04x11 - Ri:Zero kara Hajimaru Isekai

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It's time to come clean, knockoff.

A barbaric and tedious conclusion.

Did you really think
a fragile woman like me

would confront
a brute like you alone?

I was hoping this was all
a misunderstanding.

What happened, Subaru?

Why did things turn out like this?

W-Well...

Perhaps a taste of pain
will make you talk.

Wait, weren't we going to talk
to Subaru because he was acting strange?

You are too soft, Lady Emilia.

I heard there was a shapeshifting
Archbishop in the Watergate City.

What are the chances this knockoff's
that very same Archbishop?

Well...

I will make him talk right this instant.

He'll tell us where Meili
and the real Barusu are.

They weren't the ones
who moved Meili, then?

I have amnesia!

It's far too late for excuses...

Ram!

Subaru said so himself!

I knew there was a reason!

What about Rem?

What's going to happen to Rem?

Don't get in my way!

Say you forgot one more time. Try me.

No, that's not...

If you ever say you forgot Rem
with that face and voice again...

Don't, Ram!

Oww...

The cage...

Where's Emilia and Ram?

[NATSUKI SUBARU WAS HERE]

[NATSUKI SUBARU WAS HERE]

[NATSUKI SUBARU WAS HERE]

The hell's with this creepy-a*s room?

Why'd you go and cover the place
with disgusting scribbles,

ya prick?

What's with the face, ya prick?

Shittin' yourself, ya prick?

Wanna cry, ya prick?

What, had a fallin' out? Hilarious.

W-Wait,

didn't you say you couldn't come down
from the upper floors?

That whole premise's gone now.

It's gone? Why...

Dumbass.

Don't go thinkin'
I'll teach you every last thing.

I can move around now,
so I'm ditchin' this place.

You're leaving this tower?

Once I settle some unfinished business.

What? Wait, what about the tests?

Ah, finally.

The rest of your crew's missin'.

Well, makes things easier for me.

Great chance for him to die,
don't you think?

We can finally read his book.

Behind you, Julius!

Ha! Weaklings don't get
a lot of choices, do they?

All they're ever good at
is makin' excuses.

You...

Why are you here?

Why, what, how come.

Do you pricks all get off
on askin' questions?

C'mon, time to continue the test.

Tear these outta my hands
before I get bored, ya prick.

I leave Echidna...

Lady Anastasia to you!

You really are hopeless.
It's just in your nature, ain't it?

Where do you think you're going?

Why did you save him?

When you strangled me to death.

Subaru!

Betty was looking for you!

You mustn't go that way, I suppose!

Why are you outside the cage?

Beatrice, get away from him.

As Ram told us,
he is not the man you know.

Ram?

So I didn't k*ll Emilia and Ram.

That is not true at all!

Betty would know if we held hands,
I suppose!

Even so, he cannot be trusted.

I should have trusted Ana's intuition.

I shouldn't have brought anyone else here.

This is my blunder.

So what? Who cares about that?

This tower's already done for.

What's gotten into you, Subaru?

This isn't like you, I suppose.

What the hell does "like me" even mean?

Where the heck's this "me"
you guys keep seeing?!

Do you really intend to hold
onto that terrible lie?

While standing alongside Ram,
who forgot her own sister,

and Julius, whom everyone has forgotten?

You would continue such a cruel act?

Act? You think this is an act?!

You're saying this is an act?!

If I were gonna play a part,
I would've picked someone way better!

Who in their right mind would willingly
choose to be Natsuki Subaru?!

Who the hell would want
to be this disgusting as*h*le!

I don't even know any of you!

Who the hell are you guys?!

I've lost everything!

I was just on my way home
from a convenience store!

The only thing I remember from today
is talking to a store clerk!

And suddenly I'm in another world?

A tower in a desert? Corpses?

Tests? Knockoff?

Natsuki Subaru?!

Bullshit!

It's all bullshit!

You wanna know
why I snapped out of nowhere?

Well, I just hit my limit all of a sudden!

Something inside me just snapped!

Whatever you want from me, I can't do it!

I can't do a damn thing!

That's why...

That's why, I'm sorry.

Please, give me a break already.

Please send me home.

If this is God's way of punishing me,
then I get it.

I was wrong.

Subaru...

Beatrice, you can go with him.

I will search for Julius.

Understood.

Subaru, for now just...

What is the meaning of this?

I thought I made my compromise clear.

So why are you doing this?

Julius asked me.

He did?

Incomplete EMT, I suppose!

Natsuki, could you stop
being so unpredictable?

Like I'd know.

It was pure reflex.

El Jiwald!

What in the world are you?

Whose side are you on,
and what is your goal?

How would I know?

I mean, I...

...don't remember anything.

So you do not even remember
bringing Betty out, I wonder?

Sorry...

I...

It is fine.

Even if you forget, Betty will not.

Betty will always remember.

We can't stay here. Let's move.

Echidna, you...

My suspicions about you haven't cleared.

However,
the current situation takes priority.

It's an indispensable mindset
for a merchant.

I have watched that approach firsthand
for a very long time.

I understand.

Enough.

Leave me.

Damn it, damn it, damn it!

Natsuki...

You've done enough.

No, I haven't!

Like hell any of this is enough!

Shouldn't it be... Beatrice over me?

I... see.

She really was... an unfortunate girl.

It hurts.

It really hurts.

A human body really hurts.

I'm sorry, I'm so sorry.

I didn't mean to, I...

This pain is my only way of repaying Ana.

Isn't it obvious?

If I return her body now,

Ana will experience this pain
and the horror of death.

So please,
do not think of ending my misery.

I'm fine with this.

Hey, did you hear that?

A perfect opportunity, don't you think?

It's okay, Mister.

You're just putting her
out of her misery.

Can't you even do something this simple,
Natsuki Subaru?

Natsuki...

You can't even lift a stone
to end someone's misery...

I'm sorry for doubting you.

Why don't you just die?

Right.

I love you.

I love you, I love you, I love you.

I love you.

Stop it! It's making me sick!

I don't love myself!

I...

I don't love myself at all!

I always knew that I was loved.

I knew!

Mom and Dad loved me
from the bottom of their hearts.

I knew that.

There's no way I couldn't have known!

That's why,

I wanted to just disappear altogether.

My parents loved me,

but there was no way anyone
could love someone as unlovable as me.

I love you.

Stop it, please stop it already.

Isn't this enough?

I've made up my mind long ago.

They were all so earnest,
giving it everything they had.

People like that, who treated me so well,
couldn't possibly be bad.

I get it already.

That's why, I should've just died.

If this could be my last life,

if this could be the end,

if Natsuki Subaru could just disappear...

I love you, I love you, I love you.

Stop right there!

Subaru!

Enough...

That's enough!

Why are you trying to save me?

Subaru...

It doesn't make any sense!

You, Julius, Beatrice...

Even Echidna apologized in the end!

I don't get it at all!

In the end, Echidna...

Subaru, what happened?

Where are Echidna and...

They're dead!

Both of her legs were blown off,

she was in pain, and she bled out!

Beatrice was the same!

Julius too...

He told me to go on,
that he was counting on me...

Idiot. Everyone's an idiot.

What are you expecting from me?

Entrusting things to me,

taking something back,

apologizing for doubting me...

What are you all talking about?

You and I first met at the loot house
in the Royal Capital.

Back then,
Felt stole my really important insignia,

so Puck and I were frantically trying
to get it back.

Along the way,
Meili's big sis came after me,

but you stepped in and saved my life.

That was how we first met.

Ring any bells?

But because you protected me,
you got badly hurt.

So I brought you back with me
to Roswaal's manor.

Beatrice treated your wounds,
though she complained the entire time.

You made friends with Ram,
and I'm sure Rem too.

Then after that, it wasn't her sister,

but Meili herself caused a ruckus
and unleashed witchbeasts on the village.

You and Ram held them back,
Roswaal beat them, and I stayed behind.

That was when I promised
to go on a date with you.

Remember?

And then, I was summoned
to the Capital for the Royal Selection.

During that trip,
you and I had our very first fight.

I didn't want you to push yourself
too hard and get hurt anymore.

I couldn't understand
why you were being so kind to me,

and it terrified me.

That's why,
back when we had that huge fight,

I thought it was all over between us.

And right when I didn't know
what was happening,

when the anxiety
was about to sweep me away,

you came rushing to my side.

And after that...

Do you remember what you said to me?

But I remember everything.

Everything you said to me,
everything you did for me,

everything you promised to me...

I remember all of it.

But I don't.

I can't recall any of it, even if I try.

You...

You, and every one of you!

Who the heck are you talking about?!

Risking my life for someone else?!

Instinctively saving someone else?!

Running around
trying my best for someone else?!

Putting my life on the line
to accomplish something for someone else?!

Cut the crap!

There's no way
that could be Natsuki Subaru!

I'm the one who actually knows him!

I know exactly how pitiful, pathetic,

and hopelessly rotten
Natsuki Subaru really is!

Natsuki Subaru
is just a worthless piece of sh*t!

I know that better than anyone else!

It doesn't even have to be me, does it?

There has to be someone stronger,
someone smarter, who can do it for you.

I can't...

It's just impossible for someone like me.

My name is Emilia.

Just Emilia.

There are lots of things I want to say,

and lots of things I want to ask,

but right now, let me hear one thing.

Please, tell me your name.

Why?

Why does it have to be
Natsuki Subaru who's here?

What can a guy like him even do?

What are you even expecting from him?

You might be right.

There are stronger people out there,

and I'm sure there are plenty
who are smarter, too.

But no matter what happens,
the one I want by my side is you, Subaru.

I believe in you,
and I know you'll be there for me.

Because...

Because if someone's going to help me,

rather than them doing it
just because they can,

or because they happen to be there,

it's so much better
when it's the person I love.

Oh...

Natsuki Subaru,

you were head over heels
for this pretty girl.

Was she the reason you could do all that?

There's gotta be a limit
to not knowing your place.

This girl is way out of your league.

Why would someone like you
go after an angel like her?

My name is Emilia.

Just Emilia.

Please,

tell me your name.

My name is Natsuki Subaru.

The one Julius relies on,

the one Beatrice believes in,

the one Echidna forgave,

and the one you, Emilia, wish for...

If that man's name
is Natsuki Subaru, then...

Then I am Natsuki Subaru.

I want to help you and the others.

I want to save you from this tower.

If Natsuki Subaru can do that,

then I'll do that for you.

Thank you, Emilia.

Thank you for making me believe in myself.

Subaru, I...

Emilia!

Emilia!

Subaru!

Will it really end here?
With us getting swallowed up?

No, this isn't the end.

It starts here.

This is where it all begins.

I remember.

I remember everything.

Even if you forget,

I will never forget any of you!

Subaru, hey.

Are you okay, Subaru?

I'm so glad.

I was really worried back there.

Emilia, you must be more strict with him,
or he'll never learn his lesson...

I'm back.