01x05 - Episode 5

[bunniefuu]

♪ Time flies and your soul is escaping ♪

♪ With chaotic breaths, you strive to fight ♪

♪ Yet you keep being labeled ♪

♪ Crushing your last bit of courage ♪

♪ The storm leaves you defeated ♪

♪ Emotions are pushed to the edge ♪

♪ With endless words, who takes a stand ♪

♪ Join me in my dreams ♪

♪ In the long night, I'm waiting for a chance ♪

♪ Have you seen the tomb's secret? ♪

♪ Where does the person in my dreams go? ♪

= Sadistic Love =

= Episode 5 =

Madam, this letter is from the He Family.

Where is the governor?

The house is so empty today.

Why are you the only servant here?

Whenever it's gloomy and rainy,
the governor gets headaches.

So the governor has set rules.

When it's gloomy and raining,
he asks everyone to leave.

Even Lieutenant Li was driven away.

I see.

You can leave.

[Chu Ming'an]
Anran,

I've completed my studies early

and will return home on the 22nd.

Are you okay?

What is this?

Nothing.

It's just a letter Yun sent.

You've already married me.

You're still in touch with Chu Ming'an, huh?

No.

Let me explain.

Ming'an will return to the country.

- He just... - It's been five years.

You still can't forget him.

You still love him, right?

I don't.

Ming'an is just...

Let me go!

What are you doing?

Let me go!

Let me go!

Why are you hiding?

Because I'm not Chu Ming'an, right?

No.

Can you calm down first?

We...

Let me go.

You're crazy.

I'm just crazy.

Five years ago, I was just a poor kid.

I wasn't good enough for you.

Five years later, I become the governor.

Am I still unworthy of you?

I didn't...

I know.

You want to be with him.

No, it's not that.

I'm here to shatter your illusion.

Let go of me first.

Let go of me.

Didn't you say

you'll repay the He Family's debt?

Then repay it properly.

[These past five years,]

[I've always dreamed of that rainy night.]

[Look]

[at how I abandoned my love back then.]

Anran,

I'm really happy

that you accept my proposal.

[Five years ago]
Mr. He,

please rest assured.

I'll take good care of her.

Let her go.

- Brother... - Anran, don't be afraid.

I'll protect you.

He Zheng.

Let go of your sister's hand.

He Molin,

you k*lled my mother first
and now you're forcing Anran

to marry someone she doesn't love.

You jerk.

Brother... Father.

Your mother committed suicide.

Don't slander me.

You're not qualified

to interfere your sister's wedding.

You should know who you are.

You two can only be siblings.

There's absolutely no chance.

Somebody!

Take this rebellious child out and beat him.

- Yes. - Let me go.

Let go of Anran.

Brother...

- Let go of Anran. - Brother...

- Brother! - Anran!

Let me go.

Brother.

Anran!

Be good.

- Anran! - Father...

Anran!

Father, please stop.

Father, this may k*ll him.

Because of you,

our family's reputation is ruined.

Beat him!

Brother...

Anran...

[Anran,]

[I fell in love with you five years ago.]

[I knew this was all so ridiculous.]

[But now,]

[I still want to act recklessly again.]

[One more time.]

[That's all.]

Anran...

Anran...

Don't marry him.

Go with me.

He Zheng,

why do you think I'll go with you?

I've had enough of our action.

You are just a little toy

I use to pass the time when I'm bored.

Only Ming'an

can be with me.

What are you saying?

I don't believe it.

Don't you understand?

He Zheng,

Anran and I are already engaged.

Hope you won't interfere with us.

You're talking nonsense.

You said

you'd always be with me.

You also promised to help me find my brother.

You're still wearing

the butterfly necklace I gave you.

This one?

A very cheap trinket.

I'm still ashamed to wear this.

He Zheng,

you can only be my brother.

You don't deserve any other title.

If you can keep being a good brother,

maybe the He Family will spare your life.

If you're pushing your luck,

it will leave you with nothing.

Anran...

Ming'an, let's go.

♪ Only then did I realize ♪

Anran!

Anran!

Anran!

Anran!

♪ Similar silhouettes ♪

♪ Or the same g*n gestures ♪

♪ Take it as destiny's mercy, time's gift ♪

♪ The golden age in his stories ♪

♪ They say it's out of reach ♪

♪ Life's words are given to fierce flames ♪

♪ Solid jade will shatter rocks ♪

♪ How could he not know ♪

♪ A pen dipped in honey
can seek a trace of life ♪

♪ Such is the human world ♪

♪ He refused to live idly in this world ♪

♪ So I carry his legacy, raising the flag ♪

♪ Bury my right hand at the old site ♪

♪ Better not see the daylight ♪

♪ It has burned countless ♪

♪ Words that should see the light ♪

♪ In the dead of night ♪

♪ Shaking my trembling fingers ♪

♪ Turning over the ashes on the basin ♪

♪ Crying silently in mourning ♪

Father,

it's me who admire him.

It's just my own feelings.

It has nothing to do with him.

I promise you,

from now on, we're just siblings.

We have no relationship.

I won't see him again.

Father...

Father, as long as you let him go,

I'll listen to you from now on,

alright?

Father...

You two are siblings.

Don't think I don't know

he likes you.

I'm here today to end your tragic bond.

Please don't.

- No. - Keep hitting.

♪ Ashes of a burning poem ♪

♪ Final words lack sincerity ♪

Father, as long as you spare him,

I can agree to anything.

Father...

Father...

- Please let him go. - Alright.

Today you must make a decision.

♪ Just hope future know my steadfast will ♪

♪ Devote myself to chaotic times ♪

♪ My heart also given to the fervent red flag ♪

[Brother,]

[I deceived you to protect you back then.]

[From start to finish,]

[the person I want to marry]

[is just you.]

♪ I will say them myself after I die ♪

♪ The news of victory comes to my ears ♪

♪ Like a drowning whale ♪

♪ Falling into you ♪

♪ Into every inch of your body ♪

♪ Then it fell apart ♪

♪ Without a trace ♪

♪ Like a warm winter ♪

♪ Running barefoot to you ♪

♪ Spreading in your cold palm ♪

♪ Vanishing in your warm breath ♪

♪ Because nobody knows ♪

♪ Can't ever go back ♪

♪ You touch my heart, my heart ♪

♪ Why is it so calm? ♪

♪ Cause everybody knows ♪

♪ Can't ever go back ♪

♪ I have long lost myself ♪

♪ And lost you too ♪