwork.

And performing at that level

requires tapping into

all the senses

and then some.

-Before the competition,

I make myself thoroughly

aware of the rink.

I see the whole rink and I smell

what the rink smells like,

I feel how cold

it's going to be there.

-Our senses all interact

with each other.

Our sensory system is

a very complex system

that allows

the environmental stimuli

to be converted

into electrical activity

that our brain

and our spinal cord can process.

-On every cell of our body,

we maintain a little battery,

which has a voltage.

-In our fingertips, in our eyes,

and our ears,

we have the ability

to sense small changes

in our environment

that create small changes

of voltage.

A bigger change

in the sensed world

creates a bigger change

across that cell membrane.

That is something that's

really good for sensation.

- So, for example,

the sound of a blade

cutting through the ice

becomes electricity.

Specialized cells called neurons

transmit that information

to the brain

which instantly combines it

with other data,

like the rush of cold air

and the blur of limbs

as the skaters move together

across the rink.

This all happens while

they are spinning,

jumping, and landing

on a piece of metal that's only

5 millimeters thick.

-Pairs figure skating

is definitely dangerous.

You're skating on

a very hard surface.

We have blades on the end

of our feet.

-Some of the major elements

in pair skating

is first the lift.

She's either upright or on

her stomach or on her back.

We have three and a half turns

in our lifts.

Then you have your jumps

next to each other

and landing in unison.

Then you have your throw

into the air.

She does the hard part,

rotates and lands.

We have spins connected

or side by side,

spinning in one spot on the ice.

Death spiral is another one.

♪♪

I put my toe pick in the ice

and do a pivot

and she holds my hand

and she spins around me

for a couple revolutions.

-When I'm on the ice,

it's just focus.

When we change venues,

the colors are all different

and all the sides of the rink

look the same,

so I don't really have

any visual points of reference.

-Our previous experience

always adds

onto our sensory experience.

This information has

to quickly integrate

with all the other senses.

-The performance becomes

so routine,

and the senses are like us

doing the elements

and feeling the elements

- Yeah.

- Instead of thinking through

the elements.

-I have to know by

how I feel in the air.

A lot of times we practice

with my eyes closed

so that I don't get confused,

and then I try to come out

of the air at the wrong point

and that can get dangerous.

-At the speeds Danny and Tarah

are moving,

five senses just won't cut it.

So they rely on something

even more fundamental.

Some people call it

the sixth sense,

but it could just as easily

be called the first

Proprioception.

In simple terms, the sense

of where your body is in space.

-So you can imagine there's

a two-way highway of signals

that constantly reaches areas

of your body

that are far away

from the brain.

Those areas actually

tell something

about the status

of your body to the brain.

-Wrapped around specialized

fibers inside every muscle

are tiny springs

that stretch when we move.

The precise direction and speed

of that motion

activate receptors in the spring

that create

an electrical signal.

-Those receptors send

that information

to different parts of the brain.

When the brain processes that,

it sends information back

for example, our motor nerves,

to say, "Move your hand."

-All of us use this sense

constantly.

Without it, you wouldn't be able

to pick up a glass

or touch your nose in the dark.

But on the ice, it's critical

for knowing

when to stop rotating,

or where to place your blade

so it doesn't nick your partner.

And yet, for pairs skaters,

there's still one more

challenge.

And it is the most elusive.

-We have to have such

synchronization and unison.

-You need to have chemistry

together as a team.

And physically, your bodies

need to match.

At this point in time,

I know every tap

Every squeeze.

I know almost what he's going

to do before he does it.

When we're doing lifts,

Danny will just slightly grip

my body in a way

that communicates to me

that it's time for me

to change positions.

And we've never

even discussed that.

-The synergy that Danny

and Tarah have created

over years of training

has a lot to do with touch,

and its unique ability

to deepen a physical connection.

-We have the mechanical

receptors in our skin

for physical touch,

and that information that's

converted to electrical activity

ultimately feeds

through our spinal cord

and gets to parts in our brain

that senses that that was

a mechanical touch.

However, the signal also goes

to other parts of our brain

that encode an emotional

aspect to that touch.

And the brain can dissociate

a mechanical touch

and the emotional connectivity

of that touch.

-This duality helps us

sense the difference

between a hug and pinch.

But there are many more layers

of subtlety touch can uncover.

All it takes is the dedication

to learn them.

-We've worked a very long time

to have that second nature thing

where I can put my hand out

and she can just grab it,

and we're together.

-There's no doubt that emotions

depend on touch.

There's a reason

they're called feelings.

But all of our senses

can create emotional responses.

And it has to do with

how different parts of the brain

speak to each other.

-We're starting to finally

get a glimpse

into the inner workings

of the brain.

A really interesting field

called optogenetics

has been able to help us

study the brain

by getting parts of it

to light up

as it's functioning.

And so we're starting

to get a sense of

how is it that the cells

of the brain

can craft our emotional

experience of the world.

-One of the most potent

emotional triggers is smell.

♪♪

♪♪

Like dreams, smells have

the ability

to reveal things that are buried

deep in the unconscious mind.

But it happens

while you're awake.

-Fragrance allows you

to armchair travel.

What's great about

using materials

like cilantro from Mexico

or Italian parsley

you can go to a place through

the voyage of olfaction.

They spray that fragrance around

them, and then they think,

"Oh, my God, I'm suddenly

on a beach in Indonesia.

I'm in Thailand."

And that feeling

of giving someone

that ability to travel

momentarily to that place

is something so powerful

and so potent.

♪♪

I'm Yosh Han,

and I create fragrances

for a living.

-There's some senses

that are much more powerful.

Smell actually is

a very powerful sense.

-We used to think that humans

could only detect

about 10,000 distinct smells.

Turns out, that number is

actually closer to a trillion.

And it all starts

with tiny hairs.

Smells, as we know them,

don't really exist.

At first, they're just

pieces of air,

molecules that waft

into the nose.

- Inside our nose

we have cells called cilia.

They're made of the same thing

that makes your hair.

These cilia have the ability

to pick up these molecules

that are around us.

- The cilia direct

air molecules to receptors

underneath the lining

of the nostril.

There are around

400 kinds of receptors

that pick up different scents,

and the same receptor

can be activated

by more than one odor

like a lock that has

10 different keys.

Whatever you're smelling

lights up a unique pattern

of receptors,

and they send impulses

to the brain.

Think about the smell of coffee.

It's actually made up

of 800 different molecules.

It's only when this complex

mosaic of signals

reaches the brain that a smell

as we know it comes into being.

-I don't actually necessarily

sit in a lab

with a white lab coat.

That's just not my forte.

Rather, what I do is a much more

creative approach.

What I like to do is think about

using the olfactive materials

as kind of like paint

or an instrument,

if you were a musician.

Some people smell in numbers,

some people smell in colors,

and I have more

that smell in textures.

I smell scratchy things.

I smell smooth things.

I view olfaction as a narrative.

I view ingredients

as characters,

and so I'm constantly

composing in my mind.

-Being a perfumer requires

some serious training.

Smell is 10,000 times more

sensitive than any other sense.

So a professional like Yosh

hones that over time,

and in the process,

learns how to tap

into the strong associations

that smells create in the brain.

-The sense of smell is

the strange guy in neuroscience.

If you look at how the sense

of smell works,

we can identify

a variety of things

that are actually only specific

for the olfactory system.

Even the brain regions to which

our olfactory system

connects are very different

than the other senses.

-Most of our senses

are processed

by a part of the brain

called the thalamus.

The thalamus is like

a switchboard,

relaying those sensory signals

to other parts of the brain.

But for reasons that we're

still trying to uncover,

our smell signals initially

bypass the thalamus altogether

and head straight

to the olfactory bulb

Which connects

to other, older regions

that are responsible

for emotion.

This gives smell a special

ability to create feelings

on a subconscious level.

- Hi.

- Hey!

- How are you?

- Good.

- I'm Yosh.

- Yosh. I'm Sean.

- Sean.

- Nice to meet you.

- Welcome.

- How are you doing?

- Good.

I make fragrances for myself,

I design fragrances for myself,

but I also spend

a fair amount of time

creating custom fragrances

for individuals.

Do you like wearing fragrance?

- I don't know.

This is an interesting gift.

Oh, perfect. Perfect.

I'll do a little intake for him,

because I really want to know,

what does he like to eat?

What does he like

to do on his off time?

Where did you grow up?

- I grew up in Hawaii.

- Hawaii.

So, like, you've grown up

with salt, the waves,

and maybe some tropical fruits.

We have so many materials

that we can choose from.

So I'll show him a range.

What I'm looking for

is if someone really loves

the smell of something,

their whole body just lifts up,

and that's really

what we're trying to capture

in a custom fragrance.

It's a Mojito.

- Yum, okay.

And you like c*ck?

Love c*ck.

- Yeah.

- So let's move

into the fruit notes.

What looks good to you?

- Number one,

I would go to the mango,

then I would go to the pear.

I would've went

to the guava third.

- Okay, guava third.

- Mango, number one.

-Okay, that's good to know.

-Smells are visceral.

We love some.

- We hate others.

And this immediate connection

between smell and emotion

points to our evolution

as a species.

At first, we needed

sensitive noses to survive.

And that is reflected

in the brain.

-The olfactory system

directly speaks

to what we called

high-level regions,

like the amygdala,

related to the perception

of threats.

-Our amygdala is able

to look at the outside world

and put it into

an emotional context,

and then communicate

with other parts of your brain

which will help you decide,

"Hey, you're in a safe

environment.

Don't be afraid."

-It's a little bit primal.

That's how it originally

was experienced.

And I think over millennia,

it went from

you smell death, you smell

a winner, you smell a rat,

and then it became more of

a pleasure-seeking

way to navigate in the world.

We're gonna do top notes,

middle notes, and base notes.

- Okay.

- We're gonna start with

the green notes,

or the top notes, okay?

Okay. Smell that

and tell me

-That's gonna be

Yeah. This right here is

That's an 8.

-What about cucumber?

-This is going to be a 10.

I'll tell you right now.

- With perfumes,

you can really access

someone's subconscious

and their inner deep emotions.

How we think, how we feel.

You can imagine a vista,

a landscape, especially,

of a certain place.

But what if that place

is an emotional place,

or personal space?

I can bring them from the past

into the present

or into the future.

I'm going to actually have

you smell some flowers.

You mentioned that

you were from Hawaii.

Mm-hmm.

Oh, this reminds me

of my auntie.

I just got goose bumps, like,

like this is

a pretty serious thing.

She passed away about

eight years ago from cancer

and she was my

She was like my mom.

I haven't thought

about her in a while.

It's, um

it's pretty heavy.

-Part of the network

that smell moves through

is not just instinct

and feeling,

but a connection to the past.

And that's the power

of fragrance, right?

- Yeah.

- The brain keeps

all of these memories,

and you think that they're gone.

And something happens

in the environment,

and it triggers that memory,

and you can actually

smell something

from when you were a child.

All of the memories associated

with that initial odor,

whether it's good or bad,

are released,

and a lot of that is

because of the amygdala.

It stores not only negative,

but also positive, memories.

-So for your final creation,

we have some oud.

We also have salt.

And then we have waves.

Combined together,

we have Ride the Wave.

- Excellent.

That's impressive.

At the end of the day,

they want the smell of home.

"This smells like me."

They want to feel like

they're really in their skin.

Fragrance allows me to tap

into that

in a way that no other thing

really does.

-Even as the brain changes,

memories of smells

remain etched in our minds.

Things we've seen?

Those memories can fade

after just a few hours.

And yet, sight is

the primary sense

we use to navigate

through the world.

-We have a much better sense

of sight

than many other organisms

out there do.

We see a wider range of color,

our vision is more acute,

and we have depth perception.

It may be that we all have

sort of this ancient programming

to respond to images.

-80% of our reality

comes from vision.

So even though it's not as

immediate as other sensations,

it could be considered

the most important.

Which means that for us,

almost nothing

is more disorienting

than finding yourself

total darkness.

And yet, it's in the moments

that test us most

when the true power

of sensation emerges.

-Here on Vancouver Island,

there's a myriad of textures

Colors.

You see it on the reddish,

brownish bark

of the Arbutus tree.

All the green and many colors

on the flowers.

And then just feeling a breeze

off of the ocean.

Fresh air out for a hike,

lots of space, lots of freedom,

and you sense these things

in different ways above ground.

This is where humans

are meant to be.

But when you go below ground,

there are things down there

telling you that you don't

really belong there.

- Keep breathing!

Hands out! Come towards me!

Come this way!

Stay up! Come on, Jason.

-My name is Jason Storie,

I'm an amateur caver,

and I live

in British Columbia, Canada.

When you go into a cave,

there's a certain smell.

It's kind of earthy and damp,

and everything's quiet.

The darkness is so absolute.

It's hard to explain to anyone

who's never experienced it.

You might have a very good

headlamp, but

it only lets you see

so far ahead.

Darkness is still

around the corner.

You just never know

what you're going to find.

-Caves have always been

dangerous places to explore.

One wrong turn, and you

could be lost for days

or forever.

But when you take that

first step into the void,

you're actually way better

equipped than you might think.

-One of the most remarkable

things of our visual system

is that our retina is

actually able to perform

two different things

at the same time.

One group of cells

called the cones

actually activates

in presence of light and color.

But there is another

type of cell.

These are called the rods,

which actually are specific

for situations in which

there is way less light.

These rods provide a vision

that is more black and white,

but still allows you to perceive

certain spatial relationships.

For example, you will be able

to identify certain

sharp objects around you.

You can just imagine

walking inside a cave

in which

you don't have light available.

You are in complete darkness.

And in these kinds of scenarios,

we actually are remarkably good

at seeing things.

-When you go into a cave

and everything's unknown,

you don't know what's

around the next corner.

There's even the possibility

that you might discover

something in a cave

that someone just hasn't gone

and dug out

that one little corner.

-The transition to night vision

isn't immediate.

It takes about 30 minutes

for the retina

to adjust to darkness,

so something else

happens even faster.

-The brain is like a computer

and a movie projector

all at the same time.

And like any other

living system,

it's very adaptable.

-The brain is fascinating

when it's put in a situation

where it can't see.

You're put in pitch black,

and before your visual receptors

can start to acclimate,

the brain starts to put

its own images

of where things should be.

-Groups of specialized cells

deep within the brain

record distance

location

direction, and speed.

They light up as we move around

and become projections that help

us navigate our environment.

Like an internal GPS.

But caves are still notoriously

difficult to chart.

- Andrew Munoz

is a caving expert.

He was the one who got me

into caving.

We had become good friends.

- Show me what I'm doing.

- So I think we'll just get you

to find the wall, and we'll just

have this on as your backup.

- Yeah.

-And on December 5th, 2015,

Andrew and I

and three others went caving.

I had been in Cascade Cave

five weeks earlier with Andrew,

and it was definitely

the toughest cave I'd been in.

Awesome!

It involved

some very tight squeezes,

places where you have to

sort of go on your back,

upside down,

and worm your way through

to the next passage.

You have caves that have

water systems in them.

You'll get drips or trickles

or even waterfalls

that can be

a little more thunderous.

You can be in one passage

and hear thunderous water

roaring nearby,

and then within 90 seconds

have crawled through a tunnel

and be in a big open chamber,

and there's complete silence.

We maybe didn't quite read

all of the signs

that the water level

was on the rise,

and that storm of the year

was brewing outside.

Stop!

That's awful.

-I got a little bit confused

about which direction

I was supposed to go in.

-So I turned around

and went back down the tunnel

to go and ask for directions.

And that's when everything

went sideways.

-Okay, okay, just relax.

Just relax, J.

His head up?

His head still up?

Yeah?

-I got stuck in the tunnel,

like a cork in a bottle.

-A few wrong moves

left Jason in the midst

of sensory chaos that was

about to push his brain

and body to the limit.

-Don't make any fast

moves, okay, J?

You have to keep your head up.

- Yes.

-And we're going to

do this slowly, okay?

-My helmet was against

the ceiling.

Water was coming up over

my shoulders and over my ears.

- Not much left.

- It's in my ears

- Keep coming, dude.

This way, towards me.

-The air around my face

and around my mouth

was only about an inch.

-Keep coming, dude.

You're not stuck.

You're not stuck.

-I had the combination

of sensory deprivation

and sensory overload

all at once.

With the sound of the water

basically drowning out

everything,

with our headlamps off,

I had no sight

and no hearing of anything apart

from the canons of water.

- That's you?

-Jason was experiencing

a two-pronged as*ault

on his senses.

First, by entering the darkness

of the cave at all.

Then, by getting trapped

in the flooding passage.

- You got good hands?

- Yeah.

-Talk to me, dude.

You got good hands?

- Yes.

- Okay.

Lift your hands up

and float, Jase.

Come on.

Try!

Okay?

Dude,. Jase?

look at me, okay?

You made it, all right?

- Yep.

- It's scary.

You made it, okay?

-As soon as Andrew

had gotten me through

and we'd gotten

our legs untangled

and I was sort of free,

I felt like,

"Yes, I've made it out.

He's saved my life and now we're

going to get out of the cave."

But everything slowed down.

We were trapped

for about 12 hours.

-Andrew managed to free

Jason from the direct path

of the water pouring in

from the storm above.

But the flooded tunnels

made an escape impossible

for the team.

-I knew something was wrong

because when I went to speak,

my speech was slurred.

- My left leg is

- It's okay, I'm gonna move you.

Don't move, okay?

Just relax.

- I definitely had

stage 1 hypothermia.

The sound of the roaring water

would cause slight sort

of auditory hallucinations.

-

-I would think that I could

hear voices in the water.

-

-When it's overwhelmed,

the brain's power

can become debilitating.

If sensory inputs

are out of whack

- Go.

- the brain goes haywire

trying to piece things together.

You might end up experiencing

things that are

outside reality,

like phantom sounds.

And when that happens,

the only thing left to do

is try to take in

less information.

-Lying there, trapped and cold

and shivering uncontrollably,

I knew I had to do something.

So I turned to deep

breathing meditation.

I pulled my sweatshirt up

over my head

and I took deep,

deep, long breaths.

-In the past 10 years,

we started studying meditation

as a way to understand

what happens when you direct

all your resources

towards something that is

as internally generated

as possible.

The first rule of meditating

is to somehow

try not to process

anything that comes

from the outside.

-And I concentrated.

I really focused on each

and every breath.

When I exhaled,

I found I could try

to stave off the shivers

by focusing on what my chest

and chin could sense

instead of what the rest

of my body could sense.

There's a lot the brain

can be trained to do.

Being able to control

our thoughts can even help us

with things like

chronic pain and suffering.

That's really the best way

for us to manage stress

and for our brains

to function optimally.

- Ironically,

Jason's survival instinct

was to detach himself

completely from his environment.

To try to cut off

all of his senses,

and turn inward.

And in the end,

that might've been

what saved him.

- Keep fighting.

-At about 3:00 in the morning,

the water was

starting to recede.

It was sort of now or never,

and I knew this was our chance.

Andrew went through first,

and then he sort of guided me

through the tunnel.

-There was a tight squeeze

to get through

to the next sort

of big, open chamber.

We made it through.

That was the point where we saw

lights coming down from above,

and I could hear voices.

- Hello?

- I love you!

- Ha ha!

- Oh, my God!

-I was very, very grateful

that they were there to

To pull us out.

Search and rescue medics

checked us over

and told us that we were fine.

And then it was sort of over,

which was surreal.

My senses were definitely

having a hard time

computing that this world

existed and is normal.

I had to sort of pinch myself

to believe that, yes,

we had made it out.

And here I was standing amongst

the everyday chatter

that your ears normally

take for granted.

-The sensory blackout

Jason lived through

was terrifying but temporary.

Sometimes it's more permanent.

Like a condition called anosmia,

or smell blindness.

But for people whose

senses are reduced,

the drive to adapt

is even stronger.

-We as a species are constantly

evolving in diverse environments

around the world.

There's a whole island

of people in Polynesia,

and there's a really

high incidence of people

who don't see color.

What they do see is

a whole lot of texture

that a lot of "normally sighted"

people don't see.

So you could argue

in an environment rich

with flora and fauna,

the ability to see and discern

the differences

of different plants

that emerge when you can see

these different textures

what's an ability,

and what's a disability?

-The genius of human sensation

is that it learns with us,

especially when we figure out

how to harness it

in an entirely new way.

-Sound is a beautiful thing

that I think we don't pay

enough attention to.

The body is basically

a water bottle.

And all of these vibrations

are smacking into your system

and leaving imprints everywhere.

I like to feel the world

around me.

♪♪

-And as I saw the sky

I wish the clouds ♪

Could catch me

So I could stay up high

and view the world ♪

From above

My name is Mandy Harvey.

I am a singer-songwriter.

I happen to be deaf.

Pray to be

Just sleep

And it won't

- So the sights,

sounds,

and feelings we encounter

are absorbed

by our cells

in exactly the same way.

It's all electricity.

And if that is true,

couldn't we experience the same

stimulus in more than one way?

-I was born with hearing issues.

Throughout my childhood, it was

a very tumultuous experience.

There were constant infections

and surgeries,

and there was almost a full year

where my eardrums

would just stop vibrating.

And it just kept getting worse

and worse and worse.

I realized that no matter

what was going to happen,

it was not going to be what

I thought it was going to be.

But music was always the passion

and the love,

so there was this mix of,

this is my reality,

but this is what

I want to do with my life.

-It's really interesting to me

how adaptive we are as humans.

When we have a reduction

of sensory input

and what that means

in terms of neuroplasticity

and how our other senses

give us even more nuance.

A single base pair deletion

on your DNA

could mean boom.

You're going to lose your vision

in the course of a lifetime.

And yet vision,

it's just another input.

And we as humans can adapt

to all kinds of things.

-When you lose a sense,

everybody says

that your other ones heighten.

I don't really feel

that that's true.

I think you just start

paying attention to them more.

I started paying attention

to other things

to support my dream.

At the very beginning, I would

hold the balloon and talk

or play the radio next to it

and feel all of the vibrations

elevated through

this conduit balloon.

And I fall

Again

I fall

Again

You can feel the difference

from your own voice

compared to like a really bass-y

guy talking at the same time.

And it's just a way for you to

be able to shut off your brain

of what it's supposed to be.

I fall

Again

-I think we're also learning

quite a lot

about the ability

of our minds to adapt

to the information input that

may be shifting over time.

We've seen, for example,

with folks who are blindfolded

for a period of days,

that their brain's ability

to transduce sound

becomes enhanced.

-The more that we consciously

tap into alternative ways

of experiencing sensation,

the better our brains get

at interpreting

that sensation and using it.

In the case of music, though,

there are many different levels

to harness,

and not all of them are

as simple as holding a balloon.

With singing and not being able

to hear yourself,

the part that's difficult

is pitch.

What I do now is sit

in front of a mirror

and put my hand on my throat

with a visual tuner,

find a note,

and then feel where those

vibrations are the strongest.

It's actually here today.

It moved.

And then draw a line or shape

based off of the texture

and then the note to dictate it.

And there's a little tickle

over here as well.

This one is D,

but it feels like it rotates.

I kind of ground myself

moving up and down the scale,

marking from about here

to sometimes all over my face.

The E feels like it's bouncing

in two different places

and kind of washing over

at this whole side.

Where those notes

tickle or rumble

or have like a gummy,

weird feeling

there's so many different things

back and forth

that create the whole picture.

Middle C, it's always, for me,

a feeling around my neck,

right up this crease.

Ooh

And then when I'm writing songs,

if it's something that causes me

an annoyance or a frustration,

I'll put that note

specifically in a song

that's about frustration

or angst or falling.

I know I'm falling again

I see the ground

Approaching

I'm not trying to create

a new wheel.

It's already there.

Maybe if I close my eyes

I will fly away

I just need to take the pieces

apart to paint it out

so I know exactly

what's happening.

All

A dream

-Most human languages

rely primarily

on the production of sound,

so obviously hearing

is important in that sense.

In terms of whether we're

particularly good

at hearing things compared to

how good our visual system is,

is interesting because

it's relatively weak,

while our visual system

is quite strong.

There are many other ways

to communicate,

and obviously we use

body language.

-When I'm playing on stage,

there's so many things

that are happening

at the same time.

You're looking for the head nod

from whoever's playing

the rhythm.

You're looking at their faces

when one person's

taking the lead.

You have bare feet on hard floor

so that you can feel the rhythms

of what's going on around you.

It feels a lot like kind of

like we're dancing.

The weird thing for me now

is that everything vibrates

and it can be very exhausting.

Every once in a while,

you just want to shut it off

and just be numb

for a little bit,

to close your eyes and sleep

and just breathe.

I have this beautiful

hanging chair.

It just kind of shuts off

the ability to feel so much.

You get the movement

and the feeling of the wind.

I like to write in that chair

because I'm more focused

on the calm,

and it allows my brain

to just go.

-So it's not about

only processing

the environmental stimuli

and helping us to navigate

through our world.

The individuality of the brain

and the creativity

of the brain is profound.

But it's not equal.

Each of us have different

levels of creativity.

-Experiencing my own music

without being able to hear it

is different than what

I imagined it would have been,

but it's beautiful

in its own way.

I know I'm falling again

I see the ground

Approaching

A lot of people expect that

I should be sad

that I can't hear

how beautiful my voice is.

And as I peek

I scream aloud

Who cares?

I get to feel what's happening

and I'm paying attention

to things that you ignore.

I fall

Again

I fall

Again

Fool-heartedly

♪♪

So in my eyes,

I feel bad for you

for not being able

to experience music in this way.

-The human capacity

to experience the world

in infinitely diverse ways

is astounding.

And it's not only a testament

to sensation,

but to our profound

creativity as a species.

-It's not just the five senses.

It's not just a real world

that's out there.

Our brains

actually create things.

That aspect of creativity

makes each of us individuals,

and therefore very special.

- Molecules

and light

and vibrations

become memories

and thoughts

and inventions.

Not only do our senses

define our reality

but they help us create

entirely new worlds

All the time.