02x07 - Episode 7

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[Lost You Forever S2]

[Episode 7]

Has Skinny ever disliked you?

Have you ever had regrets or grievances?

I'm not a prost*tute, and he's not my client.

Life can't always be sweet.

Sometimes, it's also bitter.

After I gave birth to two sons,

I almost split up with Skinny.

However, Skinny begged me and apologized.

So, I forgave him and we continued to live on.

When I look back and think about it,

I feel lucky that I didn't break up with him.

It seems time has ultimately proven that your choice was not wrong.

In my life,

I've cried, laughed,

and tasted bitterness and sweetness.

It's been worth it.

It's been worth it.

But people can only see the choice in front of them, not the future.

What if we make a choice right now that makes us sad,

but we won't regret it in the future?

About this question, I can't answer it.

Even those deities who've lived for hundreds of years can't answer it either.

Living a life is like making a journey through the wilderness.

Nobody knows what lies ahead.

Perhaps it's smooth.

Or perhaps, it's a bumpy road.

So, everyone wants to find a companion

to support each other.

Life is full of challenges, obstacles, and setbacks,

but this is life.

What if you choose and trust the wrong person?

Young lady, just remember

if you want something, you must believe that it exists.

If you refuse to believe, you won't give your heart.

If you don't even give your heart,

you won't get what you want at all.

If I don't believe and give, I won't get what I want.

Jing and I have come to this.

Could it be my fault?

Tian'er.

You've done well.

Skinny must feel lucky to marry a good wife.

Old Mu and I are happy for you.

Who are you?

Brother Liu.

This place hasn't changed.

Sadly, you and I can no longer get along as we used to.

You are the Princess of Haoling.

I am a rebel general.

We live in different worlds.

No need to feel sad.

You're right.

We are from different worlds.

I've been missing for so long.

There must be an uproar out there.

You did this.

Yet the Fangfeng Family has to take the blame.

Fangfeng Yiying will have to shield them from this unexpected disaster.

She is Chief Tushan's wife.

So she will get the Tushan Family involved.

You think I'm the one who wants to ruin your wedding?

If it's not you, who then?

I have a deal to do with you.

I need you to stop Fenglong's wedding with Xiao Yao.

With what identity are you asking for my help? Ye Shiqi?

Can he afford my help?

Ye Shiqi can't afford it, but Tushan Jing can.

Tushan Jing?

Who is he to stop this wedding?

I pay for a service.

You get paid to do a job.

Since when do you care who I am when doing business?

Help me stop this wedding.

From now on, I will provide provisions for the Chenrong Army every year.

This seal is the proof.

Money is a good thing.

You can hire others to do what you dare not to do.

Chief Tushan. That's very generous.

Will you take this deal or not?

I'll take it. Why not?

You know, I never turn down money.

Good. I hope you can stop it before the wedding.

Don't disturb others.

Minimize the harm.

I've taken the deal.

I decide how to finish this.

You needn't bother.

I don't need you to tell me what to do or set the price.

I decide how you're going to pay for my help.

My word is final.

I help you ruin the wedding,

and you provide the Chenrong Army with army provisions for 37 years.

Tushan Jing hired you to do that?

If you don't believe it, you can ask Tushan Jing yourself.

By what right does he have to ruin my wedding?

What does he want?

I was hired to do a job.

What the employer thinks is none of my concern.

b*stard.

When can I leave?

I've already got what I wanted. You can leave at any time.

Just a reminder,

the poisonous bug isn't removed.

If you reveal that I'm Fangfeng Bei, I will give you a painful death.

You don't believe it?

If you don't want to die, don't say anything you shouldn't.

Is this...

why you won't remove the poisonous bug?

General Xiang Liu. What a scheme.

This is the kind of person I am.

You've always known that.

Proprietor Yu.

- Yu Xin.
- Watch your manners.

- Miss. Are you looking for me?
- I want to see Tushan Jing.

Take me to Qingqiu.

Who do you think you are to see Chief Tushan?

Tushan Jing will definitely see me.

If I'm lying, you'll just make a trip in vain.

After all, I am in your hands. You can punish me.

If I'm not lying, but you refuse me, you will make a big mistake.

You don't look like an ordinary lady.

I don't think you're lying.

I will accompany you to Qingqiu.

[Qingshui Town]

Miss. After leaving Qingshui Town and the snow abates, we'll take a cloud carriage.

Okay.

I'm afraid of loneliness.

If I can't find enduring companionship, a brief one is also good.

Fangfeng Bei, who accompanied you briefly, has died.

You can now enjoy someone else's enduring company.

[Tushan Mansion]

She wants to see the Chief. So you brought her here?

How could you act so rashly?

It is her.

Jingye.

Prin... Princess?

This pill only relieves your heartache. But it can't cure you.

Your heart is damaged. Don't think or worry too much.

You need some quiet rest.

Okay. I got it.

I know you're worried about someone.

You can't stop worrying.

Chief. The princess is here.

Jingye. Get new clothes for me.

I smell of medicine.

- How do I look?
- You look much better.

The princess is weary from her trip.

I have arranged for a maid to help the princess get bathed and dressed.

It will take a while.

Chief, no rush. Take your time.

No need to sweep it.

The princess likes the snow.

Your Majesty. The princess hasn't returned.

- The snow...
- Xiao Yao will come back.

No matter where she is, I will find her and bring her back.

Okay. Keep the snow until the princess returns.

- It's unusually cold this winter.
- It's the same every year.

Every year around this time, it snows frequently.

In previous years, with Xiao Yao around, even when it snowed, I didn't feel cold.

The princess loved the snow.

At Zhaoyun Peak, whenever it snowed, the princess would be happy.

It's always spring in Haoling.

Xiao Yao had never seen real snow before.

Naturally, she's happy to see the snow.

Your Majesty used to do this to please the princess.

You're drawing me.

It was easy to cheer her up when she was a kid.

Her emotions always appeared on her face.

If I pleased her, she would be very happy.

Forget it. What can I do even if I ask him?

Even though Tushan Jing is behind it, can I k*ll him?

It's just going to bother me.

I'd better leave.

Thank you.

I came here in a fit of anger because of Xiang Liu.

You know, people tend to be impulsive when they are angry.

When I'm impulsive, I'll do something I don't want to.

Actually, I didn't intend to see you.

I just...

It's getting late.

There might be a blizzard.

You stay for the night. Tomorrow morning, I'll take you back to Chenrong Mountain.

It doesn't look like it's going to snow again.

Look.

The weather wants you to stay.

Fine. I'll go back to my room.

I'll use the front door.

Since I'm here, I might as well make things clear.

- I...
- I...

You go first.

I have something to say.

I also have something to say.

I waited outside Tushan Mansion but I didn't see the princess.

- But I saw a suspicious person.
- Who?

Upon investigation, that person is named Yu Xin.

He talked with the guard at the gate.

The carriage went straight into Tushan Mansion.

But I don't know if there's anyone else in the carriage.

Yu Xin?

The princess is in Tushan Mansion.

- Bring her back.
- Yes, Your Majesty.

So Xiao Yao has stayed in Qingshui Town for a while.

No wonder I searched the entire Dahuang and could not find her.

But why did Fangfeng Bei take the princess to Qingshui Town?

Go to Qingshui Town to verify this.

If you can't find anything, try visiting the Rejuvenation Hall.

Yes, Your Majesty.

I haven't been able to sleep well these years,

always tossing and turning, thinking about the past.

I thought you had completely let it go and didn't care.

In those first few years, I resented you.

So whenever you appeared, I intentionally pretended not to care.

But actually, I've been secretly paying attention to your reactions.

However, over these years, my mindset has changed a lot.

The way I view things has also changed.

I increasingly feel

that blaming everything on you is not right.

Fangfeng Yiying tried to assassinate Cangxuan many times, you know?

Once, she shot through Cangxuan's chest.

Whenever she sees you, she is always kind, polite, and gentle.

But I have long known that she is deep in thought and ruthless.

I also know that you are soft-hearted and feel guilty towards her.

She will use your temperament against you.

But...

I did nothing.

I thought I was clear-headed and just stood by.

I never even warned you.

Actually, we could have easily solved the problem together.

However, I watched you struggle and fall into the trap.

It's not like that.

It's all my fault.

Because of my childhood experiences,

I am pessimistic about human relationships.

And think nothing is reliable.

I've never truly believed in you

because I don't dare to.

I've also never done anything for you.

Whenever something occurred, I would be like,

"Look, everything is going as I expected."

"Human nature is unpredictable. No one is reliable."

However, I forgot.

There is a saying, "You reap what you sow."

There is a saying, "You reap what you sow."

I got what I sowed.

Because of my distrust

and my self-righteousness,

I have lost the person I like.

Unfortunately,

some mistakes can be corrected,

but some mistakes

can never be corrected.

Xiao Yao. Don't cry.

It's not your fault.

I promised to give and trust you first.

I should've protected you.

But I failed.

I am the one to blame.

Xiao Yao.

I would rather you don't care about me and forget me.

I can't watch you endure the same pain as me.

I don't want to care about you.

I want to forget you.

But why did you stop me from marrying?

Why did you stop me from moving on and pretending nothing happened?

Before...

I apologize to you.

Now I take it back.

I do not regret it at all.

Xiang Liu used the most extreme method to stir up things in Dahuang,

but I'm very happy that you didn't marry Fenglong.

You rogue.

I've always been a rogue.

I will return to Chenrong Mountain tomorrow.

You don't need to see me off.

The mistake has been made.

Even if we regret it, there is no going back.

Whether it's for you or me,

from now on,

we should not meet again.

I've listen to you speak.

It's your turn to hear me out.

That's fair to me.

- I have already...
- Tushan Tian is not my son.

Mother. Why doesn't Father come to see me?

I miss Father.

[Fangfeng Yiying]

How about I perform a magic trick for you?

Great.

The butterfly plays with you, okay?

Mother. Did you use magic on Father?

Otherwise, why does Father become mute as soon as he sees you?

He never talks to you or plays with me.

Don't talk nonsense.

- But it's the truth.
- Time to sleep.

So, you suspect that Tushan Tian is your brother Tushan Hou's son.

Fearing the truth would come out, they k*lled your sister-in-law.

Exactly.

Didn't you say you remembered nothing about that night?

How can you be sure that Fangfeng Yiying and you did not...

Fangfeng Yiying had Grandmother drug me,

making me lose my senses.

And I mistook her for you in a daze.

But Fangfeng Yiying didn't know what you meant to me.

Precisely because it was you, I definitely couldn't take you under those circumstances.

Even if I offered to sleep with you, would you refuse me?

If you did that, I'd only be more restrained.

If you did that, it meant you trusted me.

I'd never betray your trust.

I'd give you the best of everything. I'd only take you after marrying you.

Even though I can't remember what happened that night,

I clearly remember I was in Fangfeng Yiying's room.

I have always desired to be with you openly.

How could I possibly take you on another woman's bed?

I was delirious, but I would never go against my innermost desires.

I trust you.

Thank you for trusting me.

- Hou.
- You know Tushan Jing is now in Qingqiu.

Why do you want to meet with me?

If others see us, our efforts will be in vain.

Hou. I don't want to live furtively anymore.

What do you want?

It was hard to k*ll Tushan Jing when he hid in Zhiyi.

Now that he has returned to Qingqiu, we can take the opportunity to k*ll him.

Tushan Jing can't do without medicine.
[Tushan Hou]

Why make an unnecessary move?

I've sent someone to investigate it. The dosage of his medicine is increasing.

It means his heart condition is getting more severe.

There's no need for us to take action at all.

All right.

Just be patient. Don't alert him. It's better to wait quietly.

Just watch Tushan Jing live longer in pain.

So you've long suspected them.

Why didn't you tell me earlier?

I had no evidence.

If you had already forgotten me, why should I say it and upset you?

Tonight, I've learned you never forget me.

Things couldn't get any worse anyway. So I told you everything.

How have you been these...

What's wrong?

I'm fine.

It's getting late.

You should rest. I have to go.

Jing.

Chief.

What exactly is the illness you have?

It's nothing serious. I'll be fine after some rest.

How could this happen?

Decades ago, Chief was utterly devastated and injured his heart.

Over the years, because of you, he could neither sleep nor eat well.

His moods grew gloomier.

Over three months ago, you even invited Chief to your wedding banquet.

It made Chief get a serious illness, and the heart condition worsened.

His lifespan has been affected.

- I'm afraid...
- Jingye.

Leave.

I didn't mean to keep it from you.

Xiao Yao.

Don't cry.

Don't cry for me.

Don't cry for me.

Take medicine according to my prescription.

You mustn't use your spirit power.

Think and worry less. Have some quiet rest.

All right.

Chief's illness began over 40 years ago.

Now, he has old and new ailments.

Your Highness' prescription is good.

But it requires long-term care.

A decade or two, I guess.

Your Highness, have you decided?

Do as the princess says.

Yes.

What's wrong? Does your heart hurt again?

This is your medical fee.

Please accept it.

Chief. The King of Xiyan has sent someone to bring the princess back.

Your Highness, I'm here by His Majesty's command to escort you back to the palace.

If I accept this, I'll promise to cure your illness.

I'll do what you say and take care of myself.

In a few days, I will go to Zhiyi. Please continue treating me then.

If you didn't get the grains and fodder,

many brothers would die this winter.

I am the advisor of the Chenrong Army. This is part of my duty.

How did you convince the Tushan Family to lend a hand?

Just do it as the businessman does.

What business could make them take risks to provide us with grains and fodder for free?
[Hong Jiang]

The King of Xiyan might send people to inspect Qingshui Town.

Tell our people to be cautious so we're exposed.

Why?

Could they find out about the grain supply?

With Tushan Jing's capability,

I don't think he can't handle it well.

Then what happened?

If you don't want to say, you surely have your reasons. I won't ask you.

I will instruct soldiers to act cautiously.

Why not quit being a princess and wander around with me?

Okay. If you give up everything, I'll go with you.

Grandfather.

Grandfather. I am back.

Grandfather.

You even had the nerve to call off the wedding in front of everyone.

I thought you were afraid of nothing.

Come out and talk.

Come out.

What exactly is going on between you and Fangfeng Bei?

If he wants to marry you, does he have no courage to meet us?

Fangfeng Bei is dead.

Are you sure Fangfeng Bei is dead?

I am sure.

Fangfeng Bei will never appear again.

Fangfeng Bei died for me.

I don't want to talk about him anymore.

In front of the crowds, Fangfeng Bei and Xiao Yao left together.

Now Xiao Yao has come back, but he is dead.

We owe an explanation to the people.

When my guards caught up with Xiao Yao, Fangfeng Bei refused to release her.

To protect the princess, the guards k*lled him in an emergency.

Actually, it's good that Fangfeng Bei was k*lled.

That's what the Chishui Family and other people want.

It also helps appease Fenglong and Chenrong Yi.

The Fangfeng Family doesn't dare to complain because of a baseborn son.

That's good.

You go back and rest.

I need to discuss some things with Grandfather.

You may leave.

When you asked me to persuade Xiang Liu to surrender,

did you already know that Xiang Liu and Fangfeng Bei were the same person?

It was just my speculation before.

I only found it out today.

If it had not been for Chi Chen back then, Auntie wouldn't have...

Xiang Liu is too arrogant.

How dare he see Xiao Yao again.




"Nothing Can Be Compared to You" - Jason Zhang

♫ Looking back on the days of my life ♫

♫ Where I'm calm and composed, free from sorrow and pain ♫

♫ Lost in the wilderness without meeting your gaze ♫

♫ I've got nothing but emptiness left ♫

♫ Enduring my life's hardship ♫

♫ I cherished everything, yet remained indifferent to wealth and fame ♫

♫ Amidst the sunlight, I couldn't feel your radiance light ♫

♫ The air is filled with nothing but heatwaves ♫

♫ All things are dim, only your eyes shine bright ♫

♫ I'll follow my heart and traveling to see the sun from afar ♫

♫ When everything is filled with sorrow, your brows lift in joy ♫

♫ I'll await for you to enjoy this moonlight night ♫

♫ You came with the wind and rain and left with the four seasons ♫

♫ Without you, even the grandest scenery becomes dull ♫

♫ It began with a turbulent storm and leaving nothing but dust behind ♫

♫ Without you, the world's beauty loses its symphony ♫