02x19 - Episode 19

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Lost You Forever S2

Episode 19

Speak.

It was me.

I k*lled Tushan Jing.

Why? Why?

I didn't want you to marry him.

He was not worthy.

Because of me?

You k*lled Jing because of me?

Xiaoyao.

When grandmother died,
what did you promise her?

Tell me!

I promised that...

- I promised...
- Why?

Why?

I tried my best to help you.

I fought for everything you wanted!

I got you everything!

All I want is Tushan Jing.

I only want Tushan Jing.

Why did you take him away from me?

- What did I do wrong?
- You did nothing wrong.

- What did I do wrong?
- It's not your fault.

I k*lled Tushan Jing. It's not your fault.

Why?

You want to k*ll me for him?

He was my husband.

- I am your brother.
- I don't have a brother like you.

Why didn't you dodge?

You think you're the lord of Dahuang,
so I won't k*ll you?

Say something!

We shouldn't end up like this.

What exactly went wrong?

What's wrong

with me liking you?

What's wrong with me wanting to marry you?

What's wrong with me wanting
to be with you forever?

You don't believe it, right?

I find it ridiculous too.

I allowed you to date another man.

I agreed to you marrying another man.

Not only did I agree with a smile,
but I also offered the dowry personally.

I agreed once and even agreed again.

You wouldn't believe it.

The whole world wouldn't believe it.

Shut up. Shut up.

- Stop talking nonsense!
- Ever since the day my mother committed suicide,

I have chosen this path!

I took advantage of you.

I took advantage of myself.

I married one woman after another.

Every time I married,

I didn't allow you to say congratulations,

and give me wedding gifts as well.

Do you know why?

I naively believed that

as long as
you didn't congratulate me,

I didn't receive your approval.

Without your approval,

- all my marriage wasn't valid.
- Stop it.

Believe it or not, I will k*ll you!

If we can't be together when being alive,
let's die together.

You... You... You...

Your Majesty. Your Majesty.

Don't pull me.

Let go of me.

- Take His Majesty away.
- No.

I won't go. I won't go.

- You know too.
- I won't go.

You know too.

You all know.

You all know.

Why?

Why? Why?

Step back!

Whoever harms Xiaoyao, I will k*ll them!

Cang Xuan!

Why are you still here?

Are you trying to k*ll us all?

Leave.

Xiaoyao,

Cang Xuan made a grave mistake
in a moment of misjudgment.

Don't repeat his mistake.

You two are the closest to me,
and I trust you two the most.

But one of you k*lled my husband,

and the other helped him hide the truth.

What did I do wrong?

Why did you treat me this way?

The dead cannot be brought back to life.

Even if you k*ll Cang Xuan,
Jing won't come back to life.

Other than causing great chaos in Dahuang and plunging it into w*r again,

what else can you get?

I hope you can think about who you are.

Your mother was Xiling Heng, who died for the people of Xiyan.

Your biological father was Chi Chen, who would rather die than give up Chenrong.

Your foster father was the King of Haoling, who resolutely gave up his power for his people.

If you cause the collapse of the kingdom and
make the people homeless for your own sake,

you won't be worthy of being their daughter.

Have the guards keep
a close watch on her.

She must not leave this room.

The nine-tailed fox demon
imprisoned me for 30 years.

I want to see how long
you intend to imprison me.

I was able to escape once, and I can escape a second time.

If you want to stop me
from taking revenge,

you'd better k*ll me now.

We shouldn't end up like this.

What exactly went wrong?

What's wrong with me liking you?

What's wrong with me wanting to marry you?

What's wrong with me wanting
to be with you forever?

It is my fault.

It's my fault.

My fault.

My fault.

Your Majesty, your wound
has burst open.

I'll go get Yin.

Your Majesty, where are you going?

I'm going to see Xiaoyao.

Your Majesty.

- Move away.
- Never.

Your Majesty.

Xiaoxiao.

- Move away.
- Xiaoxiao.

- Let me go!
- Never.

My fault for not stopping you from going
to a dangerous place like the Xiaoyue Peak.

Please grant me death.

When did the Xiaoyue Peak

become a dangerous place?

Your Majesty. The Miss Xiling
is in a temper.

It's too dangerous. You can't go.

You really can't go.

Xiaoyao.

Dangerous place.

Miss,

the Great Emperor ordered me
to prepare these clothes for you.

This is the wine you want.

The Great Emperor said
you can only have this much.

This is the iced mulberry
personally made by His Majesty.

His Majesty commanded me to give you.

Where is Cang Xuan?

Is he too ashamed to see me

or too afraid to see me?

The Great Emperor forbids
His Majesty from coming here.

Miss.

I'll take my leave.

Thank you for your key.

Whether you get a key or not,
Grandfather could never trap you.

I've been locked up so often,
and it scares me,

so I always carry poison with me
in case I encounter any danger.

I don't want to worry you and Grandfather.

I didn't expect...

You didn't expect that one day,
you would use it on me and Grandfather.

Want to swing?

Sure.

- Cang Xuan, swing higher. Higher.
- Alright.

When I was little...

Cang Xuan practiced martial arts
in the early morning

and would pick Poinciana flowers with
dew for me at the moment of sunrise,

just because I once told him the nectar at sunrise was sweet

and even the dewdrops
in the pistils were sweet.

My mother left me to go
to w*r and never returned.

My father made me wait
in Mount Jade for 70 years.

The nine-tailed fox
imprisoned me in a cage for 30 years.

But no matter how hard it was,

as long as I thought of
Cang Xuan on the Zhaoyun Peak,

it brought a sweet and warm feeling to me.

When I was happy, I could
laugh together with him.

When I was tired, I could let him carry me.

When I was angry, I could let him comfort me.

In times of danger,
I could entrust everything to him.

People like me hardly trust anyone,

not even trust their own parents.

But I only trusted him.

You not only k*lled Jing,

but also k*lled Cang Xuan.

I thought when you became an old man and I became an old woman,

we would still be here picking
Poinciana flowers and swinging.

But I didn't expect
this would be the last time.

How innocent Jing was.

He should not have died.

Since you have k*lled Jing,

I'm going to k*ll you.

Okay.

I have poisoned all these Poinciana flowers.

Are they sweet?

Very sweet.

After I k*ll you,

I will die with you.

That's good.

I won't feel at ease leaving you alone.

The families hating Chi Chen,

the women in the Zijin Palace
and loyal officials like Yu Jiang.

I won't feel at ease leaving you behind
to deal with them alone.

It's best to keep you

by my side.

Cang Xuan. Look what I picked.

The Poinciana flower I
picked is so sweet. Try it.

♫ Amidst the sunlight, I couldn't feel your radiance light ♫

♫ Only emptiness remained ♫

♫ Enduring my life's hardship ♫

♫ I cherished everything, yet remained indifferent to wealth and fame ♫

♫ Amidst the sunlight, I couldn't feel your radiance light ♫

♫ The air is filled with nothing but heatwaves ♫

[Zhaoyun Hall]

Cang Xuan. Let's go home together.

Okay. Let's go home together.

[Zhaoyun Hall]

♫ When everything is filled with sorrow, your brows lift in joy ♫

♫ I'll await for you to enjoy this moonlight night ♫

♫ You came with the wind and rain and left with the four seasons ♫

I am Xiaoyao!

Xuan. Bear it a little longer.

♫ Without you, even the grandest scenery becomes dull ♫

♫ It began with a turbulent storm and leaving nothing but dust behind ♫

♫ Without you, the world's beauty loses its symphony ♫

Don't move!

Xiaoyao, move away!

Don't move!

Xiaoyao,

you've been exposed to poison all year round.
So you should have a resistance to poison.

Why did your poison
take effect sooner than mine?

You shouldn't have come.

Although I poisoned them,

I didn't want you to come.

If I didn't come, would you die alone here?

You want me to see
what exactly I did wrong.

Xiaoyao,

you are really cruel.

My grandfather... is the founding emperor of Xiyan.

My biological father was
a demon feared across Dahuang.

My brother is the lord of Dahuang.

You are all ruthless,

and you still expect me to be kind?

That's true.

Wolves can't nurture

a rabbit.

Xiaoyao,

if Tushan Jing k*lled me,

would you do this to him

for me?

He was not like you.

He wouldn't hurt you

because he knew what you meant to me.

He would rather suffer himself

than let me be in misery.

I'm sorry.

I never have

regrets

about what I do.

But this time, I was wrong.

Not because I k*lled Jing,
but because I was wrong from the start.

I shouldn't have used you like a pawn.

I shouldn't have pushed you toward Jing in
order to gain the help of the Tushan Family

and the Chishui Family.

Xuan.

Xuan.

Don't cry, Xuan.

I have already forgiven you.

Xiaoyao,

if everything could start over,

just when you returned
to Wushen Mountain,

I would've watched over you closely.

I would never have given Tushan Jing
a chance to get close to you.

Would you choose me?

Xiaoyao.

The flowers you gave me
were not poisoned.

Fool.

I gave you a numbing drug.

Because I promised my grandma
and my mother

that I would protect

you.

Xiaoyao.

Xiaoyao. Xiaoyao.

Xiaoyao!




'Nothing Can Be Compared to You' - Jason Zhang

♫ Looking back on my old days ♫

♫ I was unruffled
with no sorrow and soreness ♫

♫ In my chaotic life,
I failed to meet your gaze ♫

♫ Only emptiness remained ♫

♫ Enduring all things in my life ♫

♫ I valued all but indifferent
to wealth and fame ♫

♫ Basking in the sun,
I couldn't feel your sunlight ♫

♫ All I feel is a painful heat wave ♫

♫ All things are dim,
while only your eyes shine bright ♫

♫ I'll follow my heart
and go to chase the sun far away ♫

♫ Everything seems sad,
while only your brows raise in delight ♫

♫ I'm waiting for you
to enjoy the scenery at night ♫

♫ You came with wind and rain,
while left with my four seasons ♫

♫ All is bleak without you ♫

♫ It began like a tornado,
and went away leaving only dust ♫

♫ Without you,
even the most beautiful world is a mess ♫