04x09 - Who Is Mags?

[bunniefuu]

If this job is what you want, great.

But if you're just running, don't go.

Maybe you're not aware of it,

but she did everything she

could to save you from yourself.

You should be her friend

or leave her alone.

Do you remember me, sir?

You made my dinner.

- (TRUCK HONKING)

- Look out!

- (CRASHING)

- (BASHIR COUGHING)

- Sir!

- I really hated you the first night we met.

You were so confident in your instincts.

I was jealous.

I had never trusted myself like that.

She's in V-tach.

(MONITORS BEEPING)

(TENSE MUSIC)

Clear.

(SOFT MUSIC)

The scars will fade.

(TRUCK HONKING)

(CRASHING)

(GLASS SHATTERING)

(SIRENS WAILING)

Uh, just remind me of your name again?

Uh, Bashir Hamed.

Thank you for seeing me, Dr. Bishop.

Did we meet in the first

round of March interviews?

No, I wasn't, uh, applying

for one at that stage.

- Why was that?

- I was hoping to get a position as a surgeon.

You mean a surgical residency.

No, I've already completed

my surgical residency.

Did they not give you my background?

So when you didn't

get hired as a surgeon,

you thought you would fall

back on emergency medicine?

No, I was a field surgeon,

and emergency has an

overlapping skillset.

Yes, it does.

Right, you were the one that

didn't provide your records,

your medical school transcripts?

Yeah, there's a political

situation in my country.

Yeah. So, what have you been doing

while you've been looking for a job?

Any volunteer hours, research work?

Just got the call.

Jackknifed tractor-trailer

on the Gardner.

Two cars went over the guardrail

and they're all heading to us, Jed.

Alright. Page every

resident on the floor.

Make sure teams from vascular

and neurology are standing by.

Prime the blood bank.

And I will clear the backlog at imaging.

To be honest, our residency

program is already over-subscribed.

I once clamped a man's femoral

artery with binder clips.

We didn't have proper

tools, but he survived.

Huh Lucky, huh?

Look, all the best, Dr. Hamed.

Alright, first arrival

is two minutes out.

One is hemodynamically unstable,

they've been transfusing en route.

The second sounds like a crushed femur,

so I wanna make sure

we're communicating.

Every second counts, okay?

(INDISTINCT CHATTER)

(BASHIR EXHALES)

(LINE RINGING)

(PHONE RINGING AND VIBRATING)

- Hey.

- Hey, uh

I need to tell you something.

It's going to be difficult.

Um

Are you somewhere we can talk?

Yeah What's up?

(OPENING THEME)

(HIGH-PITCHED RINGING)

I need to know what happened!

Why do you keep running

away? Who are you?

- (TRUCK HONKING)

- (CRASHING)

The restaurant is a crime scene.

- What were you doing there?

- (LOCKER SLAMS)

- (THEO CLEARS THROAT)

- Hey.

I keep trying to find

ways to tell Amira,

but she'll be sad and worried in London

and maybe want to come home.

Am I wrong to give it a few more days?

Not at all, man.

You sleeping, yet?

What else are you, um

- feeling?

- Um Numb.

Afraid of what will happen when I'm not.

Look, I booked our flights to

Montreal, so tomorrow, we'll

The funeral's the first step.

The family said they

wanted to keep it small,

so should I even

I mean, do I belong there or ?

You loved her, Bash. Of course you do.

Hey, uh, can we talk

about Bash still working?

Theo, really? What do

you expect him to do?

Sit at home, just to

like, stare at a wall?

- Besides, you're here, too.

- But for him.

I wanna support him.

Hey, have you, uh, have

you bought your flight, yet?

- Uh, no I haven't

- (BABY CRYING)

Does anyone know whose baby this is?

- (BABY COOING)

- Hey.

- How are you doing, Bashir?

- I'm okay.

I wanted to check in again

because with your residency ending,

technically, you owe us nothing.

I appreciate you offering to cover,

but if being here is too much

She'd be upset if her

shifts weren't covered.

I know I've said it

already, but I am so sorry.

We're all just

Whatever you need, okay?

Uh

Um, we found her out

in the waiting room.

There's no sign of a parent.

I'd say five, six months old.

- Is she sick?

- Now, I did a quick check.

Temp's good, colour's

good, but I would like

- to do a more thorough exam.

- What's this now?

Rhoda, do you know if

anyone's missing a baby?

Maybe the parents are

here somewhere sick?

Well I will do the exam.

(BABY COOING)

How does a baby get abandoned

in a busy hospital

without anybody noticing?

Chronic hepatitis.

Patient's anxious because

he tried texting Mags.

She did that kind of thing a lot.

Okay. I'll cover it.

- Thanks, Rhoda.

- Yeah.

- (BABY COOING)

- Yeah.

What are you doing here all by yourself?

I hear pedes is hiring in case

Cleveland doesn't work out.

Who's this?

An anonymous baby girl.

Someone just left her here.

I don't know why. Or how.

Listen, I can cover Trauma OR tomorrow.

- I heard it's the service.

- Oh, no need. I'll be here.

June (SIGHING)

I was there the day your father died.

You couldn't even admit it happened.

Uh, this needs to be heated up, right?

When they're this small.

Ten seconds in the microwave

if my memory serves.

We'll get that done.

You don't need to do that again, June.

That was different, okay?

My father, he did everything he could

to make me feel unwanted.

And, like, hate myself.

But it wasn't like that with Mags.

Right?

You need to let yourself feel this.

You must be hungry.

Warm this while I check her over?

I heard you.

I did.

Hey.

Hey.

Um

The lady in E has been waiting a while.

- Do you mind?

- Yeah, sure.

Daphne? I'm Dr. Hunter.

I've been timing you guys.

420 minutes at three

agonizing hip spasms per hour.

That's one every 900

seconds, give or take.

That's some fast math.

Necessary when you

run your own business.

Well, I'm told you have

rheumatoid arthritis.

And you were in for

the same pain yesterday?

Which I realize is a cardinal sin,

but they said come back if it got worse.

I'm warm, fatigued, nauseous,

and those are warning signs

I'm not supposed to ignore.

For septic arthritis.

But your temp is good,

and yesterday's X-rays

didn't raise any alarm bells.

So why don't you lie

back on the gurney for me.

So I'm gonna feel both sides

of your hips for swelling, okay?

(EXHALES)

And what kind of business do you run?

I'm a sex worker.

People always either

react to the line of work

or to the fact that I

look like an accountant.

- (THEO CHUCKLES)

- I think it's definitely

- the accountant thing.

- Obviously, seizing up

with crippling pain is

not great for business.

- (SIGHING)

- Why don't you sit up?

Um, do you have a GP?

Since she learned what I do for work,

she just frets about my lifestyle.

- So I stopped going.

- Well, you don't have a fever.

Your white blood cell count is normal,

so I'm gonna rule out sepsis,

but you do have some swelling.

So has there been any

changes to diet, exercise,

sudden weight gain,

loss, that kind of thing?

Foods, the usual. Some

healthy, some crap.

I make it to the gym when I can. Why?

The way I see it is, we can

dodge the endless backlog

at imaging by gaming this ourselves.

You know, taking a little time

now and getting a wider picture.

And then I can schedule appointments

for any follow-up tests you might need.

(SIRENS WAILING)

32-year-old male

T-boned in his vehicle.

GCS 13, BP 100 over 80.

Left quadrant injury and a nicked

carotid being held together by, uh

A penny. Don't worry,

Beau, I won't let you go.

We were just down the street

from here when it happened.

We tried trading off with

her, but she didn't want to.

Were you in the car, too, Penny?

I'm the idiot who drove into him.

His door was smashed, so I crawled in

and saw his neck pumping blood.

My instincts said that was bad.

Good instinct. Any

loss of consciousness?

I was fading until she said

that thing about stealing a car.

Dude, cone of silence.

- Sorry, sorry.

- Did you two know each before?

No, but shared trauma

forces you to get close fast.

- Monitor's up.

- Claire, make sure vascular

knows it's an open carotid.

Bash, why aren't we clamped?

Penny, I'll switch spots with you.

Does it have to be now?

I think I just found

the source of the bleed.

Skin's swelling, too. You see the rash?

- What kind of reaction is that?

- I don't know.

- Penny, are you ready?

- No, no. What if I let go

too early or it doesn't work?

Vascular says we have to go to them.

They're better set up

to handle this upstairs.

Fine. Bash, why aren't we clamped?

Because of me, okay? This

whole thing is because of me.

- I'm sure that's not true.

- Yes, it is.

I work at a car rental place,

and every day just feels so empty.

And today, I just had

a compulsion to run,

- so I borrowed a set of keys

- Okay.

We'll count down together,

I'll take your place,

but it has to be now! (MONITOR BEEPING)

- (BREATHING HEAVILY)

- I trust you, Penny.

- Okay, one

- Okay, one, two

Two. Three

Thank you.

(TENSE MUSIC)

Got it. Great job, Penny.

- EP's dropping.

- June, forget vascular.

We can take care of the abdo bleed here.

What? No. It's way too

risky with the carotid.

It's too risky to wait. He's

lost too much blood already.

It's my call, alright?

Just stay on blood products

and get him stabilized for transport.

I'll go coordinate with vascular.

(MONITOR BEEPING)

You said you trusted me.

- Why?

- You stayed, I would've left.

Except you would have been so much

better off if you never met me.

(MAGS): Are you okay?

- (THUMP)

- (COUGHING)

So you saved the others?

(MUFFLED SPEECH)

(BASHIR): I know you

told that police officer

that you'd get him after we finish.

But what if instead of that, you don't.

(MUFFLED THUMP)

(BEEPING)

He's lost too much blood.

His body is rejecting

whatever metal is inside him.

We got you, Bash. Just

tell us what you need.

- Get him (INDISTINCT)

- (MONITORS BEEPING)

Theo.

I wanted you to know

that Mrs. Sampson

Rheumatoid arthritis,

needs to adjust her meds.

I was doing my paperwork and

noticed a flag on yesterday's X-rays.

I had the senior

radiologist take a look.

It's actually a stress

fracture in her femur.

She'll need a pin.

Were you double-checking my work?

No, just navigating the

bureaucracy, which is my job.

They've already slotted her

for surgery, so it's all good.

You know how easy stress

fractures are to miss.

And Daphne was impressed and touched

by how holistically you took everything.

Nobody else would do that here.

I don't need you to make me feel

better about missing something.

(COFFEE POURING)

Why don't you let me come to

the funeral with you tomorrow?

Bash said the family

wants to keep it small.

- I know, but Theo

- I don't want you there, Liz.

Can we not make it about us

in this particular moment?

I'm trying to talk about

you. About what you need.

Why would you not want support there?

You tell me. 'Cause you

clearly already have the answer.

I just know that you're resisting us.

Getting to know my family,

letting me know yours.

And it hurts. You're a good man, Theo.

I want those things. Do

you not want them with me?

I don't know.

I have lost sight of all of it, Liz.

Of myself

I can't keep waiting for you.

- What the hell is this?

- We had to stop the bleeding.

Good thing, too, the

shrapnel ruptured the spleen.

So you took his spleen out

even though I told you to wait.

(SCOFFS)

But there was another one

just like this in the

Please, tell me there

was no baby in that car.

There wasn't because Beau

drove off and left her here.

(MONITOR BEEPING)

(DISTANT TRAFFIC NOISE)

Look for her badge I.D.

Anything else in there. Her stethoscope.

Are you sure?

I mean, this can wait if you're not

Yes, her family will want

whatever you can find.

Thanks.

Uh, Bash

Um, the last times

I spoke to her were

Yeah, she told me.

I was

- I didn't mean to

- Claire.

I don't know what you want me to say.

You don't understand, okay?

I didn't even know that she

existed until a few weeks ago.

Okay? Her mother just

dropped her off and left.

So you decided to just pay that forward?

No, I don't know how to bed a dad.

Or anything, really

So you sack up and ask for help.

Call a friend, family, anything.

I don't really have any of that.

And when I try, the words, they

Okay, fine. But you could've handed her

to one of the hundreds

of staff who work here.

And instead, you just ditched her.

Do you know what that could do to her?

- Or how many people want babies?

- June!

Look, I know that I'm

a piece of trash, okay?

- I don't need to be reminded.

- Actually, yeah, I think you do!

- June! May I speak to you for a moment?

- What?

- What are you doing?

- He needs to be held accountable.

But not by you. The

social worker called CAS.

What's going on?

Penny, you're still here?

Yeah, I mean, he's so

anxious, and he needs someone.

And it's my fault he's here, right?

A nurse told him that he's having

portal-thrombo something.

Can one of you explain

because we don't understand?

Portal vein thrombosis

is when there's a clot

in his portal vein that

blocks blood flow to his liver.

But can't that k*ll you if

your liver stops working?

We're keeping a close eye on him.

- And for now, he's stable.

- And Amy?

His baby, he said that's her name.

The social worker

looped in children's aid.

We're required to call the police.

Are they gonna arrest him?

Oh, my God.

I was trying to fix my own dumb life,

and instead, I just like, destroyed his.

(PENNY SIGHS)

Does Beau have PVT or not?

We have him on heparin

to try help manage it.

You know, she's out here

blaming herself for all of this.

Meanwhile, you're the one who

jumped in and cut out his spleen

- which is probably the reason that the clot

- He was dying. He needed it.

- I know you know that.

- No, you.

Okay, I know you, Bash.

And you needed this.

But with everything that's going

on, you needed an escape hatch.

You are no better, alright?

You are pissed off at Beau

for not asking for help

when you have said nothing

since I called you three days ago.

I'm on no sleep.

And these thoughts and memories of her

are just flooding into my head,

all at once and out of order,

and they're messing with my reality.

And yeah, maybe Beau was a distraction

- that I needed

- Stop it!

I can't do this.

Okay, I wish that I could, but I can't.

I haven't been to church in so long.

I mean, we aren't Catholic, but

I remember my dad,

the way he would help his

congregation meet grief,

he could just hold it with him.

He quit being a pastor,

did I tell you that?

No, is he okay?

I don't know.

I hope so.

(INDISTINCT CHATTER)

Um, it's her sister.

Looked like she was waving you over.

I think she was just saying hi.

Have you talked to the family

about where they want you to sit?

No, was I supposed to?

Sometimes, they reserve

specific rows for loved ones.

Let's just give them some space.

Sure. Tell me where you want to be then.

(INDISTINCT CHATTER)

Do you see anyone else here you know?

I know him.

(DRAMATIC MUSIC)

Hi, June.

Hi, Dr. Bishop. Uh, hi, Claire.

I think she, uh

It would mean a lot to her

to know that you were here.

Both of you.

I should

How have you been keeping, Dr. Bishop?

I've been well, Theo. I've been well.

When our fourth-year med

students cycle through

and see your name on the

wall outside the Trauma OR,

they often tell us you're their teacher.

Do you enjoy it?

Well, it depends on the student.

If they're burdened with

glorious purpose, I do.

(IN FRENCH)

- Amen.

- (ALL): Amen.

(IN FRENCH)

Who was my Magalie?

(HIGH-PITCHED RINGING)

(MAGS): The scars will fade.

I really hated you

the first night we met.

(CHUCKLES)

(CRASHING)

(OFFICER): The restaurant

is a crime scene.

(DRAMATIC MUSIC)

Why do you keep running

away? Who are you?

(INDISTINCT CHATTER)

(CAWING)

(SPEAKING IN FRENCH)

Sorry?

(CONTINUES SPEAKING IN FRENCH)

Oh, you're lost. Um

Okay, are you looking

for someone's grave?

(SPEAKING IN FRENCH)

Your father.

Yes.

- Madame Leblanc?

- Yes.

I'm Jed Bishop.

The Dr. Bishop.

She talked about you

with such reverence.

Your daughter was remarkable.

Best of all of us.

Thank you.

(DRAMATIC MUSIC)

The last time we spoke, you said

you'd swapped talk therapy for CBT?

(CHUCKLES) Yeah, I get

enough talk in my NA meetings.

It sounds like your chief's

been very supportive.

Yeah. She's a true

humanist, which is

Not an easy sell in that job.

Mags was the one who

tried the hardest with me.

And who saw things the clearest.

She's also the person

I was hardest on, Jed.

I treated her terribly.

Well, if anyone understood emotion

getting the better of you, it was Mags.

It wasn't about the

as*ault or the addiction,

the way I treated her. It was

She had all this potential.

Always so excited to get

started, and I just

From where I stand, the system

is broken and it can't be fixed.

And that's not how Mags saw it.

I'm angry, Jed.

I envied her optimism,

and I envied her youth.

- (SIGHING)

- It's alright, Claire.

No, it's not.

Look who you're talking to.

When I had my accident, I lost a step.

That anger I understand.

Yeah

You sound happy, though,

when you talk about teaching.

Hmm, I am.

But Memorial, my time there,

that was the place.

That was my time.

Nothing will Nothing

else will come close.

Mr. Leblanc? I'm Theo Hunter.

I worked with your daughter,

she was a a good friend.

I think you have daughters, too.

Yeah, 9 and 11 now.

Oh, they're 10 and 12.

I couldn't keep track

either. It goes so fast.

Um, do they know what they

want to do with their lives?

Last I checked, one wanted to be a vet,

and the other wanted to open

a donut slash manicure

business, you know

I should've told her more

how how proud I am.

She knew, sir. She did.

Must be hard the hours

your job requires.

The time away can unmoor you.

And yeah, my kids, they

mostly live in Sudbury

with their mother because I, uh

Found your purpose in

that crazy busy hospital

like my daughter did. Hmm?

(INDISTINCT CHATTER)

Hi.

- Hello, Bashir.

- Hey, um

I just wanted to tell

you how sorry I am.

Um

Mags, she saw me, and,

uh it was this thing

- that we always used to say.

- I'm sorry, what?

The question you asked

about which Mags we knew.

I've been thinking of a memory,

but it's more of a feeling.

Why didn't you call us?

Uh

That night, Mags didn't

want to bother you.

We knew that you and Mr.

Leblanc were in Italy,

- and there was nothing you could've done.

- I would've wanted to talk to her.

When she was intubated,

we had we didn't think

it would go this way.

It wasn't your decision to make.

- I didn't, she did.

- Why was she working?

If she was sick, she was sick.

You should've stopped her.

Mrs. Leblanc, I'm Theo.

I'm so sorry for your loss.

(DRAMATIC MUSIC)

She's just in pain. She

doesn't know you, Bash.

- Let's go get some air.

- Stop trying to help.

(COOING)

(DISTANT SIRENS WAILING)

(CHURCH BELLS RINGING IN THE DISTANCE)

(GENTLE MUSIC)

(PHONE RINGING AND VIBRATING)

(INDISTINCT CHATTER)

- Hello?

- Dr. Hamed, it's Penny, the car stealer.

How did you get this number?

Internet. Listen

Uh, are you still at the hospital?

Look, Beau is worse, physically.

Okay. What do his doctors say?

Well, that it's under

control, but I mean,

he's in pain and tastes blood.

And since variceal bleeding

can mean worsening

portal vein thrombosis

- How do you know all this?

- Dude, internet.

Anyway, they just keep

saying concerning variables,

and how we need to wait and see, but

since you're the guy who

scooped out his spleen,

I was hoping you'd do something

I'm not there anymore, and I'm

sure his team is on top of it.

Yeah, but except Beau says he's dying.

And look, I can't prove anything,

but we both just have

this terrible feeling.

Beau needs me, I'll call you back.

(INDISTINCT CHATTER)

Hey, uh, Penny just called.

Beau's in rough shape.

I'm sure that if his vitals drop and

they have to do something, they will.

Yeah, except they both think

it's worse than anyone realizes,

- and they want us to intervene.

- Bash, I can't just call

and say the patient is having a feeling.

- No one's gonna listen to that.

- Well, maybe they should.

Mags

She knew what she felt. She

knew before the data did.

What are you doing?

Calling the one person I know

will hijack another person's

patient to do something

potentially stupid on the

off chance that it helps.

(PHONE RINGING)

Yeah, hi?

Look, I have a patient

with portal vein thrombosis.

The staff surgeon's ignoring,

and we need to get blood

flowing to his liver.

- Sorry, who is this?

- Oh, my God.

There's no time for us to listen

to you amuse yourself, Mark.

Us?

Hi, Dr. Novak.

Hi!

If your patient truly needed this,

wouldn't vascular be on it?

Well, they won't because

after a car accident,

he reacted to the metal

lodged in his abdomen.

And you can't do a

shunt without a stint.

- It's reasonable.

- But he also has a rotated portal vein.

So they probably decided that, you know,

it's gonna make placement challenging.

Cowards. Still, I'm

not hearing a big reason

why we need to rush into this.

He's got a sense of impending

doom we can't ignore.

Listen, you need to shut

up and do this. Okay?

Since when do you let someone's

feelings dictate your actions?

- You know this guy?

- No.

And, you know, he's actually

He's a piece of work.

You know, he abandoned his daughter

at the hospital like she meant nothing.

And then this woman,

she accidentally hits him

with her car because she's

running away from her own crap.

And now she's there fighting for him,

even though he doesn't deserve it. Look,

I need to just help these people, and

(SIGHS)

Please.

Any thoughts on how to get

around using a metal stent?

Not yet.

I thought Novak couldn't have

Trauma OR privileges anymore.

Yeah, well, I do. And if I leave now,

I can be there in like, two hours. So

- You're leaving?

- I couldn't even make it through her service.

Are you going to be okay?

Are you?

Because I remember the

day of her transplant,

you said that if she didn't make it,

you wouldn't either.

(SOFT MUSIC)

It's okay, habibti, go to sleep.

(♪♪)

Are you okay?

Is she asleep?

- Can I ask you a question?

- Sure.

Why didn't you just tell the

truth about being a doctor?

If you had said that from the beginning,

wouldn't all of this have been avoided?

We could get deported.

I was a doctor once, I'm not anymore.

The thing is I kind of

told the truth for you.

Everyone knows what you did

and how you saved everyone.

But before you say anything,

maybe just, maybe

things will work out fine.

(♪♪)

So can't go off the shelf for this one.

The 3D printer uses

biodegradable polymer,

but I've never printed a vascular stent.

It could, though.

I mean, I read a study on it.

Yes, I do read studies.

Piss off, both of ya.

I asked the tech to stay late.

She'll need CT imaging so

the software can customize.

Yeah, I can do that while June

informs and consents our patient.

Dr. Curtis, this was all at

your behest, are we on or not?

- When did we get a 3D printer?

- "We" didn't.

A few surgeons pooled grant money.

I use it to make custom ostomy seals.

Won't see that kind of socialized effort

when you go to Cleveland, June.

- (SINGH CHUCKLES)

- Word.

- Hi.

- Before you yell

at him again, I checked.

And they said he could

visit Amy for an hour.

The social worker's

down the hall waiting.

They have her placed with

a family nearby. So

He felt so bad about what he did,

I thought seeing her might help.

And?

Has it?

So is this 3D-printed valve

thing really gonna happen?

If you consent, we'll divert

blood around your clot.

You need to realize that,

you know, although this medical

technology has been approved,

it is still new. So there are variables

and not every outcome has been studied.

In other words, no guarantees.

There never are.

Why did you leave your daughter?

I'm scared.

I don't know how to

love her the right way.

(BABY COOING)

Look, I know you did a

lot to make this happen.

I don't really know what to say.

That you'll keep trying.

(SOFT MUSIC)

You didn't have to wait up, Dad.

Of course I did.

The girls okay?

Yeah, I'd say so.

We watched a movie and walked out

for some late night French

fries, and then they flopped.

How was it?

It's been a tough couple of years, Dad.

Yeah, I know it has, Theo.

Your own job, um

Do you ever worry you just

blew it all up for nothing?

No.

No, I have faith in the journey.

For both of us.

Which is perhaps easier

from my vantage point.

I'm in the wrong place again.

I've been fighting against it

I'm in the wrong place again.

- Hey

- (THEO CRIES)

(DRAMATIC MUSIC)

Did you know I was here?

Well, it's not far from the

church so I'd take a chance.

How long are you in town?

Planning on driving back tonight.

It would have meant a lot

to her to know you came.

You know, I think June

said exactly the same thing.

Because it's true. We miss you.

Look, the reason I was

looking for you is because

(SIGHS)

Bashir

I'm not very good at this either,

but don't blame yourself.

Why are you telling me that?

Remember after my stroke, you

told me about your parents.

How you went there to save

them when the bombs came.

I thought you were

asleep when I said that.

Everyone I care about

gets hurt, even you.

We're never gonna agree on this.

I am only alive because of you.

Your career ended over my

medical school transcripts.

You lied to protect me. We both

know you never spoke to my dean.

I didn't need to speak to

him, I knew they existed.

Look, she

When I had first met

her, I I was I'd

Spent long enough being ignored

by the likes of me that

you'd given up hope.

She was the one who saw me.

And if I had just been

able to walk away that day,

if that truck had never

started all of this, then

What? Are you gonna say

that she'd still be alive?

Look, I didn't deserve her.

Okay, I didn't deserve her.

That's not true, Bashir.

It's simply not true.

(DRAMATIC MUSIC)

(♪♪)

(DISTANT SIRENS WAILING)

(BISHOP SIGHS)

I would ask if work was the right

place for you at the moment, but

Today's my last day here.

You're right that she

wanted me to know everything

you'd done that night.

And we'd both be pretty ticked

off if you let this derail you.

Did you want to come inside?

See the place again.

Dr. Bishop, I

Go.

(SOFT MUSIC)

Cool.

- Beau's vitals still looking good?

- Yeah. Weirdly,

- I think this worked.

- (PHONE RINGING)

Thing's been ringing non-stop.

Yeah, our friends in

vascular want a word.

I think you mean former

friends in vascular.

Speaking of former friends,

yours came to see me the other day.

Said I was messing up your life

because I wasn't happy with mine.

Yeah, she had a way of doing that.

That kind of thing.

I'm very sorry for your loss, June.

I really loved her.

Irritatingly, she was right.

- (JUNE CHUCKLES)

- I did miss Trauma OR.

So I made a deal with the CMO

- to come back.

- What?

Yeah, agreed to make me co-chief.

Devi's not gonna be

happy about that, but

How could you do that?

(LAUGHING) I thought you'd be

- You were pushing for it.

- For both of us, Mark.

You know, I've already

decided I'm leaving.

You know what? Just forget

about it. Do whatever you want.

(SOFT MUSIC)

(DRAMATIC MUSIC)

(INDISTINCT CHATTER)

Good morning, Bashir.

Hi. Um

I'm just here to clear up my locker.

What if you didn't?

There was one spot.

If it wasn't her, it

would've gone to you.

I know it's a complicated thing to ask.

I don't know what to say.

That you'll think about it.

(♪♪)

(DRAMATIC MUSIC)