01x13 - Episode 13

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♪ Memories pile up, never fading away ♪

♪ I call it a sickness—I can't let go ♪

♪ Missing you cuts deep, shaping your shadow ♪

♪ All my pain comes from not wanting to part ♪

♪ I was caught in the middle ♪

♪ It's hard to survive ♪

♪ Love faded in you, but grew in me ♪

♪ And wore me down inside ♪

♪ I'm the desert, craving the open sea ♪

♪ I'll show you the humor in tragedy ♪

♪ Will you ever remember me? ♪

♪ The wind flows on, clear like a river ♪

♪ But me? I'm just stuck being me ♪

♪ Chasing you, and wandering ♪

♪ Rain falls, slipping away like wishes ♪

♪ But my heart stays solid, won't sway ♪

{\an8}♪ Love's a flower, doomed to fade ♪

= Love Beyond The Curse =

= Episode 13 =

Let me take you somewhere.

Don't be scared.

I'll keep you safe.

Why did you bring me here?

Look.

It's beautiful.

Whenever I feel alone,

I come here to see the city lights.

Those lights from afar

seem to have nothing to do with me.

So many years have passed,

but I'm still on my own.

What about Changsheng and Yingying?

To me,

they're still just kids.

I'm just their older brother.

It's okay.

As long as I'm here,

I'll stay by your side.

Unless...

you don't like me anymore.

That day will never come.

I'm just worried

I'm not able to stay with you that long.

I should be the one saying that.

Let's make a promise then.

As long as I'm alive,

I'll always be by your side.

Pinky swear.

Deal.

It's a promise now.

No backing out anymore.

My lord,

Mr. Chong Yang is on Ji Nanxing's boat.

They're watching fireworks together.

Watching fireworks?

It's been ages since I saw fireworks.

Let's go outside.

Alright.

All done now.

Yeah.

Leave those trivial things to the servants.

No, I can't.

I want to handle these herbs myself.

I can't trust others.

I just don't want you working so hard.

I want you to take a break.

You care more about patients,

sometimes even more than me.

That's not true.

You and the patients can't be compared.

If everyone

could heal and live a long life

like Chong Yang

and Changsheng, wouldn't that be great?

But maybe that's not good.

They can only live in darkness.

Ling, if you could choose,

would you want to be a member of them?

No, I wouldn't.

They're way too lonely.

Sometimes, Chong Yang looks like

so distant and cold,

but I know he's scared

to get close to people deep down,

because once he cares, he can't let go.

He has to watch the ones he loves,

family or anyone, leave him behind,

and he's left carrying that pain forever.

You always worry about him,

but do you ever care about me?

He's my friend, that's all.

Friends look out for each other, right?

Just kidding.

You're right,

honestly, living so long isn't much.

Being with someone you love

matters most,

so whether you want to help people,

or do anything else,

I'll always support you.

But can you stop working so hard?

I'm not tired at all.

I've wanted to be a doctor,
just so I could help people.

Seeing them recover their health

with my help and go back to enjoying their lives

with their families,

makes me happier than anything else.

Can't you spend more time
with your family too?

Don't make your family wait alone at home.

What are you talking about?

Who's waiting alone at home?

Chong Yang,

why do you get to

live a good life in this world?

Why do you get to be happy?

I want you to know

what it feels like to lose someone you love.

You should stay at Ye Mansion for now.

The boat isn't safe.

You don't want the wrong
people bothering you.

The wrong people?

Are you talking about Xici?

Just stay away from him.

Are you jealous?

Come on, say it.

Say it, just admit it.

Yeah.

I'm jealous.

What's this?

It's my luggage.

Changsheng,

I'm officially moving in now.

Who gave you the permission?

And stop calling me by my name.

Alright, alright.

I won't call you that anymore.

Just remember, I'm your sister-in-law.

Yang.

She's right.

You two should try to get along.

Yang, are you hiding something from me?

How could you let her

move into our place?

I like her.

If not here, where else would she go?

Yang.

That's enough.

Where's Yingying?

Yingying...

She's been hiding in her room lately.

I don't know what she's up to.

It's been ages since we saw Yingying.

It's fine.

Changsheng, why don't you check on her?

Me?

Go ahead.

What's going on?

Why?

[Meng Xici.]

So, given the situation,

should I sleep on the bed,

or should I take the sofa?

You take the bed.

Me? On the bed?

That doesn't seem right.

I'll just sleep on the sofa.

♪ Trading sharp words in a fight ♪

How about we share the sofa?

Well...

the sofa isn't big enough.

How could we both fit?

{\an8}♪ Dreaming of a night with him, lost in haze ♪

Alright, fine.

{\an8}♪ Right or wrong, I pour my heart out ♪

Then, let's just

share the bed together.

♪ Walls fall down, my reason fades away ♪

♪ In the trap of love, it's all pitch-black ♪

♪ It's like finding in a desert ♪

♪ A pool of clear water ♪

♪ For those who thirst for hope ♪

♪ A chance to crave more ♪

♪ Then I learned to trust fate ♪

♪ I surrendered ♪

♪ Beauty that rises from the ashes ♪

♪ Even with tears, I won't turn away ♪

♪ Once you forgive me, I'll be just like you ♪

♪ Like bees drawn to flowers ♪

♪ My defenses were always broken through ♪

♪ After the pain, I still sank into it ♪

♪ I hold on tight, never backing down ♪

♪ Why regret when we haven't lost it? ♪

♪ Who will break down first? ♪

♪ Our story isn't over yet ♪

♪ Why rush to shield me with kindness? ♪

♪ Longing finds a heartbeat as I fall ♪

♪ When our eyes meet, the world softens ♪

♪ I cling to the past like a wanderer ♪

♪ Still guarding the gate to old memories ♪

♪ Eternal promise ♪

♪ How do I heal after losing you? ♪

♪ How could I let go of all this pain? ♪

♪ The more I hold back, the closer you feel ♪

♪ The more it hurts, the more I break ♪

♪ Every snowflake feels like your kiss ♪

♪ Let time pause, let fireflies fill the sky ♪

♪ In your arms, I lose focus—tears fall ♪

♪ And everything else just fades away ♪

♪ You belong only to me ♪

♪ Even if we're apart, or worlds away ♪

♪ None of that could ever matter ♪