05x12 - Hell Ain't a Bad Place to Be

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Previously on Californication...

This one's
not your lady any more, Hank.

If you absolutely have to be with
someone else, this is the right guy.

It's great to see you!
I'm so glad you could make it.

Loving that mangina.

It is f*cking liberating.

I think I made
a terrible mistake, you know?

Having a pool is awesome.

Having a husband in rehab
is even better.

And you're f*cking fired,

as an agent and a friend.

Bates is coming back tomorrow.

So we've got tonight?

I am letting go and letting God.

I'm gonna go.

You have a little
flotsam and jetsam there.

You just blew him again, didn't you?

What the f*ck?

Karen does not understand
what I'm going through right now.

I'm just tired of always keeping it
together for someone else, you know.

You got to be f*cking kidding me.

I am a better, younger version of you.
So just f*ck off, old man.

What are you doing?

You're thirsty tonight.

Yeah. Thirsty and miserable.

Good God, man. Look around.

What have you got to be
so miserable about?

- This is enough for you?
- Enough?

Welcome to the place
where time stands still,

where whisky flows and always will.

Liver never pickles,
your heart never aches.

You can f*ck till your d*ck's content.

It'll do, little piggy. It'll do.

Ding dang do.

I missed you, man.

Right back at you, buddy.

I like our little visits.

But I'm looking forward to
seeing you here

on a more permanent basis.

Ah.

So you think this is where
I'm going to end up?

Call it a hunch.

I got friends in low places.

Will you take me home?

Tyler.

Hey.

You tell her, or I will.

So what's going on?

Karen...

Karen, these last couple of years
have been absolute bliss.

I mean, living here with you has been

the most peaceful chapter
of my story to date.

But, I mean, no matter
how beautiful the grounds...

I mean, this place is a zoo.

And I'm a wild animal.

Sobriety...

Sobriety is not the answer for me.
I... I need to be unleashed.

I belong out there...

In the wilderness.

OK.

So... What are you saying?

I'm saying that...

That you are the best thing
that has ever happened to me.

I will love you
till the very end of time.

But I can no longer be your husband.

Oh, God.

- I'm so sorry, my love.
- No, I... Oh, my God.

I know it's upsetting.

It's such a f*cking relief!

I know, right?
It's f*cking liberating!

Oh, that's my cue.

No, Hank. Hank, please stay.
I have something to say to you, too.

Please sit.

OK, this should be interesting.

Listen...

Look, the three of us...

We share something spectacular.

We all love each other.

I'm not having sex with you, Bates.

That's not what I'm suggesting, Hank.

But let me tell you something, kitten.

It would rock your f*cking world.

I'm sure, I'm sure. Jesus!

Look, our lives are gonna be over
in the blink of a f*cking eye.

I mean, this is why I have to go.

I can't live a compromised life
any longer.

But, you two, there's still love here.

I know it like I know myself.

- No, no, no, but...
- No, no, no, no.

- No buts!
- Listen to me.

Karen, listen to me.

And you, you know,
with all your shenanigans,

man, it's just a way
to keep her at arm's length.

- What?
- Because you're scared.

What if I'm like you?
You know, destined to roam free?

Hank, you're not like me.
You're not a warrior.

Listen, if we were members
of the same tribe,

I mean, I'd be out
hunting and gathering.

You'd be home with the women.

Well, that... That sounds like
a way better job.

Exactly, because
you're not an adventurer.

You're lazy and passive
and entitled and...

- OK, OK, I got it.
- No, no.

But, most of all, and best of all...

You are a lover.

All right, that's it.
I've said my piece.

My wisdom's yours,
so do with it what you will.

Come here.

All right.

So, until we meet again...

Lovers.

How you doing over there?

I'm OK.

This day is turning out to be
a lot cooler than expected.

What you said.

Now what?

I don't know.

Picture this...

We pack a bag
and we drive to the airport.

We buy two tickets to paradise,

maybe three,
if Becca wants to come with

and then we just go.

We figure out the rest later.

No.

No?

No.

- It's because...
- It was worth a shot.

Your solution to everything
is to run away.

How about...

You stay here, stand still,
don't move?

Here, tonight, have dinner with me.

- In this house.
- Hey, that sounds heavenly.

All right.

Then what?

I don't know. We just wait
and we see what happens.

Cool. So we just
see what happens next.

Well, I've got a pretty good idea.

- That was weird.
- I could see that one coming.

- Can I ask you a favour?
- Isn't this a favour?

Oh, this is a huge favour,
but I also need a little one, too.

- Can you call Becca for me?
- Right now?

No, after is fine.

You had to get mom
to do your dirty work?

Well, I just want to explain myself.

You don't have to do that.

So why are you still mad at me?

Because violence wasn't the way
to solve the problem.

It's my problem to solve.

But your problem
is my problem, sweetie.

Your work is done, Dad. I am who I am.
I have to make my own mistakes.

OK,

I get it. I'm sorry.

Apology half-accepted.

So where does that leave
the two of you now?

Like I said, I broke up with him,
told him to f*ck off.

And then he broke down,
said how sorry he was,

how it was a huge mistake
and it would never happen again.

Yeah. Heard that before, huh?

Said that before.

It was a convincing case.
We made love.

You're funny.

We did.

Gross! Honey, why you got to do that?

Sorry.

I mean... No, it's OK. It's not OK.

I don't think... I mean, I just...

I'm never going to
get used to that sh*t. I won't.

And then he asked me to marry him.

You are funny.

- He did!
- He did? What a clown.

I said yes.

I think I'm going to be sick.
You know...

I know I joke about that a lot,
but I'm serious.

Seriously, I'm...

Holy sh*t! Dad, are you OK?

No, of course I'm not OK.

I'm woozy.

Look, just because he asked
and I said yes,

doesn't mean it's going to happen
anytime soon.

- All right.
- And don't tell Mom, OK?

- I want to tell her myself.
- All right.

sh*t, break's over.
I gotta get back to work.

OK.

- Love you, Dad.
- Love you, too.

So what happened?

Uh...

Lizzie quit.

- What?
- Yeah, f*cking little b*tch.

She said something about
how she needed more time to...

Focus on her career.

I had no idea.

Oh, really?

I'm surprised, what with you two
being so f*cking close

and her blowing other guys and all.

Please, don't remind me.

I know about Stu and Lizzie.

Oh, thank God.

It was so hard for me to hold it in.

So... So... How are you handling it?

Oh...

You didn't know, did you?

But now you do.

Yep. Now I know!

I'm so sorry, Marcy. You tricked me!

Well, why the f*ck didn't you tell me?

Because in my advanced middle age,
I've learnt one thing,

and that's ignorance truly is bliss.

Oh, God damn it,
it's these hot, young skanks

with their tight pussies
and their perfect t*ts.

It's a f*cking epidemic!

That is so true!

They can't be stopped.
They're marriage K*llers.

Oh, OK, OK, it's OK.

No!

God damn it, Irma!
Can you give us a f*cking minute?

Dios m?o, woman!

I sorry, but the boy, he talking!
Say... Say again!

Blow job!

Ah.

Blow job!

- That's so good. You're talking!
- Oh, my baby!

He's so good!

Don't ever say that word again.

Not a nice word.

What... Where... Where are you going?

- I'm going to the set because...
- Blow job.

I have to see a soon to be
ex-husband about a blow job.

- Well, it was two, actually.
- Blow job.

- What?
- Blow job.

- That's even worse.
- That's exactly what I said.

And they told me it was no big deal.

- That two was the same as one.
- Blow job.

- That is f*cking bullshit!
- I know, right?

Here, you're too upset.
I'm going to drive you. Let's go.

Yes, OK. Yes, I'm too upset.

Blow job!

Michael Bay would think
this is ridiculous.

Michael Mann would think
this is ridiculous.

Paul Greengrass would think
this is ridiculous.

I don't care if we go to 3D or not.

Bullshit still looks like bullshit.

Michael Bay? He would...
He would laugh at me right now.

I'm sure he is
somewhere laughing at me.

And I've got a f*cking actor
who won't come out of his trailer?

You're the director.
You have to show them who's boss!

I'm scared.

What the f*ck?

- Holy sh*t.
- God.

Hank, thank God. You must have
read my f*cking mind.

- Did you call him?
- No, but I was just about to.

What the f*ck, Stu? I told you!

I told you I never want to see his a*s
on one of my sets ever again.

Oh, oh, excuse me.
So this is your set all of a sudden?

Listen, this is
a producer-driven medium,

you ineffectual, little shitbird.

Shut the f*ck up, both of you.

I'm looking for that other
little shitbird Tyler.

Well, you're not the only one
looking for him, Hank.

Sam's got a big bug
up his a*s about that guy.

He won't come out of his trailer,

and we're, you know,
scared to go in there, so...

Hey, Sam.

If you missed me this much,
you could have called or sexted.

You didn't have to
cause such a ruckus.

This time I didn't bring
the ruckus, Moody.

The f*cking ruckus came to me, man.

All right, talk to me.
Tell me what happened.

I talked to Stu about giving Kali
a small part in this joint and sh*t.

So I go over to her trailer
to talk about

putting a baby
up in that a*s, you know?

She want to tell me
we ain't f*cking no more.

She don't love me.
She ain't never gonna love me.

Then she go and tell me she f*cking
got with Tyler last night, man.

I f*cking lost my sh*t, yo,
trashed her trailer.

Now I gotta k*ll
that f*cking little cr*cker, man.

Or have somebody do it for me,
which f*cking sucks,

because I want the satisfaction
of doing that sh*t myself, you know?

Don't do it.

Just let it go.

I don't know, man.
You do something nice for people,

they take advantage of that sh*t
over and over again.

- I'm a good dude, Moody.
- I know you are.

You're just like me.
You're misunderstood.

Exactly. And I can be pushed
to the brink, man.

And when that sh*t happens,

I don't give a f*ck
about nothing or nobody, man.

That's when the Apocalypse come out.

That's how I got
that f*ck' name, my n*gga,

because, yo, I'm three seconds from
blowing this whole f*cking world up.

Yeah, OK, OK, but...
But think about it, Sam.

This is your moment.
Your Eddie Murphy movie star moment.

Who gives a f*ck about
the Kalis and Tylers of the world?

They're nothing.
But you're Samurai f*cking Apocalypse.

That's all well and cool, man.

I still think I should
ice that m*therf*cker.

Please don't.

My daughter loves that
floppy-haired mope.

I'm not sure exactly why,
but she does.

I got little girls, man.
I can relate to that sh*t.

So what,
I don't k*ll this m*therf*cker,

your daughter don't get
her heart broken?

Exactly.

- Maybe that's the move, yeah.
- Oh, that's the move, Sam.

Most def...

initely.

Let's fire this m*therf*cker up, yo.
Come on.

Yes!

Yes! Yes!

You, you're welcome.

- Thank you.
- Yeah, I just saved your life.

And you know how you're going
to repay the favour?

You're going to stay the f*ck
away from my daughter

and you're going to rescind
that stupid f*cking marriage proposal,

- you hear me?
- All evidence to the contrary,

I love her, Hank. I do.

I believe you. I do.

But you're years away from having

any kind of
real relationship with her.

You're like a kid
in a candy store now.

So... So go wild.

f*ck two of everything. Have fun.

Just don't t*rture her
while you're doing it, OK?

You're making a lot of sense
right now.

Yeah, I'm having a good day.

Putting out fires left and right,
wording to the wise.

You wanna man-pound?

Action!

Hold your fire! Hold your fire!

Garfunkel!

You got three seconds to release her!

One...

You gotta be out of your mind.

k*lling bad guys is my business,
and business be f*ck' crackin', yo!

Thank you, Officer.

You're welcome, b*tch!

It's fine.

Officer?

Get the f*ck out of here,
streetwalker.

We working here.

Thank you.

It was really good, yeah.

Still rolling!

I'm not...

That was one fine-a*s hostage, yo.

She's a real heartbreaker, all right.

Seriously. No, I... I...

Yo, what the f*ck, man?

Yo, I gotta bring down
the f*cking apocalypse

before these m*therf*ckers, a'ight?

Cut!

Reset!

Whoa! Whoa! Whoa!

You think you can
f*cking disrespect me

in front of my cast and crew,

and don't get
your f*cking a*s k*lled, n*gga?

I wasn't mocking you, Sam, I swear!

Yeah, well, you're over here
flirting and laughing

while I'm trying to work,
m*therf*cker!

You know what,
you two m*therf*ckers belong together,

two unfaithful b*tches!

You little, snotty
Hollywood m*therf*cker!

I give you the chance of a lifetime.
What the f*ck you do with it?

Whoa! Whoa! Whoa!

Don't worry, Tyler. It's a fake g*n.

Biscuit.

sh*t!

You got any more bright ideas?

For a guy with a g*n to his throat,
you're pretty f*cking funny.

Look, look, look, Sam,

if you're gonna sh**t him,
you're gonna have to sh**t me first.

Moody, my brother,
mind your business right now, man.

As much as it pains me
to admit it, Sam,

I hooked up with Kali, too.

Get the f*ck out of here, man.
You bullshitting, man.

You my f*cking boy.
You wouldn't do that, man.

I am!

But I did. I didn't mean to.

We... We met on the flight to LA,
and we smooched a little,

and then I didn't think
I'd ever see her again.

But there she was at your place,
looking fine as wine.

Is this true, b*tch?

Yeah.

So what... A little smooch
on the plane, man?

I can live with that.

- Yeah, well...
- What?

You know, once you kiss somebody,

it's hard not to want to
do it again, right?

So... So we did...

And then some.

God damn it,
the truth just sounds better.

Kali, is this f*cking true?

Calvin, I never meant to hurt you.

So y'all been f*cking
all along, right?

No, just twice. Twice, right?

- Yeah, just twice.
- Yeah, just the twice.

Yeah, but both times
I accused y'all of f*cking,

you actually had been f*cking!

Yeah, it turns out you've got
quite the nose for sex, Sam.

This is f*cked up, man.
You breaking my f*cking heart, man...

Both of y'all.

I can't believe this sh*t, man.

Move, n*gga.

Whoa!

What the f*ck y'all looking at, huh?

What, you gonna f*cking videotape
my sh*t and put it on YouTube?

You wanna see
a f*cking show, m*therf*ckers?

I'll show you a show!

No!

Charlie!

Oh, sh*t.

It's getting dark.

It's getting dark.

Oh, that's much better. Thank you.

Oh, God, I'm knocking
on heaven's door here.

Runkles, you OK?

I didn't mean to sh**t you, man.

I can't believe you shot at me.

My head's all f*cked up, man.
p*ssy do that to a m*therf*cker.

No more love no more, man.
Just a*s and grass.

That's the spirit.

Hey, Stu, I think you should shut
this m*therf*cker down, man

and do a whole rewrite.

I don't want to be contributing
to the violence in society no more.

I think that is a brilliant idea, Sam,
but the studio,

I don't think they're gonna want to
risk making you unlikable.

Marcy, what the f*ck?

God damn it, Stu!
I know about the blowie!

It was two, actually. It was two.

And you're gonna be hearing
from my attorney, m*therf*cker!

Marcy, no!
I was just making memories, Marcy.

f*ck you, Stu!

I am so sorry! I love you so much!

- So much!
- Suck on this!

So much, baby!

I can't believe you'd actually
sh**t somebody for me.

That's one of the single
most romantic things

anyone's ever done for me.

What can I say, mama?
You bring all that sh*t out of me.

So are we good, Hank? Are we good?

Are we good? You just took a b*llet
for me. Of course, we're good.

I told you I would, Hank, didn't I?
I told you I'd take a b*llet for you.

You sure did, and I love you for it,
you stupid, bald son of a b*tch.

I love you, too, Hank.

I love you, and I love little Stuart.

You tell him I love him, right?

You tell him I tried
to be a good daddy, OK?

No, no, you tell him yourself.
You're going to be A-OK, buddy boy.

You're gonna live to
humiliate yourself another day.

How about Lizzie?
Does she seem worried about me?

Lizzie?

Yes, I already know that.

Oh, yeah, yeah,
she looks pretty upset.

That's nice, Hank. That's nice.

- Hey, you got this?
- Yeah, I got this.

Hey.

What the f*ck were you thinking?
You're jumping in front of b*ll*ts?

That little mutant needs
a father more than ever now.

- Ow!
- You dumb f*ck.

Are you OK? Are you OK?

Hey, you better not be calling
to cancel on me.

You wish.

No, I just...
You better bring some wine,

cos it's kind of
a dry household right now.

Will do.

Yeah, I asked Stu to hook me up
with a bottle of the good stuff,

but then Marcy had to go
and p*stol-whip him.

What?

It's a long story.
I'll tell you over dinner.

OK, I'm looking forward to it.

Oh, oh, oh, and wait.
Becca thinks she's getting married.

OK, now I am gonna hang up.

No, no, wait. No, don't, don't, don't.

Just... Come on, tell me you love me.

Just one time. Tell me.

Just come home.

OK, I will. I just got to
swing by Charlie's first.

Maybe I'll steal
a bottle of Manischewitz.

- I saw that!
- Oh! Jesus! f*ck!

No, it's just little old me.

Carrie, what the f*ck
are you doing here?

I wanted to see you.

I felt bad about
the way we left things.

I said some
pretty harsh sh*t that night.

Well, you know what? A lot of it
was true. You were right. I...

I deserved it.

Well, thank you for saying that.

And maybe it was.

And maybe you did,
but I still missed you.

I lost my job.

Oh, well, I'm...
I'm sorry to hear that.

Yeah, I came out here
looking for another one,

had a bunch of shitty interviews
and, then, thought I'd look you up.

Hey, can I ask you something?

Yeah, but then I got to go, OK?

- OK.
- OK.

Did you ever love me, Hank?

Be honest.

No.

You just liked f*cking me?

I did like f*cking you very much, yes.

I did.

Well...

- Then let's f*ck...
- No.

- One more time.
- No, no, no more times, OK?

- One more, come on.
- I'm sorry. I can't. I'm sorry.

What does she have that I don't have?

I don't... I don't know. She...

She's just my everything.

Can, can, can we not do this, please?

It must... It must be so nice.

It must be so nice
to be loved like that.

But OK, no, no.

No more f*cking.

One drink, though.

Please?

And I'll be on my way. I promise.

- Just one drink, all right.
- Just one drink!

- All right.
- OK.

OK, right.

OK.

There, one drink. You happy?

I'm the furthest from happy
I've ever been.

I'm... I'm sorry, Carrie.
I just... I...

- I can't help you.
- No, you can...

No, you can help me, Hank.
You can help me. You just...

You know, you're not going to.

And not being loved,
never, never, ever being loved...

That just really takes a toll on a...

Hey! Whoa!

- You all right?
- Yeah.

I think it's the pills.

- What pills?
- I probably shouldn't be drinking.

What pills?

Oh, I started taking these
antidepressants a few months ago.

Hey!

I know! It was after you dumped me!

I mean, you know,
I had to do something.

I set your apartment on fire.
How f*cking bonkers was that?

How many of these did you take?

- I don't know, a bunch.
- OK, OK.

They usually make me feel better.

- I shouldn't mix them with booze.
- I'm calling 911.

No, no, no, that's silly.
Don't do that. Stop it.

Carrie, look, I need you to be
honest with me right now.

How many of those pills did you take?
How many?

No more than you did.

What do you mean?

Hank...

How are you feeling...

Right about now?

What did... What did you do?

Carrie?

- Carrie.
- Hey, just think...

When they find us...

it'll look like to the world
that we were meant to be together.

What did you do?

Only what you made me.

Tell me you love me.

Tell me you love me.

Tell me you love me.

I love you.