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01x37 - Episode 37

Episode transcripts for the TV show, "Lost You Forever". Aired: 24 July – 16 August 2023.*
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Based on the novel Lost You Forever, the last part of The Books of Mountain and Sea series by Tong Hua.

01x37 - Episode 37

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You can't reach, can you?

Give it to me.

Cangxuan.

I have something to tell you.

You must be hiding evil intentions.

Cangxuan, my injury has healed.

I want to go to Mount Xiyan

to visit Grandfather.

If you're worried,

Nian will accompany me.

Are you going to plead with him

for my sake?

That's partly true.

I'll go see Grandfather

and have a few words with him.

We can't let your uncles say everything

and we don't even have a chance to rebut.

I'll go with her

and we will persuade him

not to revoke your position.

I have something to tell you.

Xuan.

What do you want to tell us?

I'm going to get married.

I've already written to Grandfather,

asking for his approval.

Both of you don't have to go

Are you marrying Chenrong Xinyue?

No.

No?

I'm marrying Shen Shuhui.

Her family is the most powerful

among the Six Great Families.

Even the Chenrong family wanted

to marry them in the past.

The chief of the Shen family

He has a very good impression of me,

so he's willing

to take the risk to support me.

I don't care what method you use

or what you want to do.

I just want you to live well.

I told you

that I would make poinciana flowers

bloom all over Mount Chenrong.

This is my plan

for the reconstruction of Daming Hall.

Please review it,

Lord Chenrong and all the chiefs here.

DAMING HALL, ZIJIN PALACE

Your Highness, your plan is very detailed

with everything taken into account.

CHIEF OF THE SHEN FAMILY

The official sent by Grandfather

to take over is almost here.

This draft could be shown to him.

The envoy from Xiyan has arrived.

Xiyan Cangxuan, please accept the decree.

"Xiyan Cangxuan was careless

and neglected supervision,

leading to the collapse of Daming Hall.

He should have been dismissed

for negligence.

However, considering

his sincere repentance,

he is allowed to atone for his mistake

by rebuilding Daming Hall.

If such negligence happens again,

he will be severely punished.

Shen Shuhui from the Shen family

is gentle, kind, and beautiful.

She is granted to the prince,

Xiyan Cangxuan, as a consort."

Thank you for your grace, Your Majesty.

Thank you for your holy grace,

Your Majesty.

He made a mistake,

but isn't being punished.

Why is he even granted a marriage?

Prince Xiyan Yueliang,

please accept the decree.

"Xiyan Yueliang

acted recklessly.

He trespassed the royal tomb,

disturbed the sacrifice,

and disrespected his brother

and his ancestors.

He's lacking in virtue.

You're ordered to apologize

to the Chenrong family

and the families of the Central Plains

and return to Xiyan City right now."

I obey the decree.

I have offended you all.

I hope everyone

can forgive me.

Lord Chenrong.

His Majesty knows

Mr. Fenglong's filial piety

and Prince Cangxuan

also wrote to plead for him.

His Majesty said since the relationship

is harmonious

and grievances have passed,

there's no need to argue right or wrong.

So Chenrong Yanzhuan is allowed

to be buried in the royal tomb,

enjoy the sacrifice,

and rank as a famous general.

The matter of building the tomb

is handed over to Prince Cangxuan

and Mr. Fenglong

to be jointly responsible.

Thank you, Your Majesty.

Thank you, Your Majesty.

The envoy of Haoling has arrived.

By the verbal decree of King of Haoling,

to express gratitude

for Xiyan Cangxuan's care

for the two princesses,

His Majesty gifts one piece of Jianmu

and 100,000 boxes of Guixu Crystals

to assist Xiyan Cangxuan

in repairing Zijin Palace

and the royal tomb.

Thank you, Your Majesty.

His Majesty wants you

to return to Xiyan City immediately.

Your Highness, please come back with me.

This time, it was a close call.

But we made it through safely.

If you marry Ms. Shen,

it also means

officially declaring w*r on your uncles.

Grandfather is always suspicious

of the families in the Central Plains.

When he used Chenrong Yi back then,

he also held

the eldest daughter of Chishui Clan

and his daughter

in Xiyan City.

I know.

Although she isn't your main wife,

she is, after all,

the first woman you officially marry.

I'm worried

that your uncles

will make a big fuss about this

and the old families of Xiyan

will also be dissatisfied.

What if Grandfather

becomes suspicious of you?

I know.

But I have to take this step.

I must form an official alliance

with the Shen family.

I know.

Xiaoyao.

Don't congratulate me

at the wedding.

All right.

CHENRONG MANSION

Greetings, Your Highness.

Nian.

Your Highness.

Xiang Liu.

Why is the poisonous bug

striking suddenly?

Xiaoyao, are you all right?

What's wrong?

I'm fine.

I'll go sit over there for a while.

Please help Her Highness sit over there.

My family knows some healing spells

to help relieve the pain.

Thank you, Chief Tushan.

Let's go, Xiaoyao.

Thank you, Chief Tushan.

I feel much better now.

The auspicious hour has arrived.

They say Xinyue likes Xuan.

It must be false.

If she does, how can she still smile?

Xinyue's feelings are real.

However, your emotions are heartfelt

and pure,

while Xinyue is always

considering the situation.

Now, Cangxuan is marrying Ms. Shen.

From a larger perspective,

it's beneficial to her.

Put down the fan.

SHEN SHUHUI

The magpie brings good news

and flowers bloom together.

May your marriage be filled with love

and may you be blessed with many children.

Congratulations.

Xiaoyao.

Don't congratulate me

at the wedding.

We won't ever be parted

as long as I'm your little sister.

All right.

You're my little sister

and I'm your big brother forever.

No matter what,

we'll be together forever.

Deal.

Together forever.

We will never be parted.

Deal.

Cangxuan got married

before he found the woman

who can have his Ruomu Flower.

I have found the right man,

but that person married someone else

and had a child.

Today is your cousin's wedding day.

You don't go to congratulate him,

but stand here and sigh.

How do you know

what I'm thinking?

Other than Tushan Jing,

who else could it be?

I'm upset.

Can you also feel it?

If you're afraid of me feeling it,

then don't torment yourself.

If your heart doesn't ache,

I'll feel better.

So when I was feeling bad just now,

were you feeling so too?

That's why you controlled the bug

to make my heart ache.

You have nine heads,

but you only have one heart.

If my body is in pain,

you can only feel

one-ninth of the pain,

but if my heart is in pain,

you will feel the same pain,

won't you?

Yes.

I feel just as hurt

as you do.

So what?

Do you want to use this against me?

The physical pain

can come from stabbing yourself.

But the inner emotions,

whether happy or sad,

they can't be faked

or controlled by oneself.

Don't have heartaches anymore.

If you give me more trouble,

maybe I'll decide to k*ll you

once and for all.

I didn't force you

to plant the bug back then.

I knew you were useless

and would often get hurt,

but I didn't expect you to be such useless

that you're even unable

to keep your heart.

Did you attend Jing's

Did you attend Tushan Jing's wedding?

Even though I'm a free spirit,

I wouldn't miss the wedding of my sister

and Chief Tushan.

Come with me.

With you?

Anyway, you aren't happy here.

Why don't you leave everything behind

and follow me to have fun?

Are you scared?

Why not?

Let's go.

You have graced us with your presence.

I'm very grateful.

CHIEF OF THE FAN FAMILY

Even King Yuyang is here.

How can we not come?

Have some more drinks.

Where's Jing?

Where were you? I was looking for you.

Where is Xiaoyao?

She went to relax her mind

with Fangfeng Bei.

You just watched her

be deceived by that playboy

and didn't stop her?

As a married person,

what right do I have to stop her?

Why don't you change your hair back?

The color is dyed with herbs.

It's not an illusion created

by spirit power.

Why did you choose

such a troublesome method?

The first time

I impersonated Fangfeng Bei,

I was very worried, so I dyed it.

Afterward, I just got used to it.

All villains

start out like ordinary young men.

You are

not a villain.

What about now?

Am I a villain?

Do you wish to die?

What am I insisting on?

Now I have no one

to hold on to with my life.

Do you think I

Don't suffocate yourself.

Try breathing.

I didn't let you go up not to force you

to kiss me.

Shut up. Don't you dare.

I just talked.

But I didn't choke.

I can breathe and talk freely in the sea.

Xiang Liu, you did it on purpose.

Why are you doing this to me?

I hate you.

This is the price you pay to survive,

becoming a monster.

Xiang Liu.

Xiang Liu, I didn't mean that.

My body is different from others,

but I don't think I'm a monster.

I also don't feel

that I have paid a huge price.

I have gained a huge benefit.

I'm more than happy.

I was just mad at you

for teasing me again.

Xiang Liu.

Are you all right?

I didn't feel any pain.

You have nine lives.

You saved me once

and I became like you,

I'm free to go anywhere.

If I die

and you save me again,

then do I become like you?

If you die again,

I'll chop you into nine pieces,

just enough for one bite per head.

Be gentle.

You worked hard to save me.

What if I really get k*lled by you?

Can you bear it?

I mean,

what if you consume too much heart blood?

Can you bear it?

Do you want me to prove it to you now?

I know you can afford it.

No matter

how much heart blood you consume,

you can always replenish it, right?

The singing of the merfolk.

How do you know?

What is this sound? It's so pleasant.

Let's move closer and listen.

I want to hear what it is.

It seems the merfolk are in heat.

That's their courtship song.

I'm just guessing.

According to rumors,

their voice is like heavenly music.

With such a wonderful voice in the sea,

it must be them.

Merfolk only sing

when they are seeking a mate.

It's rare to hear it.

You're so lucky to

To encounter them this time.

Why are they singing in duets?

It means they're together.

I can actually hear

the love duet of the merfolk.

Let's go.

It's not easy to encounter the merfolk.

I may not have another chance again.

I want to go and see them.

Are you sure?

What did you see?

I didn't expect you

to have this kind of foible.

You like to spy on couples'

private matters.

Xiang Liu, was that intentional?

Am I a villain now?

This is the poison I prepared for you.

It has a strong bouquet

and goes well with seafood.

Yuhong Grass.

It can't be called poison.

It's not very poisonous,

but it tastes good.

You like drinking, don't you?

Put this in wine.

Even if it's bad wine,

it will taste good.

I made it especially for you.

Do you remember?

This is the second time

I've grilled fish for you.

Last time I did it,

I was still Wen Xiaoliu.

At that time, I felt the world was so big,

but I was alone

with nowhere to go.

Now,

I do have a home

and someone waiting for me,

but I wish to wander for a lifetime.

Just Tushan Jing alone

could make you so disheartened.

Sometimes, I can be a k*ller.

As long as you pay me,

I can help you k*ll Fangfeng Yiying

and her child.

What a bad idea.

Do you have any other good ideas?

Xiang Liu.

What do you think is over there?

The vast sea.

Is there no land?

Only scattered islands.

What kind of islands are they?

Some islands are barren.

Some are as beautiful as a dreamland.

I really wish to go and check them out.

Go get someone else.

I won't accompany you.

I don't think about going there for fun

with someone annoying.

Xiang Liu.

Do you ever feel like

these times are borrowed

and feel uncertain of tomorrow?

You've been working so hard

to arrange their wedding

these days.

The Shen family

sent this generous gift to thank you.

You can go now.

Yes.

Why bother?

You agreed to their marriage.

I did agree.

But I'm upset.

You're a descendant

of the Chenrong royal family.

Although you have no title,

you're a real princess here.

With our father and me,

you can have anything you want.

Why should you be miserable for a man?

Forget about Cangxuan.

There are plenty of good men

to choose from.

There are many good men,

but they aren't from the Xiyan family.

You refused to marry him

and now it's still you

who refuse to let go.

Chenrong Xinyue.

Why are you being so hard on yourself?

Cangxuan.

Xuan.

Take a seat and have your meal.

All right.

Your Highness.

You don't need to be so formal.

We are all family now.

Please sit.

Nian.

Please don't take it to heart.

Nian was spoiled by my father.

She will throw a tantrum

if the food is not to her taste.

I'll go check on her.

It's all right.

This is how Nian's temper is.

She will be fine. Don't worry.

Sit down and eat.

Nian.

What you did today was inappropriate.

It was disrespectful to Shuhui.

As a princess of Haoling,

should I care about saving her face?

Is she even worth it?

Shuhui is Cangxuan's legal wife.

If you don't respect her,

people will think

you're belittling Cangxuan.

Not only can King Deyan and King Yuyang

give him a hard time,

but even a princess of Haoling

can also slap him in the face.

Do you think his situation

isn't difficult enough?

Have you ever thought

of how much effort he has to put in

to make up for every time

you lose your temper?

I didn't mean that.

I know you didn't mean that,

but once you've done it,

that's how others see it.

Nian.

In the current situation,

we should do everything we can

to help Cangxuan,

not give him trouble.

Respecting Shuhui

is respecting him.

I understand.

Do you?

Even if I don't understand, you do.

I'll follow you, all right?

It's all about being respectful to her,

letting her have her way in everything,

and giving her face, right?

Xiaoyao.

Why can Xinyue restrain her temper,

but I can't?

What can I do to be liked

by others like Xinyue?

Nian.

I want to ask you again.

Do you still want to stay with Cangxuan?

If so,

then listen to me.

No matter who the woman by his side is,

whether it's Xinyue or anyone else,

you don't need to care.

What if he's enchanted by others

and forgets about me?

As long as you're Nian,

he will never forget you.

He has been finding ways

to drive you away.

He won't be so kind to other women.

Nian, trust me.

You don't need to learn from Xinyue

and you can't.

He already knows

what kind of person you are.

Besides,

he's a man

who was indulgent to you

even when he had nothing.

So when he has power in the future,

he will still indulge you.

The only thing you need to do

is to control your temper

and not vent your anger at his women.

As for the rest,

leave it to me and Father.

Xiaoyao.

Am I very naive?

You guys always have to worry about me.

Being too smart isn't a good thing.

Being a little naive attracts good luck.

So for the sake of good luck,

should I continue to be naive?

Yes, keep being naive.

I hope

you can be the luckiest girl in the world.

I know I was wrong.

I'm here to apologize.

I hope Your Highness can forgive me.

Cangxuan.

Fine.

If you don't want to talk to me,

then I won't bother you.

I'm leaving.

Come back.

Sang has opened

a new jar of mulberry wine.

Yes. The wine you brewed.

Today, I won't return until I'm drunk.

I know

why you're angry with me.

Because I sneaked away from your wedding.

I just didn't want

to see you forcing a smile.

And Tushan Jing.

I didn't want to see him.

Especially at a wedding.

You still can't forget him.

I thought everything was under my control,

but I didn't expect

that human emotions

can't be controlled at all.

Well said.

One can't control one's feelings.

You treated Tushan Jing differently,

but he let you down.

He will definitely regret it

in the future.

What's the use of his regret?

Since we can't be together,

it's better to forget

each other completely.

Let's just act as strangers.

You're the best, Cangxuan.

You're the most reliable.

You will never abandon me.

Rest assured.

No matter what happens in the future,

I'll always stay by your side.

TUSHAN MANSION

I never thought that in my lifetime,

I could see my great-grandson.

I can die without regrets.

Look.

Who does he look like?

Besides Jing,

who else could he look like?

LAN MEI

I think he looks more like

the former master.

Right.

He looks more like Jing's grandfather.

Grandmother, this is

your first great-grandson.

What do you think

would be a good name for him?

Let's call him Tian.

Thank you for the name.

People say

the greatest happiness for the elderly

is to have grandchildren around

and a prosperous family.

You are all so filial.

I have a great-grandson now.

This is the most joyous moment

in my life

Grandmother!

Madam Tushan.

Madam Tushan.

She passed away.

Jing.

Have some tea.

I have something to say to you privately.

Lan Mei.

Bring me a cup of tea too.

I'll go right now.

Where are you going

in the middle of the night?

Aren't you keeping vigil

for your grandmother?

I

I was just about to look for you.

Really?

Your Highness.

Madam Tushan

passed away a few days ago.

All their shops in Dahuang

have hung memorial couplets for her,

mourning for one month.

It's said that this is the first time

in tens of thousands of years

that their family has held

such a grand funeral

for a woman who isn't their chief.

Prepare a condolence gift

and a pair of memorial couplets

to express our condolences.

Yes.

Also

Is there anything else?

On the day of Madam Tushan's death,

the wife of Chief Tushan

gave birth to a boy.

Chief Tushan has a new son

as their future chief.

We should send a gift to celebrate it too.

I'll let you handle

these two matters together.

Yes.

This road is winding and twisting.

It's so long as if it has no end,

just like life itself.

As a deity,

I'm still very young.

However, I always feel like

I'm already someone

nearing the end of her life.

Xiaoyao!

I don't want to be Tushan Jing anymore.

Whether I can be with you

openly and honorably isn't important.

Even if I don't get recognition

for a lifetime,

even if I'm your servant for a lifetime,

it doesn't matter.