01x11 - Episode 11

[bunniefuu]

♪ Memories pile up, never fading away ♪

♪ I call it a sickness—I can't let go ♪

♪ Missing you cuts deep, shaping your shadow ♪

♪ All my pain comes from not wanting to part ♪

♪ I was caught in the middle ♪

♪ It's hard to survive ♪

♪ Love faded in you, but grew in me ♪

♪ And wore me down inside ♪

♪ I'm the desert, craving the open sea ♪

♪ I'll show you the humor in tragedy ♪

♪ Will you ever remember me? ♪

♪ The wind flows on, clear like a river ♪

♪ But me? I'm just stuck being me ♪

♪ Chasing you, and wandering ♪

♪ Rain falls, slipping away like wishes ♪

♪ But my heart stays solid, won't sway ♪

{\an8}♪ Love's a flower, doomed to fade ♪

= Love Beyond The Curse =

= Episode 11 =

How much longer until you bloom?

Before I die,

promise me you'll bloom.

Turns out dying isn't so scary

because now I know what love is.

[It's almost the full moon.]

[Nanxing...]

Nanxing.

Looks like you've grown up.

Anyway, you don't like me.

So I'll just get out of your way.

♪ Even with tears, I won't turn away ♪

♪ Once you forgive me, I'll be just like you ♪

♪ Like bees drawn to flowers ♪

♪ My defenses were always broken through ♪

♪ After the pain, I still sank into it ♪

♪ I hold on tight, never backing down ♪

♪ Why regret when we haven't lost it? ♪

♪ Who will break down first? ♪

♪ Our story isn't over yet ♪

♪ Why rush to shield me with kindness? ♪

Why did you save me?

I thought you didn't even like me.

♪ The world is sinking into endless night ♪

{\an8}♪ As I wait for the snow to fall ♪

You don't like me, but you saved me.

I really thought...

♪ The moonlight feels empty now ♪

Never mind.

♪ I hear my heartbeat drop ♪

♪ Our eyes finally meet ♪

♪ And the world turns soft ♪

♪ I cling to the past like a wanderer ♪

[Sorry,]



[that only when I fall in love]

[will the Noctrose bloom.]

♪ Without you, I'm lost ♪

♪ How do I heal from this? ♪

♪ The pain slowly fades away ♪

Now I finally get it.

The change of the Noctrose

depends on you.

When you love someone, it blooms.

The deeper you love,

the closer you get to death.

I used to think

that this endless life we have

was a punishment from above.

But looking at it now,

the Yongye people's punishment

goes far beyond just this.

You have the powers

that ordinary people can't even dream of.

Life. Youth.

So,

there should be a price to pay.

It's natural.

But now,

I don't know why

my strength is slowly fading.

The abilities I have

seem to be fading away too.

The closer you are to death,

the more your body becomes
like the ordinary.

In the end, even sunlight won't scare you.

So do you think that's good or bad?

[I'll make sure you live on,]

[but I can't let you fall for me]

[because]

[I can't stay with you forever.]

[Turns out, it was just my wishful thinking.]

Miss Nanxing.

Mr. Meng.

Please, come in.

Mr. Meng, what brings you here?

I had some errands to run.

I heard your greenhouse is nearby,

so I thought I'd drop by.

Oh, right, Mr. Meng,
your Wanting Lotus is ready now.

It'll be delivered to your place later.

No rush. I was just passing by
to take a look.

Your greenhouse is beautiful.

I rely on this to support myself.

Besides, I enjoy flowers.

Mr. Meng.

Have some tea.

Sure.

Sorry, Mr. Meng.

There are lots of plants in here,

so there are also a few bugs around.

It's no problem.

Mr. Meng, I don't have good tea here.

Here you are.

You're too polite.

Miss Nanxing, have you always lived alone?

Your parents aren't around.

They passed away when I was young.

I'm the only one left in my family.

What happened to your family?

When I was ten,

something happened to my family.

My parents tried to save me

and both of them passed away.

This...

You went through so much as a child.

It's honestly heartbreaking.

That's why I have to live my life well.

My parents gave me a second chance.

I need to make the most of it.

You work so hard on your own,

and is always moving.

It takes a lot of strength.

If you ever need anything,

you can always reach out to me.

Thank you, Mr. Meng.

This is my clinic's new snow cream.

It helps women keep their skin glowing.

You should give it a try.

Mr. Meng,

I really can't accept this for nothing.

You're being way too generous.

It's no trouble.

Just take it, miss.

Thank you, Mr. Meng.

[So the Yan Maiden I've searched for]

[has been you all along.]

[If I use your body to nurture the golden gu,]

[Hualing can come back to life.]

♪ Longing finds a heartbeat as I fall ♪

♪ When our eyes meet, the world softens ♪

♪ I cling to the past like a wanderer ♪

♪ Still guarding the gate to old memories ♪

♪ Eternal promise ♪

♪ How do I heal after losing you? ♪

♪ How could I let go of all this pain? ♪

♪ The more I hold back, the closer you feel ♪

♪ The more it hurts, the more I break ♪

♪ Every snowflake feels like your kiss ♪

♪ Let time pause, let fireflies fill the sky ♪

♪ In your arms, I lose focus—tears fall ♪

♪ And everything else just fades away ♪

♪ You belong only to me ♪

♪ Even if we're apart, or worlds away ♪

♪ None of that could ever matter ♪