♪ Dear I feel tired ♪
♪ Sometimes ♪
♪ I shed tears ♪
♪ When I’m alone ♪
♪ Woo ♪
♪ Woo ♪
♪ Trying so hard to grow up ♪
♪ Woo ♪
♪ Woo ♪
♪ Never stop moving even when perplexed ♪
♪ Be brave ♪
♪ Darkness ♪
♪ Is nothing but a lesson ♪
♪ Life ♪
♪ Teaches us ♪
♪ In a roundabout way ♪
♪ About how to be fearless ♪
♪ Woo ♪
♪ Woo ♪
♪ Fly ♪
♪ Wherever you are now ♪
Go Ahead
♪ Let me join you ♪
Episode 30
Let me see.
Thank God you’re not hurt.
You’re dirty all over
Come on, wear this.
It’s so late. What happened?
Why didn’t you just tell us?
Ziqiu, my neck.
You’re strangling me.
My neck, don’t strangle me.
Ziqiu.
Ziqiu, you’re hurting her.
Zhao Huaguang’s son is already five.
So Ziqiu is useless now.
Why would people give birth to
so many children?
They don’t even like children.
They may not like them
but they do it for reasons.
To pin hope on the kids,
to carry on the family line,
or to let the kids support them.
I don’t get it.
Why would things end like this?
Can you give me other reactions?
Let me know
what’s in your head.
Why would you act on your own?
You’ve said it that
we don’t have any
relationships anymore.
Why would you
meddle in my things?
I didn’t turn to Zhao Huaguang
in my hardest times.
I worked hard so that
I didn’t have to
turn to him.
I planned to come back directly
after I graduated.
I didn’t blame you
for abandoning me.
I didn’t blame Zhao Huaguang
for abandoning me.
I just felt…
I just felt that
I’m humiliated.
Why… Why…
Why is it me that
is abandoned every time?
Why is it me?
Is there anything wrong with me?
I keep thinking that.
I keep thinking.
But I can’t understand.
I just thought that
I can’t come back like that.
How come every time
I’m sad and broken,
in need of,
of a home to stay at,
only Li Jianjian and Dad
can provide me one?
So I have to make money,
make money to
open a café that
Li Jianjian loves.
I’ll fill it with her favorite desserts
in the show window.
She can have as many as she wants.
She can eat them forever.
I want to prove that
my life is great.
It’s fantastic.
I need no pity.
I don’t need to
take cues from anyone.
I have to make money.
I want to make a better life for
Dad and Li Jianjian.
I work hard for
being able to
provide all the good things for
those who have never left me.
I’m sorry.
Don’t say sorry.
Please.
You’ve started a new family.
You have your own life now.
Just live your life
at your own will.
Just live your life, please.
Don’t regret it.
Never regret it.
I’m begging you.
♪ The rain dashes into the window ♪
♪ Damp covers the heart ♪
Why are you crying?
♪ It grows willfully into a trickle ♪
Let’s go.
♪ Tell me how can I ♪
♪ Hide it up ♪
♪ It never tells but the pattering is the answer ♪
♪ In this somber world ♪
♪ Rains cut left with wounds ♪
♪ Are slowly healing ♪
You can leave now.
Sorry for all the trouble.
It won’t happen again.
♪ I’ll become ♪
♪ A stranger ♪
♪ Leave after I cry ♪
♪ If rain starts to fall down ♪
♪ Let me become the ocean ♪
♪ Which seems to be bound ♪
♪ Yet is related to love ♪
♪ A sea spray ♪
♪ If rainfall stays on ♪
♪ Maybe I forget to go home ♪
♪ So wear it ♪
♪ And carry on ♪
♪ Like you have wings ♪
♪ You make me mature ♪
♪ Turn to your direction ♪
♪ No wall can block ♪
♪ The sun ♪
♪ If rain starts to fall down ♪
♪ Let me become the ocean ♪
♪ Your glow around me ♪
♪ Enables me to fly again ♪
♪ I have my wings back ♪
Wow, it smells good.
We’re having omelets!
Stand aside.
The oil may splash.
How can I help?
Make the salad.
Okay.
Be careful. Don’t cut yourself.
I’m better than you.
Did you forget
what happened last time?
Let it go, okay?
Alright, alright.
Plates, hurry.
Jianjian.
Ziqiu, you’re up.
Brush your teeth. The breakfast is ready.
Sure.
Call Ling Xiao, too.
Ziqiu, eat a cherry tomato.
Now that you’re all here.
I’d like to talk about last night.
Dad,
no need for that.
Why not?
I’ve made it clear
last night.
You heard it, too.
There’s no need to mention it again
if I’ve made myself clear.
Yeah.
You’ve all grown up.
You have your ideas.
You’d rather hide things
than tell us.
Even if you tell me, I can’t help anyway.
Dad, that’s not what I mean.
I’ve told you
everything.
You hide a lot of things, okay?
As for me,
I’d like to make a self-examination.
I’m not a qualified dad.
I can do nothing
except for cooking for you.
Here we go again.
Dad, it’s not true.
Don’t interrupt.
Hear me out.
I’m kind of
a muddled man.
I choose to let
many things go if they can.
If they can’t,
I struggle to find ways
to make them through.
It works most of the time.
So,
you’ve become distant
for these years.
Stuck in the middle,
I couldn’t help you.
There was nothing you can do.
If anyone to blame, it should be me.
I have a bad personality.
I admit it.
If it’s your fault, it’s mine too.
Your mom passed away early.
I always felt sorry for you.
So I never scold you
whenever you make mistakes.
To summit it,
I tend to believe
whatever you say.
I’m afraid of causing trouble.
Right?
Even if I know what’s going on.
I can’t fix it.
So, I, I
escape from it.
Dad Li, you are thinking too much.
We are adults now.
We can’t always bother you
whenever things come up.
Especially you, Ling Xiao.
You’re not like Ziqiu.
Though I treat you
as my son,
but you’re not anyway.
That’s why sometimes when you’re sad,
I feel like it’s not my place to meddle.
I know you’ve suffered
no less than Ziqiu.
You’ve called me dad
for these years.
I didn’t help much.
We always say that we’re a family,
but in practice, I didn’t do so.
I wasn’t dare to ask or
care about you.
I did nothing.
Sometimes
children don’t make serious mistakes.
Most of big mistakes
are made by grown-ups.
However,
grown-ups don’t even have
the courage to admit their
own mistakes.
Today, I’m speaking frankly.
Ziqiu,
you have the right to not forgive your mom.
She has made all these
unforgivable mistakes.
But there are things that you have to know.
After hearing that
you worked at a buffet,
she immediately
called Zhao Huaguang
and gave him
a good scolding.
We ended up drinking a lot.
We talked much,
about what happened before,
and about why she went to Shenzhen.
Hello, madam,
how can I help you?
Are you He Mei?
I’m not. Please wait a second.
He Mei,
somebody is here for you.
Hi,
how can I help you?
How dare you!
You seduced my husband.
Do you have no shame at all?
Everybody, look at her.
She’s the mistress who seduced my man.
What are you doing?
Is there a misunderstanding?
Shame on you!
What are you doing here?
Are you protecting her?
Let’s talk at home.
Everybody, look at her.
Shame on her for seducing
my husband.
Come here and look at her.
She’s the mistress and her name is He Mei.
I’ve talked to
the finance department.
You can go
and take your salary since
you don’t have to come to work tomorrow.
What do you mean?
Everybody is laughing at you.
What’s the point for you to stay?
It will damage my career here.
First,
I’ve never agreed to be with you.
Second,
you’ve never told me that
you have a wife.
I’ve got a son to raise.
What you’re doing is k*lling me.
You know the circumstances
of me now.
You don’t have to work.
I’ll support you.
Scum!
He Mei, are you okay?
You’re fired.
Go away with your salary.
He Mei Mistress Shame on you
He Mei Mistress Shame on you
He Mei.
Hi,
I’ll repaint the walls.
He Mei, I can’t rent
my apartment to you anymore.
You’ve made bad
influences around.
Pack your things
and move away.
But I’ve signed a...
Initially, I pity you
for carrying a kid all by yourself.
Who would know
that you are a mistress.
You’re pretty.
You can be with good guys.
But one should live a decent life.
Move as quickly as possible.
Are you busy today?
Not really, why?
I can’t take a day off.
Go to the studio later,
and go with Ziqiu and talk to him.
I know.
Go to work.
Don’t be late.
What do you think about it?
About what?
About the things that Dad said,
and about Ms. He Mei.
Last time we met,
she told me that she left me
is good for both of us.
I used to want to
know badly the reasons why.
Now that I’ve known,
I felt that the reasons
don’t matter at all.
They don’t?
Because even if you know the reasons,
there’s nothing you can do to change.
She didn’t struggle with her life.
She started a new family,
and had a kid.
She never even regretted
about leaving me.
I used to think that
she may want to see me.
It turned out to
be my own wishful thinking.
Do you know
hierarchical theory of needs?
What’s that?
It ranks human needs
within a pyramid
from the bottom to the top.
The lowest level
is physiological need,
the basic one.
To brief it,
it’s our necessary needs to survive,
like the air, water or food.
Dad has said that
if one is forced
to barely live his life,
he cannot be count as a human.
Why is that?
He would be like a donkey
who pulls the field or gets whipped.
Or like a dog
to find food in the trash.
To normal people,
life is like
a box of chocolates.
You never know
what you’re going to get.
To people
who are struggling
with poverty,
life is like
a Russian Roulette.
When you pull the trigger
to your temple,
you lose everything
or you may get a b*llet.
Okay, stop.
I get it.
I don’t hate her for it.
I…
I just think what she did
was unfair to me.
What is fair?
Disappeared for more than 20 years
and now come back
to be with you again?
Which side are you with?
Yours, of course.
Then I don’t want to hear it.
I will shut up then.
But you
won’t leave me here alone
and disappear, right?
Ziqiu,
what are you doing?
Just leave me alone
for a while, okay?
Sir, Ningxia Road.
Mom.
Ziqiu.
Ziqiu!
Ziqiu!
Ziqiu!
Ziqiu, where are you?
Ziqiu.
Ziqiu, where are you?
Do you feel better?
Yeah.
Where is Dong?
He’s asleep.
Don’t think about others.
Here, eat some.
How come you
get a fever this bad?
Everyone gets sick.
I wouldn’t know about you
if it weren’t Li Haichao.
You may
die alone here
but no one knows.
I’ve survived from
all the pains when I was young.
If I’m k*lled by a fever,
my life would be
a joke.
You still have the mood for jokes?
Seriously,
Li Haichao is a nice guy.
He can forget about your past.
How come,
how come you didn’t
fall for him before?
Who knows? It’s the fate.
If I had been with him,
today would be different.
I think you can reconsider it since
both of you are single now.
Maybe...
After what
I did to him,
it would be shameless for me
to do so.
He wouldn’t treat you like this
if he thinks that way.
It’s purely because of his good heart.
He thought I had Dong
after I remarried.
You haven’t told him
about Dong?
I’m an irrelevant person.
Why would I say this to him?
Irrelevant?
Why do you still care about Ziqiu then?
I owe it to him.
He Mei,
it has passed
for so many years.
Don’t be too hard on yourself.
Luo Hong, you don’t understand
that the damage I made to Ziqiu
will be lifelong.
It can never pass.
I owe it to him.
It can never pass
nor be made up.
In this life,
it will just be like this.
Haichao Noodles
Fry both sides of it
and change the oil.
Mr. Ling is back.
Where are the rest?
It’s not lunch time yet.
They went to the pool room
across the street.
Help me get my tea, please.
Sure.
I thought you would be on business trip
for half a month?
How come you’re back now?
Don’t mention it.
A colleague at work
toured for two days,
got a heart attack and was sent to hospital.
The leader then
sent people above 50 years old
to come back
and take a rest.
Old guys like us
are nearly useless now.
It’s so sudden.
Listen to me,
you should take a rest, too.
You’re not
in your twenties or thirties anymore.
Don’t rush to the front line anymore.
You can’t.
The police have to care for the people.
She’s right.
Well,
go and pay the property fee,
and come back with some bags of salts.
Alright.
When did
your eye sight start to impair?
About two years ago.
We’re getting older.
Our organs
are starting to decline.
They need to be repaired.
Stop learning the recipe.
Talk to me.
I’m on the last step.
Wait a second.
Alright, alright.
What did you want to say yesterday?
You wanted to talk in person
rather than on the phone.
Two things.
One is about Ziqiu.
Another is about Ling Xiao.
Which do you want to hear first?
The good one.
The good one is,
according to Ling Xiao,
he and Jianjian are…
They are...
They are what?
They are in a relationship.
You mean,
they are finally in a relationship?
I have bad eyesight and your ears are bad, too?
That’s good!
That’s very good!
Like I said,
one should keep the good within the family.
Our good daughter should
be with our good son.
You see, it’s finally happening.
Now we will be a much closer family.
Well, don’t be too happy.
Of course, I am happy.
Maybe they only date a few days
and it doesn’t work out.
- No way. - Seriously.
Jianjian was only with her ex
for a few days,
and they went back to friends.
It won’t happen this time.
I wouldn’t allow it.
How’s that gonna influence them?
Can you force them
to get married or what?
What do you mean?
Aren’t you happy that
they’re a couple now?
Or do you think my boy is not
good enough for your girl?
I couldn’t be more satisfied with Ling Xiao.
But surely Chen Ting won’t
like Jianjian.
She’s in Singapore.
What can she do about it?
I’ll put it this way.
She will still not be satisfied
even if Ling Xiao
marry a princess.
I won’t allow her
to bully my girl.
She won’t. Don’t worry.
Now that I’m thinking about it,
it’s kind of weird.
Why would my son
told you first about this?
Why?
He’s closer to me.
Right.
Jianjian just
told me a bad joke.
How come
father’s love is as great as a mountain?
Why?
Because you don’t move.
Steady like a mountain.
That’s hilarious, a good one.
I always have to work.
I don’t have much time for children.
Don’t blame them for not being close to you,
if you don’t spend time with them.
Alright, alright.
They are closer to you, okay?
Here’s another thing.
It’s about Ziqiu.
What about him?
Ziqiu met his mother.
It was unpleasant.
What happened?
Well,
He Mei came to me
with her son the other day
to ask about Ziqiu.
So she’s asking
about him now?
What an irresponsible mom.
It has been so many years.
Listen to me,
she came to mainly talk about
her own story.
You didn’t know.
Haichao Noodles
Zhuang Bei.
Sorry, I’m late. I got held up at a meeting.
It’s alright. I didn’t wait long.
Sit, have a seat.
Okay.
I’ve been very busy.
You can call me
if anything is urgent.
What’s wrong?
Well, while I was waiting for you,
I thought it over,
that in this way
you might be easier to accept.
So I wrote it down.
Sure, send it to me.
Let me see if I can help.
Mingyue,
I didn’t notice you
while we were in high school.
But I fell for you the first time
we met after graduated.
I never thought that I could
meet my dream girl like you.
You’re beautiful, generous and kind.
As I get to know you better,
I fall for you more.
You finish it this soon?
It, it might be sudden for you.
Let me tell you more
about my family.
I was born and raised in Beijing.
I moved here with my parents
during high school.
My dad worked
at a seafood market for wholesale.
My mom is a housewife.
We own three apartments and...
Stop it.
I don’t want to know about it.
You, you can take your time to think about it.
Zhuang Bei, how could you?
You know well that Tang Can likes you.
I’m her best friend.
Now you’re telling me this?
I have nothing to do with Tang Can.
I’ve made it clear with her.
Besides,
it’s you that I like.
Stop it.
You’re putting me in a very awkward place.
I see you as a friend from the same school.
Nothing else.
Mingyue,
I’m sorry.
Am I being too abrupt?
We can give it some time
to get along.
I’ll try to
make you see my...
No, no, no. Don’t try to do anything.
Just try to fall in love with Tang Can.
Don’t ever mention it again.
I think it’s a terrible idea.
Mingyue.
Don’t follow me.
Tang Can
Tang Can, I’m heading back to my office.
What’s up?
Mingyue,
I’m wanted in a scene. I’m wanted in a scene!
Really?
Really.
The producer
called me himself.
The director found me suitable
for the character and wanted to see me.
I’ll tell you the details when I get home.
I need to buy some clothes.
Alright, just go.
We can talk at home.
That’s great.
Dad
I heard from Dad Li that
you and Jianjian are in relationship?
I’m very glad for you
and totally supportive of that.
I wish you a lifelong happiness,
also that
two close family like us can finally
become a real family.
Ling Xiao
Dad, thank you
for raising me all these years.
I’m very grateful.
I wish you
a lifelong happiness as well.
Here, move the pawn.
You’re off duty now?
Yeah, are you going to dinner?
Yeah.
It will be your turn to
take the night shifts next week, right?
Right.
See you tomorrow.
See you.
Bye.
I drove here today.
Do you need a ride?
No, someone is here for me.
Xixi.
No wonder Ling Xiao
looks energetic and happy
these days.
You two made a good shift
from siblings to a couple.
We were
already close when we were young.
Now our family is supportive, too.
I hope you can find your Mr. Right soon.
Okay, thanks for that.
Everyone goes home with somebody,
not me though.
I’ll leave you two now.
I parked my car underground, bye.
See you tomorrow.
Bye-bye.
See you.
Ling Xiao, what do we eat for dinner?
What do you want?
Let’s go to a buffet.
Let’s pick up Ziqiu.
Maybe not today.
Give him some time.
But I’ve been messaging him
all day today
to check if he’s okay.
He never replied.
That’s why I said to give him personal space.
Leave him alone.
But,
shouldn’t we make him
feel the warmth from our family
in a time like this?
He wouldn’t feel warm
but only that
everyone is noisy.
Really?
Come on, let’s go and have hot pot.
Zhuang Bei
I may have scared you today.
Can I have a second chance
to chase you?
Block.
Zhuang Bei
Block this number
You scared me.
It’s you.
Who did you think we were?
I’ll go up first and leave you two to talk.
The door is open.
Tell me.
There’s nobody here.
He told Tang Can that
he likes me, not her.
This is awkward.
I know it.
Now I do not dare to go home.
What should I say to Tang Can?
But,
but you’re not the one to blame.
You can tell her.
That’s easy for you to say.
Did you dare to
tell me when Ling Xiao
told you that he likes you?
Based on my personal experience,
you can’t hide it.
I know.
That’s why I don’t want to go home.
Tang Can is home right now.
I have to confess as soon as I go back.
I really
don’t know how to deal with this.
You know that Tang Can is having
a good mood, which is rare, right?
I do.
She called me
about the producer’s call.
Tell her since she’s in a good mood.
Get it over with.
No, no, no. It’s terrifying.
No, no, no.
Let’s go.
Maybe another day.
Qi Mingyue.
The door is open.
What should I do?
It’s okay. I’ve got your back.
Let’s go.
♪ I think of the first time I held your hand ♪
♪ You held me so tight
as if I was everything you had ♪
♪ One grows up gradually
while the other becomes smaller ♪
♪ Thanks to time We meet somewhere in the middle ♪
♪ Good night Good bye kids ♪
♪ Maybe you’ll leave here ♪
♪ Maybe the way home will be longer and longer ♪
♪ Pacing No need to look back ♪
♪ I will always be there for you ♪
♪ Looking afar when staying with your shadow ♪
♪ I am an old house that you are used to ♪
♪ One day you’ll start to pursue a new life ♪
♪ Like a leaf floating towards a distant twig ♪
♪ Those memories are like yesterday ♪
♪ Good night Good bye kids ♪
♪ Maybe you’ll leave here ♪
♪ Maybe the way home will be longer and longer ♪
♪ Pacing No need to be upset ♪
♪ I will always be there for you ♪
♪ Watching you flying away ♪
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