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01x01 - Mom's Dead

Episode transcripts for the TV show, "m*rder on Middle Beach". Aired: November 15, 2020.*
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A young man is determined to solve an unspeakable crime and absolve the people he loves, while looking for answers within his fractured family and community.

01x01 - Mom's Dead

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[TV static drones]

[bright tone]

Where are your toes?

There's your toes?

Where are your fingers?

[laughing]

Hi, Daddy.
That's right.

Hi, everybody.

We start with breaking news
in Madison tonight,

where a body has been found
in a waterfront home there.

Police tonight are treating it
as a homicide.

News Channel 8
first on the scene

at Middle Beach Road.

News Channel 8's Sara Welch
joins us


live in Madison tonight,
and what do you know, Sara?


Madison police
and state police have been


out at this home
at 44 Middle Beach Road


since about 11:30 this morning.

Let's take a look.

You can see the road is
blocked off by police.

They are treating this case
as a homicide.

It's hard to see


from this vantage point.

Here's what we do know:

A woman in her late 40s was
found injured in her yard.


She was pronounced dead
at the scene.


Police are not releasing
the victim's name,


but News Channel 8 has learned

that a woman
named Barbara Hamburg


rents the house.

I said, "No, you're not
telling me that.


It's not real."

And it was real.

It was like being hit
by a boulder.

I had two voicemails
from my father,


two voicemails from Leu,
and three from Chris.


And I went, "Well,
either we hit the lottery",

or something awful
has happened.

What was
your first reaction?


Didn't sound right
the whole way up here.


You know, essentially saying

that my sister had
been m*rder*d.

Um...

[solemn music]

♪ ♪

I remember my mom texted me.

And I was just, like, standing
in the middle of the terminal


like, "What the f*ck?"

What happened
when you got home?


Oh, man.

Like, the chaos begins.

The medical examiner ruling
the k*lling a homicide,


"describing the cause of death
as "blunt force trauma


and sharp force injury."

What kind of wounds
did she have?

She was stabbed.

She had a terrible head wound.

Her carotid artery
was stabbed.


All over.

They say it was 18 times.

Right now, the coroner,
M.E. are on scene.


State police,

along with Madison police,
are on scene,


trying to figure out
who k*lled this woman.


Police won't say
if the k*lling was random,


or if this mother
was targeted.


This is a crime of passion.

People don't get m*rder*d,
and that brutally,

without it being
a very personal thing.

Stunned and shocked, friends

of 48-year-old Barbara Hamburg
flooding Facebook,


offering sympathy

for her teenage son
and daughter.


Meantime, detectives combing
the yard where she was found.


I know it's... it's tough
to think about this.

- I just have a couple questions.
- Yeah, it's fine.

What was
your best recollection


of coming home?

Something wasn't right.

We were calling her.

We couldn't get in touch
with her.


Ali and I pulled up,

and Ali's like, "Why is
Mom's car in the driveway?"


And I said, "I don't know.

I don't know, Al."

Her keys were in the door,
but the door was locked.


And we go inside
and we're screaming her name.


We're calling out for her.

We don't know where she is.

She's nowhere to be found.

Nothing is making sense.

I go around the house,
and I hear Conway screaming.

I see these cushions
up against the bushes


and I'm like, "What the hell?"

So I pull one cushion off
and I'm like, "Oh.

It's an animal."

Why did you think
it was an animal?

All I could see was, like,

mushed-up hair and blood.

So you pull back
the second cushion,

what happens?

It's your mom.

Hi, Madison.

Madison!

Hi.

Barbara Hamburg's son posted
a message on Facebook

saying now is the time
to stay strong.

That's what his mother
would've wanted.

She said, "Mom's dead."

I just wanted to wake up.

'Cause I knew
that that couldn't be real.


Everything that was important
in my life then

within, like, a split second...

♪ Happy birthday,
dear Madison ♪


Meant nothing.

[sweeping orchestra music]

♪ ♪

narrator: We're about to take
a brief tour of Connecticut.


In this astronaut's-eye view
from outer space,


it appears small
geographically,


but it looms
increasingly large


the closer one approaches.

Connecticut is
strategically located


between New York and Boston

in the heart of the rich
northeastern market.


It's a state
of dynamic economic growth,


rich in variety
and full of opportunity.


[line rings]

Are you busy right now?

So I told you
I've been working


on, like, a couple projects,
right?


I'm doing a documentary
on my mom.


Yeah.

And I was just calling
to ask you


if you would be willing...

I'm going to Connecticut
this weekend.


I was asking you

if you would be willing to...

to be interviewed about it.

Just about, like, her life.

What do you mean?

[ominous music]

♪ ♪

There they are.

- Hi, Grammy.
- Morning.

- [both laugh]
- Good morning.

Hi, sweetness.

How's my dear grandson?

How are you?

Aww, it's good to see you,
honeybunch.

[kissing]

Is it good?

Check, one, two, one, two.

This is a picture
of the four Barbaras.

That's my mother,
known as Gram,

on the right, Barbara,

and in the middle,
that's me, Barbara,

and this is Madison's mom
on the left, Barbara,

and that's Ali, who is really
Barbara Alexandra.

So we have four Barbaras.

And two of them are
no longer with us.

It's hard to believe that part.

And we have...

Madison, Ali, and Brian.

Brian is Maddie's half brother,

who is a doctor.

- [laughs]
- Yeah.

This is great.
I love your glasses.

Oh, my gosh.

Barbie looked the most like me
of all my daughters.

I would go down
to Grandparents' Day

and people would come along
and they'd say,

"I know who you are."

[both laugh]

"You're Madison's grandma,

"'cause you look
just like Barbie.

Barbie looks just like you."

Can you describe

the last time
you talked to her?

Your mom?

[sighs]

Well, I can describe
the last time I saw her better.

She was here.
She was visiting.

And she and I sat in that bed

and talked a long time
that night before she left.


About life and, you know...

[soft music]

I remember distinctly

her walking away...

- Everybody smile.
- Yeah.

Aww.

And I know I talked to Mom
on the phone


after that many times,
but that image sticks with me.


That's an important image.

And that was not too long
before she was m*rder*d.


We had a great relationship,
your mom and I.

We truly, truly did.

So I miss her terribly.

And hopefully this will...

you'll get a good grade.

[both laugh]

That's not
what this is about, Grammy.

- Oh, it's not?
- No, this is way more.

- This is...
- Oh, I know.

- Kay.
- I love you.

I love you too.

The hardest thing for me
was to watch you


have to go through all that,

'cause you were 18

and you had to act
like you were...


21, 22, 23.

That had to be
very, very hard, Maddie.


The rest of us couldn't do it
for you.


You had to do it.

The vigil started
about a half hour ago


with family and friends
gathering around.


They lit candles
in her memory.


They wanna keep it fresh
in the public's memory


in case
somebody comes forward.


It's just always that
unanswered question out there


about your mom's m*rder.

And it affects
the entire family.


We believe if we continue

to have these vigils
every year,

that somewhere, someone,
they'll be able to come forward

and help the police
solve the case.


Conway interview, take one.

Marker.

Your mom was amazing.

She was so smart.

She had all the boys
wanting her.

She was beautiful.

And so many friends.

So many friends.

People just wanted
to be with Barb.


She was a treasure.

She was my baby sister.

♪ ♪

She was great fun
to be around.

I can see her
coming up the stairs.

Your mother had secrets,
so I don't know.


She didn't share
all of her secrets with me.

But I always knew
she had secrets

that were...
That were dark secrets,

because she had this way
of breathing and smiling

that, to me, it was a coverup

for something that was
very heavy in her heart.


So I don't know what that was,

but I just knew
there was something.


Always knew
there was something.


Narrator: This is your world

and the important people
in it.


The people who will love you,
help you, and hinder you


in your job of growing
to be a man.


Let's start with your father
and mother.


In a few days,
they take you home,


and some
of the most important days


of your life begin.

Ran right to the dog.

♪ Oh, the weather outside
is frightful ♪

♪ Doo doo-doo shoo-doo
the words ♪

♪ Let it snow, let it snow,
let it snow ♪

Well, you grew up
with a silver spoon, you know.

You had everything
you needed, wanted.


You lived
in a beautiful house.


Then you had the house
in Connecticut


that was a summer house
for a while.


- Oh.
Uh-oh.

- Whoa.
- Little sailor.

Say "Thank you, Mommy."

They tried to educate you,
send you to the best schools.


[laughter and chatter]

There were nannies
and chauffeurs.


- There's Daddy.
Ooh, there you go!

Daddy.

Getting ready for school.

That's a nice outfit.

Say bye-bye to Daddy.

[tape grinds]

Your father was
a multi-multimillionaire.


He was CEO
of Southern Electric.


Announcer:
The Southern Company.


You know, your mom was
wearing nicer clothes,


and, you know, just...

Things seemed simpler
for her financially.


He seemed like
a really nice man.


In the beginning, oh, God,
the day I met your father,


he... I laughed so hard
I was crying.

He was one
of the most charismatic,

funny, intelligent people,

and to your mother, he was...

He was the knight
in shining armor.


He was a prince.

[tender music]

I think your mom thought

and believed
in her heart of hearts


that she married
the man of her dreams.


She was head over heels
in love


and felt like

she was kinda living the dream.

Hawaii and traveling the world
and...


I think she really felt
this was wonderful.


Whee!

Smile for the camera
with your big tongue.

- Nice Mommy.
- Hi.

Having babies,

she just came alive.

What a beautiful boy!

What a beautiful boy!

I think that she thought,
"Wow, this is...


"this is real.

"This is valuable.

This makes me important."

[laughs]

I think she was
a great mother.


I really do.

I mean, if she could put up
with me, she was...

Anyone that could put up
with me was a good mom.

Maddie, you were not
a bad child.

I don't know
where you get that.

Do you like it?

Is it good?

I always knew
you'd be doing this


because you were always
the little director.

It was hysterical.

You were the man
behind the camera.


- That's it.
- That weird?

It's... look at my teeth.

I'm glad to see
you're doing it.

♪ ♪

They had you and Ali.

So I think in the beginning,
it was very good.


But, you know,

stuff happens, right?

Things change.

Is the documentary about
Barbie being m*rder*d,

or is the documentary about
who Barbie was?

- Who she was.
- Yeah?

It's about...
I mean, that's a part...

It's about her life,
and that is a part of her life,

and then it's also
kind of about the family too.

[clears throat]

[soft dramatic music]

♪ ♪

There she is.

Purple on white.

I don't know
what had turned,


but something had turned.

I remember looking at her
one time

and she looked so different.

She seemed... hurt.

Like she was pretending.

And I could tell that their
relationship was different.


And then when we would visit,
Jeff wasn't even there.


It was just visiting Barbie.

And I didn't ask her about it.
I didn't talk about it.

I'm sorry I didn't.

I mean, she was living
such a privileged life

when she met your father,

and you guys were living
such a privileged life.


- There's Daddy.
What a wonderful man.

And a hard worker.

But your dad got in trouble

when he was working
at Southern Electric,


and they fired him

for making an ill*gal deal
out of the country.


But he took them to court,

and he won $3.5 million,
I believe,


for defamation of character.

I think after what happened
at Southern,


something changed him.

Your mom always said that
that was such a blow to him.


He was always trying
to prove himself


by doing other ventures.

And then when he started
to travel and not come home,

that's when the problems began

because your mother was
left alone all the time.


And she was feeling like
a single mother.


And she was feeling as though
she had been deserted.

Your dad pretty much
abandoned her.


So she filed for divorce.

That was really
a tough decision

for her to make, you know?

The anger
that your father had


over your mother
ending the marriage came out


in not supporting her
physically;


Not giving child support,
not paying for the bills,


not taking care
of any of the financial parts


that he was
supposed to take care of.


He just wanted
to impoverish her.


It seemed like a goal

that he had set for himself.

And it was very sad
to see that all happen,


because there are so many more
wonderful things to focus on


than revenge and anger.

- Bye-bye. I love you.
- Bye-bye.

- Bye-bye.
- Bye-bye, Daddy.

Good evening,
ladies and gentlemen.


Welcome for coming tonight.

Madison Police Department,

with the Connecticut
State Police

and the office
of the chief state's attorney

from New Haven County.

We're continuing
our investigation

into the death
of Barbara Hamburg

from Middle Beach Road West
in Madison.

At this time,
we're seeking to locate

her former husband,
Jeffrey Hamburg,

date of birth 8/5/48.

He's a white male,


Last known address is in
West Hartford, Connecticut,

Timberwood Road.

There's a statewide
manhunt on

from Hartford to West Hartford,
even over to Windsor.

We started off
in West Hartford.

Take a look.
This is what we found.

State police
at an affluent condo complex

where the owner of record
is Jeffrey Hamburg.


There were also
some detectives


at an Alstrom
engineering plant,


where they say Hamburg worked.

They could not find him there
as well.


Now, the neighbors
we talked to say

Hamburg lives
in this condo complex.

He's lived in this unit here
for about a year,

though in that year time,
they've only seen him once.

On his front doorstep,
the newspapers sit unread,

and the people in the area
were surprised,

especially when they saw
the state police come up

and ring the front door
looking for him.

Do you have any opinion
on who you...

Who you think
could've done this?

- Well...
[clears throat]

It seems to me that your father
was in the position

to lose the most if she lived,

and that was the day
he was supposed to go to jail.

Barbara Hamburg was to be
in court this morning


with her ex-husband
Jeffrey Hamburg,


but she never showed up
for that court hearing.


The couple divorced in 2005,

followed by years
of legal wrangling,


and he owed
back child support.


I mean, he had been
withholding money.


From what Barb told me,

she was going to throw him
in jail.

Richard Callahan, attorney
for Barbara Hamburg's estate,


says Jeff Hamburg has
cried broke for too long


while living
a lavish lifestyle.


- All right.
Take one.

Marker.

I'll tell you what I told
the state police that day.


Your father had been ordered

and had promised to make
certain payments.

Either your dad showed up
with the money,

or I'd be asking the court

to find him in contempt
of the court's orders

and incarcerate him
until he paid.

How much did he owe
in total?


$153,000 to your mother

and $324,000

to you and your sister.

There was no question
he did not have the money


on March 3rd.

Police say Jeff Hamburg was
stealing money


from his daughter's
college fund


about four years after he
and his wife Barbara divorced.


What time did court start
that day?


9:30.

Normally, your mom's there
at 9:00, 9:15.


What was
my dad's demeanor like?


I don't know
whether I could say


that there was a change
in his demeanor,


but there was no complaint
to me


"from him or his lawyer
saying, "Where's your client?


Why isn't she here?"

And that is what struck me.

But I should back up,
because...

that suggests that I know

that your father did something,

which I do not know.

He just was the prime suspect

because of the circumstances
of that day.


Narrator:
All parents have dreams.


And they have definite ideas
of what they want you to be.


It isn't easy with a father
who's never satisfied.


Always wants you
a little different,


a little better.

[distorted]
More like his dream.


From the time
that I met you,


the relationship with your dad
was not good.


You know, it was very...

[sighs]
Controlling.

I think you had

a really close relationship
with your mom,


probably closer
than most teenage boys.


You were more like peers
in some ways,

so you had a hard time
when she...

tried to lay down the law
with you.

You were using substances,

and you were expelled
from school.


Your dad got angry

about a letter I had written
to the court

that stated
that you didn't wanna live...

Go to his house

or spend time with him.

He thought
that that was my opinion.


So once we clarified, really,

that I was stating something

that you had stated,

it was cleared up,

but I got a subpoena

from the law... from his lawyer.

Yeah, I remember.

He, like, freaked out.

He, like, started,
like, attacking you, kinda.

And then your mom called me
the next day.

To tell me that you were
worried about me.

That you didn't like the way
your dad was treating me.

Can you talk about after?

Like, the months
after the m*rder?

You came to see me.

You left school.

And you came back to see me.

Only for a few sessions though.

Because, you know,
you were not in a place


that you could function
in school.


You were afraid
of, like, your own safety.


And then shortly after,

all communication
with your dad stopped.

I knew that there were
things in your dad's history.


- Hi.
Enough.

Your mom told me
that he had been involved


in something overseas.

He had, I don't know
how many passports.

Five?

So it was a surprise.

You know, to go from the CEO
of Southern Electric


to a life that few people
could begin to understand.


Announcer: Electric energy
into the future.


[tape crackles]

Can you hear your daddy?

[baby coos]

Where's Daddy?

[baby babbles]

Where's Daddy?

A first look
at Jeffrey Hamburg


as he walks to court
this morning with his lawyer.


This is his first
public appearance,


at an alimony
and child support hearing,


since his ex-wife
Barbara Beach-Hamburg


was found m*rder*d
earlier this month.


The ex-husband has hired

well-known criminal defense
lawyer Hugh Keefe...


Lynch, Traube, Keefe,
& Errante handles


all kinds of criminal cases;

m*rder, sexual as*ault,
kidnapping,

embezzlement, tax evasion,
conspiracies.


Your father immediately got
an attorney


so that he wouldn't have to go
to the police.


If I thought
I had something to hide,

I wouldn't be wanting to talk
to the police.

Also in court today: Police.

This is
a routine support hearing.

There are more police officers
than lawyers


in that courtroom today.

The police, when they have
a situation like this,

automatically look

at the spouse or ex-spouse.

The attorney
that your dad hired,


people were afraid of him
in the courtroom.


He's pretty masterful.

Keefe says
Hamburg gave police


a sample of his DNA and hair
last week.


I assume
everything came back negative,


or he would've been arrested.

Also at today's
post-divorce hearing,


Barbara's sister,
Conway Beach.


Have you spoken to Jeffrey
at all?

No, I have not,
and that's all I have.

Why do you think
the police haven't opened

a case against my father
about the m*rder?

I think the police were...

Dropped the ball
on your mother's m*rder,

if you want the truth.

[tense music]

I mean, it's very difficult
to think of a small town


like Madison
not being able to solve

this egregious crime.

It sounds like there was

a sort of screw-up
or something with the DNA.


I'm not really sure.

We were asked as a family
to wait to run the DNA


because apparently there was
a new DNA lab being built,


and it was gonna be the best.

Good afternoon,
ladies and gentlemen.

It is a pleasure to be here
in Meriden

to celebrate the groundbreaking

for the state
forensic science laboratory.

Connecticut is a known leader

in the field
of forensic science,

and this project will
reinforce this distinction.


So we waited

for this new DNA lab
to be built.

We believe we are
the premiere laboratory

in the United States
and in the world.

They ran the DNA and...

the DNA kit was faulty.

And the difference
between verdicts of guilty


and verdicts of not guilty
depends to a great extent


upon the integrity
of a laboratory such as ours.


Now, the state crime lab
is under

some extra pressure right now

because a recent audit
of its DNA processes

came up with some problems,

and its accreditation
also has expired.

To be quite honest
with you, Madison,


I don't even know
if there is any DNA left.


And it scares the sh*t
out of me.

After the medical examiner
finished,


she was cremated.

I mean,
that's a family tradition.


Knowing what I know now,

one should wait
a little longer


until all evidence has been
collected properly


before you cremate them,

because DNA is
so important now.


[solemn music]

Yeah.

Somebody's missing something.

Cases can be solved
without DNA.

There's been some scuttlebutt

about the Madison
Police Department being

less than ethical

that I think
needs to be investigated.


As you know,
the state's attorney


now investigating
the ongoings here


at the Madison
Police Department.


Instead of making arrests,

two Madison police officers are
placed under arrest.

Three police officers
have been fired.


Officers were allegedly
meeting with prostit*tes,


frequenting strip clubs
and massage parlors,


and establishing
a motorcycle g*ng.


Conversation
at the coffee shop


is often about bad cops.

People here are tired
of the little bit of corruption

that keeps cropping up
in the police department.

Madison Police Officer is
stripped of his badge.

Suspended and arrested
for abusing police data...


Charged with stealing
seafood from a restaurant...


Now accused of stealing
gasoline from the town pump.


It's a concern

when the people
that you trust to...

to take care of things

are less than honest
themselves.

I have no proof of that.

Only a lot of...

concern.

Narrator: This is the town
you will grow up in.


A nice, warm world.

A happy, secure community.

An atmosphere
that prepares you


to find your place
in the world with confidence


and the best use
of your abilities.


[line rings]

- Hey.
It's Madison.

I told you before
I'm doing a documentary

on my mother for a class.

And I was just seeing

if there was any way
I could get

an interview with someone

just about... just to go over,
like, what the crime scene...

Or something that I can use
for my documentary.

Um...

Okay.

Right.

Okay.

- Yeah. Yeah.
Absolutely.

[line beeps]

Okay.
[sighs]

He doesn't know
if we can do an interview,

but, like, what if, um...

I'm going in for questioning
on Friday.

What if I, like, brought in
a recorder?

Risky.

Well, I could record it
with my phone.

Risky.

It'd be worth it.

Yeah, it would.

See what kinda questions
they're asking you.


Madison, what brings us
to the police station today?

I am about
to get interrogated.

It's just one
of the many things

that I have to put up with

since someone...

came and k*lled my mother.

Hi. Can I help you?

Hey, I'm here to see
Detective Mulhern.

- Your name, please?
- Madison.

- Madison?
- Yeah.

Is that your last name
or first name?


- It's my first name.
- And your last name?

Hamburg.

Okay, I'll tell them
that you're here.


Okay. Thank you.

I don't even know if I'm,
like, prepared for this.

Mm-hmm.

Uh, good.

I mean...

they don't wanna
give us anything,

but they want the doc.

They want, like,
all of our files.

What would it help them?

They think that, like,
people would tell us things

in interviews
that they wouldn't tell them.

[line rings]

- Hey. How's it going?
- Hey. What's going on?

Nothing, I just gotta
catch up with you, that's all.


Yeah.

I wanted to ask

if you talked
to your attorney again.

Yeah, I can't.

I can't.
There's no way.


Sorry about that.

What's, like, the main reason
you can't...

Madison,
I just can't discuss it.


It's just...
It's a unqualified no, so...


Dad, can, like, I ask you
some questions?

No. No.

No, let's just leave it
at that.


I just wanna know why...

Why that I can't...

Why you can't even just talk
to me.

I know
you wanna know answers,


and I know you wanna know
about your mom


and her life
and all that stuff.


I just... it's just not...

Maybe in years ahead,
we can have this conversation,


but not now.

[tense music]

♪ ♪

I just don't think
that's fair.

- Yeah.
A lot of things aren't fair.


I'm sorry.

I don't think
that you're sorry.


Okay, well, you can
believe me or not believe me.


It's your choice.

♪ ♪

Do you want this case
to get solved?


Madison,
I'm not going to answer


any more questions about it.

At this point...
At this point...

As far as I'm concerned,
I cannot answer any...


Madison, I can't answer
any more questions.


At this point, I honestly,
in my honest opinion,

don't know if you want
this case to be solved.

If... I don't know if you care
more about covering yourself

than this case being solved,
which doesn't make any sense,

'cause if this case is solved
and if you're innocent...

- I have nothing to add.
I have nothing to add.


I have no knowledge
of your mother's life,


uh, really.

You were married to her
for 13 years.

- Well, yeah, but I have no...
- And you were dealing with...

I have no...
I don't know anything.


How do you expect me
to trust you?

Madison, that's a decision
you have to make.


- Is it?
Is it?

It's a decision
based on your secrecy.

Madison, it's a decision...
It's a decision


that you have to make.

I would hope
that you would understand,


but if you don't, you don't.

I mean, that's your decision.

Maybe one day, you'll get
the courage together to...

to face this stuff
and change something,

but until then, that's...

You're gonna stay
in the same spot.

Because that's... you are
one of the main pieces

that's stopping everything.

♪ ♪

[sighs]

I guess that I gotta...

I have other things
I gotta do today.

Okay.

- All right.
- Yeah. Bye.

Bye.

♪ ♪

I tried.
I mean...

He doesn't wanna...

doesn't wanna help.

Doesn't want anything
to change.

[somber music]

♪ ♪

This is where I found
my sister m*rder*d.

He's here, Barbie.

♪ ♪

I guess all I wanna say is
I love you.

Mm.

[sniffling]

And I'm gonna do
whatever I can


to find out
what happened to you.


♪ ♪

My mom's been dead
for six years.


Nothing's happened
with the case.


I thought it would hold me back

from, you know,
my immediate goals.

I was wrapped up with school.

We were kinda waiting for...

Like, some sort of...
Someone to come forward.

Some sort of momentum.

And I feel like
if I don't do it,

that if I don't cause,

like, a reason
for people to notice,

it's just gonna stay
what it is.

To go back?

I don't think
I can ever be prepared


to fully go back
to that place.


But I feel like
this is a second chance


to actually face
what was happening


and not run away from it
like I was.


[indistinct announcement]

[tense music]

♪ ♪

We have to figure out
where I'm gonna walk.


Where do you think
he would walk to?

- Back to the subway.
- Back to the subway?

So you should walk
the other way.

So he can't
follow you anywhere.

Yeah.

When was the last time
you guys saw each other?

Like, I honestly
can't remember.

So we're here.

The restaurant
that they're meeting in

is across the street
over there,

probably, I don't know,



Loop it, and then you could
tape it somewhere if you want.

Talk.

Hello, hello, hello.

I can't f*cking...

Okay, I'll give him this.

Kay.

♪ ♪

Oh.

Sorry.

How are you feeling, Madison?

Pretty... pretty weird.

- There he is.
There he is.

Shh.

[rock music over speakers]

- [sighs]
Okay.

That was really stressful
for me,


and I felt it
leading up to it,


and that entire time,
my heart was racing.


- Are we rolling?
- Yep.

Yes.

I'd never had a beer
with my dad.

First time.

I wanna show you something.

This is my, like,

memories thing.

This is pretty much
what I have left.

Wait, what's that from?

The crematorium.

It's weird,

like, thinking about someone
so close to you

as, like, remains.

It's a piece of history,
I guess.

From my history.

[squeaking]

[baby giggles]
[laughs]

[kissing]
[both laugh]

[indistinct baby talk]

[laughs]
I got you.


After the funeral,
I had this dream.


I was at this dinner,

and I'm looking at this woman,

and I realize that's my mom.

And her hair is long

and I'm like,
"Mom, you're beautiful."


And she's just like,

"Your hair keeps growing
after you die."

[laughs]

[kissing]

The only regret
I think I could ever have...


[laughs]

She came down to visit
and I went on a date


instead of seeing her.

She came down to see me.

She came down
on Valentine's Day.

This one's to Maddie.

Aww.

Happy first Valentine.

[gasps]
Is that pretty?

It's a heart.

I talked to her
the night before.

[solemn music]

And I told her I loved her
and that I was sorry


about Valentine's Day.

How could... you know,
how could I talk to her,

and within hours...

She's m*rder*d?

All: ♪ Happy birthday,
dear Madison ♪

♪ Happy birthday to you ♪

Growing up,

your parents are your heroes.

My mother was a superhero.

When people get to adulthood,

they get to meet their parents

as human beings,

and I didn't have that.

I need to meet that person.

And this is the only way
to do that.


♪ ♪

So many baseball cards.

[line rings]

Hey.

How's it going?

Okay.

I'd like to hear from you
more often.


Do you get worried about me
or something?


- Yeah, of course I do.
You're my son.


I'm worried about you.

I'm even worried
about your sister.


I never stopped loving her.

Still my daughter.

The past six years have been
so crazy


that, like, I wish
I could just


do something about it.

I just don't know
what that is, you know?


Well, you're old enough
to realize


that there really are
two sides to the story.


Mom's side of the family
were... blame somebody,


so they're probably trying
to blame me.


But that doesn't fit
the facts.


I wasn't there.

You can't get an answer
if you don't have people


looking in the right places.

They're not looking
internally,


to Jill and to Conway.

I know your aunts have been
very good to you,


but they were both involved
in the other possibility.


Women's gifting circles.

- Gifting tables...
- Gifting circle...


They're what prosecutors
nationwide have called

a pyramid scheme.

Your aunt Jill, to me,
gets a lot


of the potential blame here,

'cause she got your mother
into it,


and your mother was in it
in a big way


as a leader.

Two women found guilty
back in February


of running the table,

55-year-old Donna Bello

and 64-year-old Jill Platt
of Guilford.


Now these women are charged
with federal wire fraud

and filing false tax returns.

What's the motive?

Money.

Losses to victims totaled
more than $1 million.


Somebody was threatening
your mom.


And the way
that police handled it,


it was just awful.

New evidence came up
and they just ignored it.


Anyway, I don't wanna talk
about it,


'cause she... it'll be
disparaging about your mother,


and I don't wanna talk ill
about the dead.


But all I know is that it's...

It ruined my life

and continuing
to ruin my life.


I wish there was something

to do about it.

At the end of the day,
there's nothing you can do.


We're not investigators.

[tense music]

Why would someone wanna k*ll
my mom?


- I don't know.
The body was covered.

And usually, that shows remorse
by the person who did this.

You know, we don't want anybody
to see this.

I see that as something
very personal.

Could the m*rder*r be
someone that we...

It could be any of us

that you're talking to
right now.

Maybe whoever you speak to

might get a conscience

and maybe come out with it,

'cause they've been sick
of living with it.

Who knows?

Anything is possible.

Somebody somewhere

knows something.

- [unintelligible]
You got the ball?


Yeah.

- Here.
- Ball?


- Here.
- Red ball?


- Yep.
Ali.


Madison got on the ball.

[laughs]

And?

Nice throw, Maddie.

Can you give the ball to Mom?
You wanna play?


[unintelligible]

- [babbles]
- Flowers?


You gonna get the flowers?

Okay.

Get the flowers.

Oh.

Aww.

Pretty flowers.

Madison got on the ball.

[laughs]

And?

Nice throw, Maddie.

[unintelligible]

[bright tone]

MADISON HAMBURG: I hope
I'm not disturbing you


with any of the questions.

WOMAN: No.
I mean, I don't wanna be


the one to drop the bombs here,
you know?


MADISON: I'm ready for bombs.

MAN 2: The focus should be,
was there something else


going on?

Is there something
that we're missing?


With the gifting tables, you
joined with a 5,000 dollar gift.

The gifting table was
a pyramid scheme.

It got out of control.

Some people can get to a point
where they can snap.

MADISON: You
and my mother witnessed


a man wearing a ski mask
walk though our yard?

WOMAN 2: It was the day before
she was m*rder*d.

MADISON: Oh my god.