03x20 - Last Call

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[ Judd ] I'm leaving san francisco in less than a week.

I know I've gained a lot.

But I won't know what it is until I'm away from these people.

I'll be bringing up something mohammed told me,

Or something rachel and I talked about.

Or everything pedro, and pam and cory and I discussed,

That's when I'll know how much it meant to me,

Because it'll be a part of my life,

Even though they're no longer in it everyday.

This is the true story...

True story...

Of eight strangers...

Picked to live in a house...

And have their lives taped...

Oh, lucy, I'm home.

To find out what happens...

When people stop being polite...

And start getting real.

Mtv's the real world, san francisco.

Tell me about this, um, monterey trip.

I think we should do something together.

[ Pam ] cory had been wanting to go to monterey and carmel

For a long time.

And as we came down to our last week here,

We got more motivated to go.

And we're trying to get, like,

Everything done before we leave

That we said we were gonna do.

I did say at the very beginning,

That I wanted to take pedro to the tide pools.

We'll definitely have to get our roommates

And go to the tide pools and hike around.

Sea anemones are fun.

[ Cory ] and I do kind of see a healing going on

In me and pedro's relationship after all.

Do you want to go ?

Yeah, I'll do it.

So, you're in on it,

Pam's in on it.

I'm in on it.

Judd's in on it.

[ Laughing ]

Disney moved !

[ Judd ] some of my roommates are better friends than others.

It isn't necessarily that we're hanging out together

Out of mutual dislike for somebody else.

We just enjoy each other's company more.

[ Cory ] it was just so nice to be with people that you trust,

And that you know how to relate to enough to know

How to have a good time together

Without really having to work at it.

Okay.

This bit's a bit gravely here, so...

Jo !

You're okay. You're okay.

[ Jo ] if I had been at the house from the very start,

I mean, I think that rachel and I would have gravitated

Towards one another anyway,

Because we are very similar and that,

You know, I really think that rachel and I

Are gonna be friends for a long time.

Jo, don't let me fall.

I won't let you fall, I've got you.

I've got you.

[ Rachel ] jo is exactly what I needed.

Um, since I got here.

She's fun.

She's spontaneous, she's up for anything.

She and I have exactly the same social interest.

You're doing really well.

All right, let's do this !

Mo's kind of more an independent.

Uh, he's decided that what he wanted to concentrate on

Was music.

Sometimes, I feel like I wish that he was around more.

♪ Make it hard to see

♪ Baby, can you soothe my agitation ♪

[ Mohammed ] I'm sort of schizophrenic right now.

So much of my time and energy is focused on

This video and the single.

I don't have a lot of time to really focus on the house

And being around the house, and stuff like that.

So I feel a little disconnected in that way.

So I'm kind of a loner, to myself most of the time.

And I get along with people in the house

In different ways.

In terms of them being like true, true, true friends,

I think that's probably one of the things

That I was hoping would happen.

The friendship, in terms of a deep sense,

And it didn't really happen for me.

Not that that didn't occur between other people in the house.

There's this snail walking towards you.

[ Pedro ] it was really nice to finally go to a tide pool with cory.

And just sit around the rocks,

And play with the animals,

And poke things.

And it was just a lot of fun, and uh--

She's wonderful. She's like a little kid.

[ Cory ] you guys are so rad.

I want a big hug.

You, shut up.

[ Judd ] we're in this really, beautiful spot.

There's such a wonderful sense of calm and happiness.

Well, at that point we're the only four people in the world.

These are three other people that i--

For the most part went through it with.

And who I'm leaving with.

[ Message beep ]

[ Puck on phone ] uh yeah, what to you get when you cross

Pedro with elvis ?

[ Rachel ] everybody in the house is really irritated with puck.

Because he keeps calling and leaving really rude,

Offensive jokes on our machine.

Uh, that would probably be pelvis.

Pelvis is what you get, pedro.

[ Laughing ]

[ Rachel ] he has a lot of time on his hands.

Oh boy, he needs to get a life. [ Beep ]

You know, he made his bed,

He should lie in it and have a little pride,

And stop calling back.

You guys, puck's on the other line.

[ Jo ] judd told me a joke that he made up about puck.

And I really wanted a chance to say it to puck.

We have a joke for you.

All right.

Do you want to hear it ?

Okay, give it up.

Okay what's the difference between puck

And the pool table ?

Uh, let's see..

I give up.

The pool table's still in the house.

[ Laughing ]

Ohh--

That's funny.

Oh god.

They really told that joke.

[ Puck ] jo, thinks she's so cool and untouchable.

She's diggin', okay,

And she's barkin' up the wrong tree over here,

'Cause, I tell you, as far as verbal battles go,

She'll lose this one.

Have a good life, kids, you know.

It's much better since you've been gone, too, puck.

You know, your life is boring, and you guys oughta--

[ Pool ball bangs ]

Your life is so interesting that

You have time to call

And crank call and hang up.

[ Jo ] every day.

Your life rips, puck. Later.

[ Click ]

[ Rachel ] okay, pick each person,

And say what you're going to miss about each person.

You know what I mean ?

And I'm just like...

Pedro--

[ Laughing ] treating me like I'm his bratty sister.

You are a brat.

I know.

Oh, oh, you admitted it.

I'm out of the stage of denial.

[ Laughing ]

[ Pedro ] my relationship with rachel is, umm...

Very interesting.

And it's always changing and evolving.

And I think what's happened-

I have always thought that she was a brat.

He sees me as a brat,

And yeah, maybe I am.

But that's just one side of me.

Um, I don't think he got to know all sides of me.

On a day-to-day basis,

I find myself when I see you,

"How was your day, what's up ?"

And I never get that back from you.

Why are you just not interested ?

No, it's not that I'm not interested.

A lot of the time, I felt like I was really making an effort,

To understand you,

Considering how different our views on things were.

You came into this house,

And you had as much of a commitment as all of us

To what we were doing.

And I wasn't about to allow, A*DS

Or you being sick to be an excuse.

Certainly, I'm not using A*DS as an excuse.

Never have, never will.

Yes, I find that because I do have A*DS,

And especially after I got sick,

I have very little patience, ah, with certain things.

And part of it is time re--constraints.

No, I don't buy that.

I feel that--

Yes, pedro has to prioritize his time

Maybe a little better than all of us, but--

You--this whole experience for me

Was not about pedro and rachel.

You know, it was about pedro and seven other people.

And about trying to figure out

How I can make the experience the best possible.

And it could be sad that

I didn't get to know you better.

That I didn't get to hear your views more.

I made this experience, in a sense what I wanted.

And I got out of it pretty much what I wanted.

And as screwed up as that may be,

And as superfluous as it may be to you,

Or to anybody else.

That's just the way it is.

[ Rachel ] I must say I really do love pedro.

I think he is really, admirable person,

He's very brave.

To a certain extent, I do consider him a friend.

I just-i don't consider him a close friend.

And that's kind of sad.

Because I really thought it was gonna be like that.

[ Puck ] state of california,

Suckers ! They gave me my license back.

My car's, it's a .

And it's turquoise.

It has like a see-through turquoise steering wheel.

Pretty styling.

Oh yeah.

You want fives or hundreds ?

[ Puck ] jesus is in my hot rod.

[ Engine stalls ]

Oh, c'mon now, baby.

[ Engine revving ]

What a rad car, man.

That's american.

Mm-hmm !

[ Rachel ] we have a little garden down below the house.

And puck had a statue of mary.

[ Wild howl ]

Hey, puck is in the house.

He came to get it and he took off, with--

Saying a few words to us.

Hey, you must be, jo !

Nice cap you threw on me there.

[ Jo ] nice what ?

We owed you one.

I don't think you owed me one.

I think I capped on another person.

[ Rachel ] hey, you cap on somebody in this house, you cap on me.

That's what your mother said.

Grow up, puck.

To each their own.

[ Rachel ] to each their own !

That's what I'm telling ya'.

[ Rachel ] I try so hard to look back on how much fun we had together,

I really do.

And I did have a lot of fun with puck.

But, I also remember, just how miserable I was.

And how much I question myself

Because of him.

[ Puck ] I want my meager life.

And I have it back and I love it.

Oh.

[ Smooch sound ]

I want to give it a big kiss.

I have no qualms about my life, now.

I love it.

It rips, and my friends

That really appreciate me for me, man.

We squeeze the most out of life.

I mean, I miss a lot about those people.

I took time out of my life,

And I definitely got something out of all of them.

Whether it was learning about

How people can say stuff and mean another,

All the way down to, um

How a -year-old virgin perceives life.

I wish I could have got more, but I didn't.

So, I can't live in regret, you know ?

I got what I got.

I'm okay with it.

This is the real worldnow.

We are in the real life of puck.

[ Judd ] would you eat a bug for money ?

[ Giggles ]and how much and what bug ?

[ Cory ] oh.

[ Pam ] the question game is quality time,

Especially because we do have this

Sort of house polarizing thing happening.

Can you put chocolate over any of it ?

No, no, you gotta eat it raw.

In the end, us sitting out on the porch,

And answering a lot of questions,

Was just a way of us to kind of

Get back in touch with each other.

In a way that we haven't done over the past month.

What do you regret the most

About your experience in san francisco

During your stay at the lombard loft ?

[ Pedro ] of course.

I regret kissing puck.

[ Laughing ]

Second-- what's second to that.

I regret the way i, umm,

Viewed all of you.

One, I wasn't hanging out with you.

And two, I was also getting a lot of real negative feedback,

About all of you.

Through my relationship with puck.

And I can't blame that all on puck,

It's my fault, too.

I mean, I didn't try to get to know

All of you guys really well, either.

Anyway, you know what I mean.

I think that there was maybe once,

Where we all pretty much ran away from each other.

Certainly, I had a time where I disconnected from everybody,

Because I couldn't deal.

Um, but I think for the most part,

We, you know,

Stuck through what was going on with each other.

It scares me that things that I've done here, or whatever.

Um, might really, offend my family.

I don't know.

I just feel like I've changed a lot,

And i--

I've changed gradually, so that I can't even see the changes.

But I feel very different

Than the person that came here on the first day.

I really don't identify with that person any more.

And yet that's the person

That was much more similar to my family.

And I think that they're gonna be really surprised.

I worry about that.

[ Mohammed ] I'm gonna go, you guys.

Where you going ?

I have to go my dad's club.

[ Judd ] lately, mohammed hasn't been around at all.

I know he's cutting two demos

And then he's working on a video.

So we haven't seen much of him.

I'm curious how it's all going.

♪ Money. Check, check it out ♪

[ Mohammed ] this last two weeks it's been, like,

One of the hardest, most draining weeks of my life

In terms of working on music.

Trying to get a video and a single done simultaneously

Is not easy, you know,

Especially when you have no money.

We've never done a video.

Midnight voices never done a video.

And it is a learning experience.

♪ Wonder twin powers activate-- ♪

♪ Form of water

♪ My grandpapa--

Yeah, that was fresh.

That was fresh.

I have a lot of belief in the band

In terms of where it's gonna go,

And I think it's gonna go a lot of good places.

So as long as I'm making music,

I'm comfortable with where my music is.

[ Rapping ] ♪ on the shores of h-p

♪ I never ever ever thought it would be hard to be ♪

♪ Physical form, taking shape between here, here, there ♪

♪ Gravity makes it hard to see ♪

♪ Baby, can you soothe my adjective ♪

♪ It seems the world--

Sometimes, you know, you might be trying to do something

And fall right in the water.

You know, it's okay, 'cause we get back up

And do it again.

[ Cheering and applause ]

[ Pam ] so we're out of here. This is the end.

This is the last time we're in the house.

I think the thing that makes me feel like

I'm ready for it to be over

Is the fact that I know

That I'm going to maintain relationships

With some of the people,

Even after we move out of the house.

[ Judd ] well, we're movin' out.

We're gonna be packing it all up,

Puttin' in our personal receptacles,

And walking out the door.

You know, we came in one by one, separately.

It would be nice if we all walked out that door together.

I can't believe that I've done so little packing.

It's amazing.

[ Judd ] well, I'm going to los angeles,

And if things don't go well, I'm on my own.

And it's really frightening

When you put all your eggs in one basket,

And you head on out there.

I've been working up to this moment

For a very, very long time.

As far the day that somebody calls me.

And I pick up the phone

And suddenly, I'm making a living as a cartoonist.

[ Rachel ] which ones do you like better of yourself ?

Actually, I hate all three of those pictures.

Well, I don't want a picture of you that you hate.

I hate it when people have pictures

That I hate of myself, you know ?mmm hmm.

[ Rachel ] I think pedro is going to beat the odds

And live a very, very long life.

I see him and sean as leading a really great life.

I predict though, that the two of them will move to miami.

Why don't you ship some of that back to miami ?

I did ship some of it back to miami.

This is my clothes !

[ Pedro ] there's lot of uncertainty still in my mind,

About what's gonna happen,

About what I want to do with my life,

But there are certain things that

Are at least are certain.

Certainly, my relationship with sean, is more secure.

So I think today I feel like I have a little bit more control

Over what's going on around me.

I'm leaving.

Now ?yep.

[ Mohammed ] I know that my perspective on the world is different.

I know how I view other people is a little different.

I think when I realized

That rachel was a person outside of being, like,

A conservative republican,

Being this title,

I think we all came into the house as titles,

And then we became people.

And that conversion was really cool.

[ Rachel ] when I look back on this experience,

I will always be struck by how unique it is.

I knew that I'd learn a lot about different people,

And different ways of life.

I definitely feel a lot more sensitive to g*y issues.

And I definitely have learned a lot about A*DS,

And I even understand where judd comes from,

And a lot of his very liberal views,

And all that kind of stuff.

You rock.

You rock.[ Laughing ]

We all rock !

All right. You're the raddest.

No, I'm the raddest. No, you're the raddest.

[ Judd ] a group hug ?

Oh, this is nauseating, oh my goodness.

[ Judd ] sean's throwing up.

[ Cory ] sean !

Wasn't this pedro's ?

It's ours, now.

That's what we can do.

Scavenger the house.

[ Rachel ] look at all this food they wasted.

[ Rachel ] I could sit here for hours

And think about all the things

That I wish I'd said.

Or things that i,

I didn't say.

Or whatever.

But-- [ crying ]

Basically, I'm just gonna miss everybody.

To-- to you and me.

A long-lasting friendship.

[ Phone ringing ]

Hello ?

[ Puck on phone ] hey !

Who's this ?

It's puck !

Hello, puck.

Hey, jo !

How are you ?

I'm fine.

I was just calling to see who the stragglers were.

Me and rachel.

Yeah ?

Yeah.

When you leaving ?

Uh, in like, five minutes,

We're just waiting for the cab right now.

Oh.

Is it here, rachel ?yeah, it's right there.

Our cab's here, we gotta go.

Hand the phone to rachel for a second.

Okay. You take care, puck.

I will.

Good-bye.

He wants to say "hello".

Hi.

Hey, rachel.

What's up ?

You know, I just, the only thing I can say to you, rachel is,

Since this is probably the last time I'm gonna talk you,

Cause you know,mm, hm.

You made your choice, you kicked me out.

And well, you know, I tried to be your friend.

No, you really didn't, puck.

You wanted to be my friend.

No, you really didn't try to be our friend.

And-- umm...

And especially me.

You really didn't try to be my friend.

Rachel, you were mad because I went out

With all those girls instead of you.

Oh my god, if this is what you're gonna lower it down to,

Puck we were having problems long before you met toni, hon'.

You can say what you want.

Oh, okay puck, really I really don't have time,

My cab's waiting outside,

You have a very distorted memory,

But we'll just leave it at that, okay ?

Well, okay.

Okay. Bye, puck.

[ Rachel sobbing ] I mean I'm glad it's over.

But--i really got used to it.

And I'm gonna miss being here--

And I hate leaving.

And--i'm gonna miss you guys.

Bye.