01x06 - Episode 6

[bunniefuu]

[heart beating]

[heartbeat slows]

[car horn honking]

[tires squealing]

[unsettling music playing]

[music fades]

I'll never forgive myself
for such a stupid mistake.

If I hadn't put thyme instead of mint,
would've been amazing.

[Nazlı sniffles]

So does it taste as bad as it looks? Hmm?

What?

Is it that bad?

Uh, no, it's…

It's really good. Thank you.

You're a terrible liar, you know?

Give it to me. Don't force yourself.

[melancholy music playing]

Here.

[exhales]

It's none of my business, but…

why not take a break from the phone?

Whatever you're looking at,
whatever's worrying you, just leave it.

When you hold on to everything
that makes you hurt in this world,

then you just let suffering
take over your life.

Ignore it, let it go.

You know, I'll always be here for you.

I'll do anything for you.

Uh, I have some deliveries
I gotta take care of.

If you need anything, just text.

And stay in that bed, you hear?

You're gonna be just fine, okay?

[door opens]

[groans]

DELETE THE APP "SOCIALE"? DELETE

[groans]

[breathing shakily]

[grunts]

[melancholy music continues]

[monitor beeping]

NOT A STRANGER

[music turns tense]

[distant moaning]

[moaning continues]

[moaning intensifies]

[moaning continues]

[gasps]

-[music stops]
-[breathing heavily]

[gasps, breathing heavily]

[sniffles]

[tense music playing]

[toy clatters]

-[tense music continues]
-[voices chattering]

[blues music playing in distance]

-What are you doing in here?
-Just tuning her up.

In the middle of the night?

I couldn't sleep.

[Funda] I'm going to bed.

Are you coming?

[İlker] Uh…

Yeah, sure. I'll come with ya.

[music stops]

[uneasy music playing]

[Funda] I'm gonna get a glass of water.

[sighs]

[startled gasp]

Sorry, did I scare you?

No. No.

I was just a little startled
seeing you there.

I wasn't expecting it.

[uneasy music continues]

I had a terrible nightmare.

It was so weird.

Since Emre's accident,
I haven't been dreaming at all.

[music intensifies]

Nazlı, it looks like you're really tense.

Can you try to relax your pose
a little, please?

It's like your whole body is stiff.

Loosen your jaw, and pull in your stomach.

Now, turn toward me. That's it. Hold that.

-[uneasy music continues]
-[sniffles]

I can't seem to focus. I'm sorry.

[sniffles]

It's been ten days now.

[sighs]

You're right.

You're right.

Would you mind if I went to the hospital?
It's just hard waiting here.

That's fine.

I know I'm just making your work
more difficult.

Because of me,
you're not getting very far.

Thanks for being kind to me.

I appreciate it.

[music fades]

Wait, wait.

Wait.

I'm coming with you.

Maybe after, we can find somewhere else
to do a bit of work.

I'm on a deadline.

Mavi can sleep with her dad tonight.

[tense music playing]

Not that anyone's getting
a real night's sleep here lately.

I was trying to get him to stop
so we could talk.

But he sped up instead.

You couldn't have known he'd do that.

It was just an accident.

I'm scared, Nazlı.

[tense music continues]

I'm scared that he'll never wake up.

You're scared that he will.

[toy clatters overhead]

[whispers] Go. This way.

Come on, hurry.

[music intensifies]

[device chimes]

[music subsides]

[blues music playing in distance]

[Funda] What are you doing in here?

Just tuning her up.

[tense music stinger]

How's the boyfriend?

Has he woken up yet?

[Funda] No.

She's going to see him.

And why are you going?

[Funda] Because I'm curious.

About what?

Emre called me right before the accident.

[dramatic music playing]

Why?

I don't know.
That's what I wanna find out.

I didn't pick up, so he left a voicemail.

There was something
he wanted to talk about.

I have no idea.

That's weird.

Um…

He didn't say in the message
what he wanted to talk about?

[Funda] No, he didn't.

By the way, after the hospital,

Nazlı and I are gonna work
somewhere else for a bit.

Uh, I was going to get some work done.
The guys are sending a file over.

Aren't you the boss of the company, İlker?

Surely, the work can wait for a day.

-[dramatic music continues]
-[monitor beeping]

[phone ringing]

Hello?

[Kemal] It's over between me and Ceren.

She's been a total mess
since that night at your place.

I'm really sorry.

Don't be.

I guess some people
can't get over the past.

They don't know how to move on.

You don't have that problem.

Is this an okay time to talk?

Actually, it's not the best time.
How about I call you back?

Yeah, sure. I have some news
about that project I mentioned.

We should talk about it.

Listen, I'll try you later.
Talk to you then.

[sighs]

[music fades]

[Nazlı breathes shakily]

What have I done?

[poignant melancholy music playing]

Are you blaming yourself?

[Nazlı sobs]

Let's go.

Not much good we're doing here anyway.

I don't have a place in mind, but

let's find somewhere quiet
where we can be alone.

[music intensifies]

I know the perfect place.

-[Mavi crying]
-[İlker exhales sharply]

Okay, baby, you're fine.

[dramatic music playing]

-Where's our doll? Here she comes now.
-[Mavi crying]

Calm down, calm down.
Okay, you're fine, honey.

Mommy?

Mommy!

Where are you?

Ah! Ah.

It's okay.

-[crying continues]
-[sighs]

Okay, okay, baby. Come on.
Time to go see what's in your room.

[crying continues]

Mavi?

Mavi, it's okay, honey.

Come on, Mavi, come on.
Yeah, I'm tired of this room too. Come on.

Okay, baby.

What can we find in this room?

There, there.

Okay. [shushing]

[music fades]

Um…

Quiet all of a sudden?

Huh?

Do you love this room that much?

Come on, then.

Let's stay here.

[sighs]

There we are.

Like that.

Up we go now.

On the bed.

Hey, baby, what do we have here?

What's this?

Look, honey.

What's this, baby girl?

[exhales sharply]

Hey, pretty girl.

Whose is this?

[music fades]

[phone ringing]

VIDEO CALL

[sighs, clears throat]

Hello?

[chuckles]

Oh my God!

I was able to reach you, at last.

Uh, what you up to?

-Is this a good time?
-I'm running.

How are you doing?

I'm running. You?

Great.

Uh…

[chuckles]

Actually…

Actually, I lied.
I'm not doing great at all.

I have dreams about you
almost every night.

It's insane how much I miss you.

Insane.

Mm, uh, so now you could say,

"Me too, honey. I miss you."

Assuming you miss me
a little bit, at least.

I'm on the treadmill,
listening to a playlist,

and then you call out of the blue.

What should I say, kiddo?

-Kiddo?
-Oh, come on. Are we really doing this?

We talked about this already.
You can't say we didn't talk about it.

Uh, yup.

Uh… [sniffles]

No problem. Sorry about all this.

Uh, I've just been a bundle of nerves,
I guess, these last few days,

so I just wanted to hear your voice again.

That's all.

My period is late.

I guess that's it.

[treadmill stops]

But there's nothing wrong, is there?

-What do you mean?
-[dramatic music playing]

There's no way you're pregnant.
We were always careful, right?

Supposing I am, what would you do?

I would look for a doctor
who can perform an ab*rtion. What else?

You think finding me a doctor
would be helping me?

[sighs]

[music intensifies]

[dramatic music continues]

[Funda] Is this it?

[Nazlı] Mm-hmm.

[dramatic music continues]

[woman] May her life be long
and full of blessings.

May evil, envy, and calamity
never come near her.

May she prosper.

May she have good health.

May good people fill her life.

May she have sisters like these.

May she find a sister in every woman.

May she find support in her sisters.

May they be each other's homes.

And may joy always fill her home.

Now the 40 days are over.

Thank the Lord.

The baby snatcher is powerless.

Her time is over.

I dried red peppers
and hung them at the door.

I waited 40 days and nights.

She couldn't come in.
My daughter has no need to fear.

The baby snatcher can't come.
She won't hurt Zeliş or the baby now.

Let us praise God. Praise be to God.
Thank the Lord Almighty.

-What an interesting place this is.
-[music fades]

Isn't it?

Emre comes from a family of fishermen.

When his parents died, he moved here.

It's kind of far from the city,
but that's okay.

At least, he doesn't pay rent.

Wow, the view from here is amazing.

It's the perfect spot
to drink a glass of raki

and watch the sunset.

The light's just right too.
Ideal for working.

I put some wood in the stove,
and I'll make us some tea.

And we can get into this.

Homemade raki.

Emre distills it himself.

Interesting.

-It goes down smoothly.
-Mm.

Yeah, but it hits like a ton of bricks.

I wish I was holding Mavi
in my arms right now.

I wonder what she's up to.

Then let's have a look for ourselves.

She's having some quality time
with her dad.

[uneasy ethereal music playing]

Uh…

I'll be back with a cloth.

Are you okay?
I hope I didn't spill it on you.

All right.

[uneasy ethereal music continues]

[message tone]

I HAVE MY EYES ON YOU

[uneasy ethereal music continues]

[women chattering]

How do you know your friend there?

Uh, Nazlı is not my friend.
She's my nanny. She works for us.

You couldn't find someone else
to take care of your little one?

Why would you say that?

Since the first time I saw that one,
she's given me a bad feeling.

It's an omen.

You seem like a good person.

God forbid, but I'm warning you.

Where's that young man?

There's no sign of him for days now.

He hasn't come home.

I expect she got him into trouble too.
God forbid.

You mark my words.

[uneasy ethereal music continues]

[Nazlı] There's no change?
His condition hasn't improved?

[music fades]

Um, okay.

Okay, I understand. Okay. Thank you.

Please keep me updated.

Okay, thank you.

[mysterious ethereal music playing]

How did you know he was cheating on you?

What?

[breathes deeply]

You said you ended it
when you found out he was cheating.

That's right.

How did you know?

I saw it.

So you walked in on the two of them?

Mm-hmm. [sniffles]

[mysterious ethereal music continues]

This happened when, exactly?

The day of the accident.

That day, I was looking
for something of Mavi's.

I couldn't find it, so I called you.

And I called Emre next
because I couldn't reach you.

And he was surprised
that you didn't go to his place

on your day off.

Where were you?

[music intensifies]

[phone ringing]

Hello?

Hi, um, where are you?
What have you been doing?

Nothing, really.

Hanging out with Nazlı, drinking raki.

We're having a little heart-to-heart.

You mean I've been home
the whole day just for that?

Mavi's down for the night.

I guess I'll turn in too.
Do you think you'll be home late?

[Funda] I don't know. We might be a while.

I wouldn't bother waiting up for me.

Okay.

Don't drink too much.

You get those migraines.

And don't drive. Take a taxi back.

The concerned husband.

No need to worry. Of course I won't drive.

-[İlker] Okay, see ya.
-Bye.

Now where were we?

[mysterious ethereal music continues]

You were questioning me about my day off.

Oh, don't be silly.

Questioning you?

We're just talking,
having a friendly chat.

I had things to do that day. Some errands.

I wanted to deal with them first.

You know what happened after that.

Not really. It's a bit mysterious.

That's why I'm asking you
to tell me about it.

Like I told you,

I saw them when I arrived.

He was surprised that you didn't go
to see him on your day off.

Astonished.

So naturally, he decided
to have an affair that day, right?

It's rather odd.

[mysterious ethereal music continues]

So are you saying that I'm lying to you?

I don't know.

You tell me.

[music intensifies]

[sighs]

[Funda] I'm fine.

[breathes shakily]

Really.

I'll be back in a minute.

[mysterious ethereal music continues]

[groans]

[music fades]

[sighs]

When I think about it, it's not really
Emre's fault that he cheated.

Why not?

Because… maybe the one
who brought it all on was… me.

[tense ethereal music playing]

Mm. What do you mean by that?

I was tired of hearing him say
that he loved me all the time.

It seemed so boring.

I wanted some excitement.
Something unpredictable.

I wanted things to happen.

I thought, "Perhaps he'll do
what I'm afraid to do myself."

And I'd stay pure. Flawless.

[dramatic music stinger]

[Nazlı] So I could be the victim.

I don't know what you're saying.

[scoffs]

The raki.

Like I said,
that stuff packs quite a punch.

I mean, maybe it was me all along.

The one who wanted
to find a way out of it.

The one who wanted to have an affair.

[Kemal] When love finds a home,
no one's completely innocent.

But no one's completely guilty either.

[breathes deeply]

[tense ethereal music continues]

Hello. Uh, good evening.

Uh, I'm calling about a patient,
a family member?

Could you give me an update
on his condition?

Emre Ceylan.

You know what? If I want something
badly enough, it happens.

-[tense ethereal music continues]
-[chuckles]

Oh boy.

That "manifesting" bullshit?

I asked the universe for money and a house
and, look, I got it.

No, I've never cared about things
like that, having money.

I mean, I wanna have feelings
that are genuine.

Real desire, real passion,
the kind that's all-consuming.

The kind that reminds you
that you're actually alive.

-Do you know what I mean?
-[groans]

[scoffs]

"Careful what you wish for."
That's what they say.

Yeah, maybe I knew
I was going to suffer a bit,

but not what I'm going through.

I'm hurting so much. It's like I'm one
giant ball of anxiety and fear and pain.

[Funda retching]

You don't look so great.
I'll make you some tea. It'll help.

[Funda breathes deeply]

[breathing heavily]

[Nazlı] So are you saying that I'm lying?

-[tense ethereal music continues]
-[groans]

[Nazlı echoes] Water in the pool.

Mavi in the water.

[echoes] Mavi in the pool.

[electrical crackling]

[Nazlı echoes] You don't look so great.
I'll make you some tea.

[electrical crackling]

[Funda breathing shakily]

[Funda] Na… Nazlı!

[water burbling]

I'm cold, so I'm gonna put this on, Nazlı.

This is very yellow.

[tense ethereal music continues]

If you felt that way,

why didn't you tell him
you were breaking up with him?

Is that what you would've done?

[Nazlı] What you would've done?

Huh? I don't know.

If you don't know, then don't judge.

But I'm totally sure about this.

[echoes] Totally.

İlker and me,

we're honest with each other.

Yeah.

We promised that we would always be
each other's partner in crime.

You know, I told him,

"If you ever do something terrible
to someone, no matter how bad,

you can always come and tell me about it."

[echoes] I said, "I'll hide you."

"That shows how much I love you."

He proposed to me with those words.

"Please, won't you be
my partner in crime?"

"It's just us against the world.
You and me."

That's how much we loved each other.

[tense ethereal music continues]

[expl*si*n]

[eerie mysterious music playing]

I'm starting to feel funny, a bit dizzy.
I'm going to sleep.

[Funda sniffles, groans]

[moans]

First… First of all, İlker and I never…

I told him.

"Look, always trust me, okay?"

"Always! No matter what!"

You know… [chuckles]

He proposed to me with those very words.

He said…

He said, "Darling,
won't you be my partner in crime?"

"Just the two of us against the world.
You and me."

"The two of us," he said.

You hear me?

What the hell are you doing?
You're ruining her peppers.

Yeah, ruining them.

Wait. I'm not…

I'm not doing so good. I'm, uh…

[Funda screams]

[eerie mysterious music continues]

[dramatic music continues]

[music intensifies]

[breathing heavily]

Nazlı, what are you and İlker up to?

What are you and İlker up to?

[music fades]

-[door slams]
-[gasps]

[Funda groans, sighs]

[Funda groans]

[Funda groans]

Good morning.

[cupboard door opens]

Good mor… Good Morning.

[Funda groans]

[groans]

But…

What time did I fall asleep?

Late. I helped you get into bed.

[groans]

What happened to my clothes?
These aren't mine.

[Nazlı] Right.

Your clothes were completely soaked,
so I found you something dry to wear.

[groaning]

Nazlı, can I have some water, please?

Of course.

-[water pouring]
-[groans]

Here.

Thanks.

I made us some breakfast.

Let's have it outside.

-Nazlı.
-Hmm?

I can't remember what happened at all.

Sometimes, it's good to forget.

[dramatic ethereal music playing]

İlker, has he been calling me?

Where's the phone?

[groaning]

[phone ringing]

Hello, Kemal.

Hi, Funda.

I'm so sorry
I didn't call you back yesterday.

I was out all day.

I was worried about you.
Are you okay? How are you?

Yesterday, I took a day for myself.
Partied hard, got it out of my system.

Now back to the studio.
Our only salvation is work.

Our only salvation is work.

But it doesn't sound like you're working.

Since you said you were out,
what are you doing?

Uh…

I'm with Nazlı, just… hanging out.

What's with this Nazlı?

Nanny, model, just about everything.

Why are you so obsessed with this girl?

Emre woke up. The hospital just called.

[music intensifies]

-[phone ringing]
-[alarm beeping]

-[phone continues ringing]
-[alarm continues beeping]

[groans]

[poignant music playing]

[phone ringing]

Hello?

[Funda] Nazlı and I
are going to the hospital.

Emre is awake.

[poignant music continues]

[Nazlı breathes shakily]

[monitor beeping]

Emre.

[sighs]

-[Emre] Okay, baby, check it out!
-[chuckles]

-[Emre] Here comes the pickled fish!
-Oh!

And now that you're fully recovered…

-Hmm?
-A little raki.

-[Nazlı] Hmm?
-Yeah.

-Is this the one you made?
-Mm-hmm.

-[Nazlı] Oh.
-It's a new batch.

Let's see. [sniffs]

Oh!

[both laughing]

This better not be poisonous, dude.

-As if!
-[both laugh]

[poignant music continues]

Oh.

Oh!

[both laugh]

Promise we aren't gonna die!

[both laugh]

That's it, totally cured.

Well, from now on,
nothing but health and happiness.

-How about it?
-Mm.

Sounds good.

This calls for a photo, don't you think?

Yeah, sure.

[phone camera clicks]

Oh! I'm gonna post this. Don't say no.

Go ahead.

[poignant music continues]

[phone chimes]

And tag me too, why don't you?

[Emre chuckles]

[Nazlı] Hmm.

[Emre] Mm.

-[monitor beeping]
-[music fades]

[tense music playing]

[music intensifies]

Funda.

[Funda] İlker?

[Funda] Emre's waking up.

-Where's Mavi?
-I left her with Mom.

With your mom?

Uh…

I, uh…

[sighs]

İlker, what's wrong?

-[İlker] Uh…
-[monitor alarm beeps]

[labored breathing]

Some… Something's wrong.

-[Emre groans]
-[Nazlı] Something's wrong!

[monitor beeping rapidly]

Emre. Emre needs help. Something's wrong.

-[doctor] Come on, let's go. Let's go!
-[gasps]

-[Funda] What's going on?
-Emre.

[monitor alarm beeping]

He's in V-fib. Code blue. Now! Go!

-[beeping continues]
-[nurse 1] Code blue! Code blue!

[tense dramatic music playing]

-[Nazlı] No.
-[doctor] Are they coming?

Don't do this. You can't!

-[doctor] We need them now.
-[Nazlı] Please!

-[nurse 2] Doctor. I'm here.
-[Nazlı] No!

[sobs] Emre.

Okay. Stay calm. He'll be all right.

[doctor] Charge to 150.

CHARGING 150 JOULES

PRESS THE SHOCK BUTTON

-[doctor] Clear.
-[rapid beeping]

[doctor] Still V-fib. 200 joules.

[Nazlı sobs] Emre, no, no. No!

No, you can't, Emre. You can't.

[Nazlı sobs]

Emre!

[rapid beeping continues]

CHARGING 300 JOULES

[doctor] Clear.

[melancholy music playing]

[nurse 1] He's not breathing.

[flatline tone]

[doctor] Come on.

[sobs] Emre!

Emre!

[doctor] No pulse.

We lost the patient.

Time of death, 12:04.

[melancholy music continues]

[doctor] It's called terminal lucidity.

The patient suddenly seems
to improve for a while.

You know the rest.

I'm sorry for your loss.

[melancholy music continues]

[music turns tense]

[Funda] Everything's blurry.

Nothing is certain.

Life

is so fragile.

Only pain makes things clear.

You can doubt everything
you think you know about a person.

But when they're in pain,

you see who they really are.

[music intensifies]

[Nazlı] He was the one who healed me.

I had forgotten
how you demolished my life.

How you broke it into pieces.

[tense music continues]

ILKER ENGIN LIKED YOUR PHOTO

[Nazlı] Why did you show up again?

Why did you send a sign?

ILKER ENGIN LIKED YOUR PHOTO

[Nazlı] I didn't ask for this pain.

I just wanted to feel deeply.

ILKER ENGIN AND OTHERS LIKED THIS

[Nazlı] To feel with all my heart.

But life is so unfair.

Life has never been kind to me.

Happiness was never handed to me
on a silver platter.

[music intensifies]

[Nazlı] I always had to go
and get it myself.

With my bare hands.

[tense music continues]

[music fades]

[dramatic ethereal music playing]

[music fades]